INTENSITY²

^ I didn't finish Programming at college, so I sort of know where you're coming from.

What did you study there?

Fine Arts (Oil Painting) and Political Science

I went to court today, The next step of the arrangements for "The Driver" is the 14th of June. He wanted to get released, but due to the new law in Illinois I never knew about and the judge's precautions she didn't want to risk it.

Today I turned my mattress around. I didn't realise it was so heavy. So it took me some time, turning it bit by bit. It didn't help that my bedroom is small. But it's done along with different sheets, pillowcases and my winter doona. I'm typing this now with Rowan asleep on my legs.

Yeah, I did... just need to not panic before going to sleep.

Your meds make you panic? That's no good.

I took my meds. I also made sure Kayleigh took hers. It's the first thing I do every morning.

I slept a little, woke up feeling as if I had been beaten by an army of hammer wielding midgets as usual.

I keep remembering back to when I was 13-14 and how good it felt to actually sleep and wake up refreshed, and the bed didn't hurt...even though I've fought with insomnia for years.

Is part of it fibro for you now? Nowadays when I get out of bed I hurt a lot, especially my back and legs. I remember when I used to bounce out of bed and feel great and refreshed. I don't have a problem with insomnia, instead i need my 10+ hours of sleep every night. New mattress has made my sleep better.