surely i am not under that much stress though?
i don't even have a job
i do feel bad about that though
my mum has to pay for everything
but i am getting incapacity benefit till i go back to uni
at least then i can do something
i don't want to be a burden on my family for the rest of my life
i have someone else coming round to see me tomorrow though
maybe i will tell her more stuff and they will give me more drugs
i am only on 10mg atm
i thought you were meant to have loads for ocd, a higher dose
i know im meant to start out on a low dose though, but i wanted to get rid of it ASAP
i nearly fucked up my little brothers holiday the other week because of this
i will go back to uni though and i think my heart is ok now