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Arena for the Competitive => Main Event Callouts => Topic started by: Randy on December 10, 2006, 08:36:39 AM
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You don't just talk shit, you back up your claims.
You want me to be on meds?, provide examples and debate with me. I am not weak enough to admit if I need them.
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Psychiatrist is open on Monday, and I will get them. You prove it and I will take them. I said your brains were pretty good, and that is why I want to see what you have to say because there is possiblity you judged me right.
My affective tollerance and emdr sessions are not done.
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it is impossible to formed well reasoned points of debate with you flo.
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Use quotes, and I will be honest.
I would ask one requirment, no jokes about me whatsoever. I don't want to waste time bothering reading that garbage.
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Use quotes, and I will be honest.
I would ask one requirment, no jokes about me whatsoever. I don't want to waste time bothering reading that garbage.
in case you haven't noticed i have not been joking with you.
also, this entire thread is simply to get you more attention. pathetic attempt.
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Actually I was thinking , and my sessions are not done. Maybe I need them to hold me over till the session are over. Everyone can get their cognitive fuctions blocked by stress. So that in a way is my therapist's way of telling me to continue. I will try and back off after he is done. I do notice the fucked up missing words, and was wondering about that myself. That should not happen, even before I edit. Why didn't you guys just say this before? If you hit the right key, I respond. It has to be a very specific key though.
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Actually I was thinking , and my sessions are not done. Maybe I need them to hold me over till the session are over. Everyone can get their cognitive fuctions blocked by stress. So that in a way is my therapist's way of telling me to continue. I will try and back off after he is done. I do notice the fucked up missing words, and was wondering about that myself. That should not happen, even before I edit. Why didn't you guys just say this before? If you hit the right key, I respond. It has to be a very specific key though.
with BiPolar disorsder it is a lifelong investment.
sorry flo, but facs are facts, and you are not alone. ben stiller has bipolar disorder.
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ok fuck wad, that is a definite no. My therapist, a clinical social worker, said sternly NO!
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ok fuck wad, that is a definite no. My therapist, a clinical social worker, said sternly NO!
either, A.) you are lying or B.) he is incompetent. or C.) he is incompetent due to your lying.
bottom line, you have a major problem. so major we can see it and we never even talked to you IRL. how difficult is it for you to see that there is something wrong here?
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ok fuck wad, that is a definite no. My therapist, a clinical social worker, said sternly NO!
Whatever your correct diagnosis really is, that combination of medication and therapy was helping you make more sense, Randy.
You still need it.
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This thread is proof enough, Flo, but I doubt you'd see it. Maybe it would help if you provided your doctor with links to this thread, and maybe one or two of your recent arguments. The Wolfgurl threads are fine examples of your erratic thought patterns.
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He might not be bipolar; he could be any combination of delusional, schizophrenic, schizotypal, seriously bad ADHD. Personally, I still think flo is AS. Not saying he doesn't have other issues though.
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I can't really bother going through all his posts, but has he ever been tested for AS?
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Yes, I think he was dx'd with AS or possibly HFA. I think he's bipolar--his posts since he joined here, as well as the earlier ones on OTS, indicate a typical bipolar personality. The desperate attention-seeking and the lying fit in perfectly.
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I don't really get the difference between bipolar and schizophrenia. I knew a schizophrenic woman who was just like Flo.
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Yes, I think he was dx'd with AS or possibly HFA. I think he's bipolar--his posts since he joined here, as well as the earlier ones on OTS, indicate a typical bipolar personality. The desperate attention-seeking and the lying fit in perfectly.
His symtoms would also fit a Histrionic Personality disorder.
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He was doing well on the meds He was taking. Some people think meds are bad and mind altering even at low doses. And quit taking them when they are feeling good.
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I don't really get the difference between bipolar and schizophrenia. I knew a schizophrenic woman who was just like Flo.
The DSM-IV symptom descriptions for schizophrenia (http://counsellingresource.com/distress/schizophrenia/dsm/schizophrenia.html) and bipolar disorder (http://counsellingresource.com/distress/mood-disorders/manic-depression-symptoms.html) should provide some insight.
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Ha hah, you can't figure it out. I am not telling either!
You know what? They are toxic if you don't need them, and Carla was not going to be my friend if I did not take them. I was afraid they were poisoning me.
Thank god any of you are not my therapist.. I would be in real pain then.
My therapist is quite competent, and I am a difficult case. He has two offices, one in Westerly and the other some where else. He goes to seminars just because he thinks I am HFA. His affective tollerance, emdr, and dx of pstd makes me regard him especially highly, but not his dx of AS.
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My therapist is quite competent, and I am a difficult case. He has two offices, one in Westerly and the other some where else. He goes to seminars just because he thinks I am HFA. His affective tollerance, emdr, and dx of pstd makes me regard him especially highly, but not his dx of AS.
Which is it, Flo? HFA or AS?
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In your dreams!
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In your dreams!
...that your therapist has dx'd you with? You said it yourself. I didn't.
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Ha hah, you can't figure it out. I am not telling either!
You know what? They are toxic if you don't need them, and Carla was not going to be my friend if I did not take them. I was afraid they were poisoning me.
Thank god any of you are not my therapist.. I would be in real pain then.
My therapist is quite competent, and I am a difficult case. He has two offices, one in Westerly and the other some where else. He goes to seminars just because he thinks I am HFA. His affective tollerance, emdr, and dx of pstd makes me regard him especially highly, but not his dx of AS.
I thought he was changing your diagnosis from HFA to mild psychosis? Make up your mind. I was reading about psychosis on wikipedia, and it CAN be triggered by trauma, so maybe you are right about that (though it's possible that the trauma AND either schizophrenia or bipolar are fucking you up). Some people with psychosis have a thought disorder, and this sounds like you to me.
Thought disorder
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
In psychiatry, thought disorder or formal thought disorder is a term used to describe a pattern of disordered language use that is presumed to reflect disordered thinking. It is usually considered a symptom of psychotic mental illness although occasionally appears in other conditions. It is also known as knight's move thinking referring to the nonlinear way a knight moves in chess.
It describes a persistent underlying disturbance to conscious thought and is classified largely by its effects on speech and writing. Affected persons may show pressure of speech (speaking incessantly and quickly), derailment or flight of ideas (switching topic mid-sentence or inappropriately), thought blocking, rhyming, punning, or 'word salad' when individual words may be intact but speech is incoherent.
Eugen Bleuler, who named schizophrenia, held that its defining characteristic was a disorder of the thinking process.[1] It is important to note however that the delusions and hallucinations of psychosis could also be considered as disorders of thought, but that the term formal thought disorder applies specifically to the presumed disruption in the flow of conscious verbal thought that is inferred from spoken language. This is typically what is referred to when the strictly less accurate, more commonly used but abbreviated term, 'thought disorder', is used.
You seem to think differently from both people with AS (who are very logical, mind you) AND NTs. I can see how you having a thought disorder would appear to be AS or HFA due to you misinterpreting what people say and social situations.
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Various stressors can make that difficult, but I don't believe its AS. Two girlfriends, lack of sleep, trauma, and I hate surgury. I am more toward dumping Jessica again.
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So which is it, according to your therapist, AS or HFA?
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Ha hah, you can't figure it out. I am not telling either!
You know what? They are toxic if you don't need them, and Carla was not going to be my friend if I did not take them. I was afraid they were poisoning me.
Thank god any of you are not my therapist.. I would be in real pain then.
My therapist is quite competent, and I am a difficult case. He has two offices, one in Westerly and the other some where else. He goes to seminars just because he thinks I am HFA. His affective tollerance, emdr, and dx of pstd makes me regard him especially highly, but not his dx of AS.
the voices again?
you fucking bowel movement.
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Ha hah, you can't figure it out. I am not telling either!
You know what? They are toxic if you don't need them, and Carla was not going to be my friend if I did not take them. I was afraid they were poisoning me.
Thank god any of you are not my therapist.. I would be in real pain then.
My therapist is quite competent, and I am a difficult case. He has two offices, one in Westerly and the other some where else. He goes to seminars just because he thinks I am HFA. His affective tollerance, emdr, and dx of pstd makes me regard him especially highly, but not his dx of AS.
the voices again?
you fucking bowel movement.
LOL.. I herd no voices. Its hard getting used to not hearing them now. I get pissed and I expect something, but I hear no voices.
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Odeon, Dr. Kimpton said AS. The clinical social worker said HFA. They seem to be having a tough time.
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Dr. McJagger says abilify, you cunt.
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He seems sort of psychotic to me... but, I would never diagnose someone over the internet to the point of suggesting they take meds (so flo, do not take, or not take meds, based on my opinions here). Yes, he seems histrionic, but frankly he seems so out of touch with reality and his own thought processes that I think it is more due to delusion/ psychosis. But you can't judge someone just from their posts! He might be quite different in person. I am very different in person tha I am, in my posts. It's not intentional, it's just that I am more expressive and able to reveal my deeper parts (both the good and the bad) in writing and in the semi-anonymous atmosphere of the internet. He could also appear delusional and psychotic because he can't communicate effectively or clearly (a symptom of HFA and AS).
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I've spoken to him on the phone at least though.
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another thing shima is that practically every regular member thought he showed coherency while he was on the abilify.
when he said that he ran out it wasn't so bad at first but the next day it was nonsensical jibber-jabber.
i think you can tell by reading what someone writes.
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Thankyou god thankyou.. Shima is the first one I see with a brain.
So, you really think my body metabolized all the abilify to a critical level in one day?
How pretale would that happen? I don't take any laxatives. I just told you the dose he gave me was insufficent. I felt just as out of controlll at work with abilify as with out. There may have been circumstances other than abilify that could explain behavior on those days. You don't know what goes on in real life, life Shima says.
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Thankyou god thankyou.. Shima is the first one I see with a brain.
So, you really think my body metabolized all the abilify to a critical level in one day?
How pretale would that happen? I don't take any laxatives. I just told you the dose he gave me was insufficent. I felt just as out of controlll at work with abilify as with out. There may have been circumstances other than abilify that could explain behavior on those days. You don't know what goes on in real life, life Shima says.
neither do you dillusional fuckwit.
but alas we do. you keep on posting stories about your humour and what you did each day. most of the time it leaves me to head scratching, wondering wtf.
and you think its cool.
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Your scratching your AS S. I bet you are doing it right now too.
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Your scratching your AS S. I bet you are doing it right now too.
dur hurr.
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I bet I will catch you off guard sometime, like I did awhile ago.
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I bet I will catch you off guard sometime, like I did awhile ago.
good luck catching anything but a ride on the short bus.
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Why don't you bend over and catch a ride on someone's short bus?
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Why don't you bend over and catch a ride on someone's short bus?
omfg, you are so original, and smart too. ::)
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Yeah, right now, I am as orignal as you.
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Yeah, right now, I am as orignal as you.
:wanker:
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Damn right~! Go get me a bitch, remember I said owned you?
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Damn right~! Go get me a bitch, remember I said owned you?
:fos:
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I miss my mom so much.
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I miss my mom so much.
thus spaketh the man with the 7 year old mind.
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Odeon, Dr. Kimpton said AS. The clinical social worker said HFA. They seem to be having a tough time.
So you've actually had two professional dx you with an ASD? I'd suggest you to take the hint.
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They are fuckn morons in this regard. I have changed much, and they just will not be open to the fact that they messed up or I got better.
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I have made my own clinical observations too.
I see you Mc Jagger! hi
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They are fuckn morons in this regard. I have changed much, and they just will not be open to the fact that they messed up or I got better.
the convenient excuse of the moment.
everything is a lie.
:fos:
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Why do I keep reading these threads?
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Why do I keep reading these threads?
horrific car accident. you are looking for carcasses
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Probably. I can't possibly see any other reason.
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oh, ijust took a flo.
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Sure fuck wad, but I am going to try again though. My dad is more of a thief than a lier, and he stole my pain meds before. The same goes for me, because I have pocketed candy from the school cafeteria with my cock tease mom as the ring leader. She did such a good job with sales, with her reduced prices and giving away free shit, it did not matter much. Her boss said her sales were up higher than she has ever seen. I don't know why I did that, perhaps I wanted my mom's attention. IF I WANT ATTENTION I GET IT FROM MY MOM OR I WORK ON OUR RELATIONSHIP. THAT NEEDS THE MORE ATTENTION, AND ITS MORE HER. SHE DOES NOT EVEN TRY TO CONTROL HERSELF, BUT I DO. I DON'T ON HERE SOMETIMES THOUGH.
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As a matter of fact, I like wearing all black. I will sometimes sneak outside at 9:00pm and go buy tea at shaws. My shoes, boxers, and hat too, but not not soxs. The green tea energy, the one with ginseng. I say sneak because my sister and nephew are sometimes sleeping, and I hate my sister knowing my buisness.
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I don't steal anymore, but my upstairs neighbor is a cleptomaniac. I am pretty sure that was the only time too. I don't have addictions so that is why I don't steal.
I could be really good at that and lying though.
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Sure fuck wad, but I am going to try again though.
what do you mean?
what are you going to try again?
the other three posts where nothing but manic nonsense, imho.
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Fuck face!
I am here to torment you. That was my secret plan all along.
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Fuck face!
I am here to torment you. That was my secret plan all along.
you are :fos:
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Go take shit, asshole!
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Go take shit, asshole!
erm, i am all floed out.
this whole thread and the past few days is all the evidence you shoulkd need that you NEED the meds.
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Maybe for your black and white thinking it is. For some reason I don't have that problem.
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Quote from: fluorescent on Today at 10:06:45 AM
Meds can go fuck themselves too.
or....
you may relegate yourself to a life of loser-dom, if, you choose not to get help.
good idea flo, go fuck yourself, that is what you are doing right now.
answer me this:
do you want to end up like your mother?
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You don't just talk shit, you back up your claims.
You want me to be on meds?, provide examples and debate with me. I am not weak enough to admit if I need them.
You want proof? Try looking in a mirror.
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You don't just talk shit, you back up your claims.
You want me to be on meds?, provide examples and debate with me. I am not weak enough to admit if I need them.
You want proof? Try looking in a mirror.
yes, or in the toilet after i take a dump.
the toilet is where he is headed if he doesn't seek help.
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Had enough trying to.. Mc Fagger?
You are doing a terrible job. I only really listen to nice people.
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Had enough trying to.. Mc Fagger?
You are doing a terrible job. I only really listen to nice people.
you have misjudged me flo. i am actually a very nice person.
yes, i think about myself first. who doesn't?
however, i also think about others, and their well-being.
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Spare me..
I would not bother listening to you anyway. That was just a ploy to mess with your mind somemore.
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Spare me..
I would not bother listening to you anyway. That was just a ploy to mess with your mind somemore.
i am not the least bit affected.
didn't you read up on aspies and their lack of empathy. i barely feel.
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I fuckn tricked you. I took 7.5 milligrams of abilify, and it had nothing to do with you. I am supposed to have only 5 but the stupid fuckn psychiatrist told me to brake a 15 milligram tables in thirds, which is way small to start.
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7.5 is not an excessively high dose, but you really need a good pill cutter to cut that little pill into thirds.
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I forgot something. god damn!
I made sure today not say if I was really taking them or not, my purpose was to lead you to believe I did not. Therefore you fucked yourself over and not me. I did not lie so ha hah!
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Fuck it is, I am sensitive to those things.
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I forgot something. god damn!
I made sure today not say if I was really taking them or not, my purpose was to lead you to believe I did not. Therefore you fucked yourself over and not me. I did not lie so ha hah!
yes, but i thanked you once.
another time i took the time to explain myself.
also, i did not excessively curse at you.
i was wondering, since you seemed to stay on topic (for the most part) and your aggressive behaviour seemed forced.
flo, you are heading back in the right direction. i see you as being an intelligent person who is limiting themself by not getting help.
i am encouraged. i see real potential in you as a person.
i definately DO NOT want to see you end up at a dead end like your mother.
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You dumbass, I can stay on topic with or without meds.
Meds are not the world, they are a piece of shit.
I will never be one of you, so get over it!
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You dumbass, I can stay on topic with or without meds.
Meds are not the world, they are a piece of shit.
I will never be one of you, so get over it!
look flo.
i don't really give a flying fuck what you think of me.
i care that you help yourself. i am of no consequence to the larger picture which is your life.
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If You always going to get mad at people fluorescent it never going to help You at all in the end. They are just to help You fluorescent that is all and are concerned about Your mood swings that You have.
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Flo,
When you don't take your meds, you're less coherent than usual, post all over the board without caring what thread you post in, cannot stay on topic even in one post, use capitals for everything, rant over and over again about how you're going to dump Wolfgurl (or take her back), mix up your dx, lie, spell terribly, and lose whatever grammar knowledge you had.
It's not always easy to see when you don't take the meds, however, because some of the above will be true anyway.
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I am a very honest person in real life. Wolfgurl has nothing to do with meds, I am just trying to see if she is seriously compatable and my job was wearing my patience down. Its all over now. I really don't need meds to not post everywhere on the forum, going off topic. I can edit, and meds don't make edit or not edit.
I will throw you a bone, my thoughts are slowed down from just one day dose. That helps. Ginseng has not hyped me up in the least either, and that maybe because I have been taking it constantly. Its best I take a brake though. I believe this is why the EMDR and AFFECTIVE TOLLERANCE ARE NOT DONe.. perhaps I am triggered and that is the reason for rapid thoughts.
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I am a very honest person in real life. Wolfgurl has nothing to do with meds, I am just trying to see if she is seriously compatable and my job was wearing my patience down. Its all over now. I really don't need meds to not post everywhere on the forum, going off topic. I can edit, and meds don't make edit or not edit.
I will throw you a bone, my thoughts are slowed down from just one day dose. That helps. Ginseng has not hyped me up in the least either, and that maybe because I have been taking it constantly. Its best I take a brake though. I believe this is why the EMDR and AFFECTIVE TOLLERANCE ARE NOT DONe.. perhaps I am triggered and that is the reason for rapid thoughts.
keep watching yourself flo.
i spent years studying myself, trying to get a clearer piscture of who i am, why i am different.
it helps you to make informed decisions if, you only pay attention.
good luck flo.
like i said, i see alot of potential in you. also, i think you do have a strong mind and a sharp wit. when you are not being controlled by your manic phases (or whatever they are, i will just refer to them as manic phases).
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You to, Mc Fagger.. no just kidding .
My therapist said those so called manic phases are me just angry at something. Sometimes I am overstimulated by things I swallowed too.
Its annoying, so exaggeration by calling it a manic phase, is warranted.
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You to, Mc Fagger.. no just kidding .
My therapist said those so called manic phases are me just angry at something. Sometimes I am overstimulated by things I swallowed too.
Its annoying, so exaggeration by calling it a manic phase, is warranted.
flo, keep up the positive steps.
truce?
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Always was. I was joking before when you started traveling around in threads, and I had a good time for a while. I was not going to go to pieces over that.
I am the fucking pimp daddy. I have something like 24 women on my myspace account. They just come to me and they dress sexy. These women are fuckn hot too.
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Always was. I was joking before when you started traveling around in threads, and I had a good time for a while. I was not going to go to pieces over that.
I am the fucking pimp daddy. I have something like 24 women on my myspace account. They just come to me and they dress sexy. These women are fuckn hot too.
i have some pictures that i would like to post on your my space account.
can you give us a link?
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http://www.myspace.com/florescent114
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You dumbass, I can stay on topic with or without meds.
Meds are not the world, they are a piece of shit.
I will never be one of you, so get over it!
So what
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I fuckn tricked you. I took 7.5 milligrams of abilify, and it had nothing to do with you. I am supposed to have only 5 but the stupid fuckn psychiatrist told me to brake a 15 milligram tables in thirds, which is way small to start.
You should be taking the whole tablet, instead of half or thirds.
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The whole reason I start low is because I am sensitive to psychotropic drugs. I got fuckn wasted off that dose alone, because I was used to taking 2.5 milligrams, and had not been on it for 2 days. I am not that bad messed up so dose should be low. Teejay does not know what he is talking about.
On day side effects: upset stomach.. almost had diarreha from 2.5 milligrams and tiredness.
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/me attempts to hijack thread.
http://www.spore.com/
Make spore come out now!
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I do care if you do ,and Its not the end of the world.
Tell you what, I will get you a man blow up doll for you to fuck, that should call it even. >:D
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You don't just talk shit, you back up your claims.
You want me to be on meds?, provide examples and debate with me. I am not weak enough to admit if I need them.
If you were taking your meds at a high enough dosage, we would need to be exposed to your constant mania and hyper sexuality.
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Its only bipolar disorder, nothing else? Did you just do an AS thing? I explained this before that it was discrete personality disorder. This place provokes me to act in a disfuctional way, bipolar. My mom is the most annoying person, and she has bipolar disorder, so I act like her to make living with her easy. Its just a behavior that I picked up from being traumatized by her.
Why the fuck would I want to reduce sexual desire? If my sexual desire is up, then so is my mood, to an obnoxiously high level. Something is so high I feel drunk, a different person, I feel like I am full of something, and jacking off seems to level it off. Its kind of fun for me, but I need to get laid for real for it to be truely fun!
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I explained this before that it was discrete personality disorder. This place provokes me to act in a disfuctional way, bipolar. My mom is the most annoying person, and she has bipolar disorder, so I act like her to make living with her easy. Its just a behavior that I picked up from being traumatized by her.
monkey see monkey do?
honestly flo, i love you.
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I feel like I am full of something
You're not wrong.
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I feel like I am full of something
You're not wrong.
:fos:
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I figured out how to make south shore mental health leave me alone, don't take the meds. I am running my own evaluation, see if I can see a pattern of what I am thinking or I did before the bad mood hits. Its been 3 days, counting the rest of today, and I don't see anything that requires medication. This will help me devolpe a better sense of controll. When I have had enough of this and things are still bad I will take them. The only thing I have against them is their side affects, and the new med they are going to try with me seems like it might be a problem. Requiring medical test, to see how it effects my body, gets me nervous.
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I figured out how to make south shore mental health leave me alone, don't take the meds. I am running my own evaluation, see if I can see a pattern of what I am thinking or I did before the bad mood hits. Its been 3 days, counting the rest of today, and I don't see anything that requires medication. This will help me devolpe a better sense of controll. When I have had enough of this and things are still bad I will take them. The only thing I have against them is their side affects, and the new med they are going to try with me seems like it might be a problem. Requiring medical test, to see how it effects my body, gets me nervous.
had a hard time accepting that htere were other popular threads in the callout section, randy.
couldn't handle not getting all the attention?
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I figured out how to make south shore mental health leave me alone, don't take the meds. I am running my own evaluation, see if I can see a pattern of what I am thinking or I did before the bad mood hits. Its been 3 days, counting the rest of today, and I don't see anything that requires medication. This will help me devolpe a better sense of controll. When I have had enough of this and things are still bad I will take them. The only thing I have against them is their side affects, and the new med they are going to try with me seems like it might be a problem. Requiring medical test, to see how it effects my body, gets me nervous.
had a hard time accepting that htere were other popular threads in the callout section, randy.
couldn't handle not getting all the attention?
I know how to get you guys going, and that was not my intent this time. I get plenty of attention being my attractive self.
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By looking in the mirror? :P
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make it an even +327
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Why, thank you! :green:
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By looking in the mirror? :P
That to :wanker:
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Well 5 days now. High quantites of herbal extracts cause hyperactivity and feeling uncomfortable mood wise. These same herbs, if taken in sufficent quantites, make sexual desire stay elevated almost all day. Lack of sleep can make a person's blood sugar metabolism fucked up and cause a sense of agitation. So lets all take meds!
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Hey, Flo, are you trying to prove that you need meds? :laugh:
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Hey, Flo, are you trying to prove that you need meds? :laugh:
Keep talking and you are on your way to saying something stupid. I try and take those things every other day. They are not all that bad, because after the fuckn shit I get, I feel better than what I started with.
I did not take any herbs with dinner and I was down this morning, but then it went extremely high up. That was after I :wanker: , and I need it again like minutes later. Its going down again, probably because I need a nap.
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Keep talking and you are on your way to saying something stupid.
i guess it's true:
people do play down to the level of their competition. :laugh:
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There is nothing you can say that would have any long lasting effects on me.
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There is nothing you can say that would have any long lasting effects on me.
whew!
i was gunning for the here and now! :laugh:
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Keep talking and you are on your way to saying something stupid.
i guess it's true:
people do play down to the level of their competition. :laugh:
Playdown? It would be nice if you with playup, you bore me.
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:laugh:
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Considering the subject line, I think my question was relevant. ;)
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I watched for a week, and I see no reason to supplement with medication. Because I paid attention the reasons behind my bad moods, I have devolped a better sense of controll. I have a no junkfood diet in addition to better behavior. I truly feel awesome now!
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I just noticed your custom title and just had to ask: Is there an NT Elite?
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There must be just as much of an NT Elite as there is an Aspie Elite, Odeon. I wonder if our old pal :moon: is the recruitment chairman for its members too. :laugh:
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:-\ I suppose there is... I just find it hard to find any conclusive evidence... ;)
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I had a good laugh today, and after all that food shopping that I did not have to pay for either. I almost laughed in the psychiatrist face as he said that I do need meds, and that I could end up in the hospital. He asked me if could convince me to take them, and I basically said go fuck yourself. I mean a confident no, with laughter held back. I never knew a guy with so many degrees could be so stupid. I don't want to hear any bullshit about god complexs either. I have a fuckn right to have a god complex because I work my ass off. I took some at one time, so what does that tell you? , I am not dellusional.
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Yeah, you sure showed him what an ignorant fuckwit he is. A couple of years in med school, a few more specializing in, what?, psychiatry of all things, another couple of years practicing the profession, and he's got the balls to tell you that you, of all people, need meds.
Fucking quack.
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I had a good laugh today, and after all that food shopping that I did not have to pay for either. I almost laughed in the psychiatrist face as he said that I do need meds, and that I could end up in the hospital. He asked me if could convince me to take them, and I basically said go fuck yourself. I mean a confident no, with laughter held back. I never knew a guy with so many degrees could be so stupid. I don't want to hear any bullshit about god complexs either. I have a fuckn right to have a god complex because I work my ass off. I took some at one time, so what does that tell you? , I am not dellusional.
I have a god-complex too. Welcome to the club, my friend.
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Something tells me AllDayGlow Randy, that you live in a pig sty. :soapbox: Anyone that brags on the internet about how he wants to throw cum soaked clothing all over their house for their cat is disgusting and can't possibly be living in a sanitary place (house, apt...). You keep telling everyone of all these modeling jobs and emails about modeling but you probably haven't done one yet, more than six pack abs are required to attain a job like this and you obviously don't have it... maybe meds would help you get your innner self good looking in turn making your exterior more appealing. So, Mr. wanna be mediator lets hear a LOGICAL explanation for yourself instead of, "your comments don't bother me". And stop referring to masturbation as sex, because it's not (hopefully someday you'll find that out for yourself...) not to mention no one wants to hear about each and every one of your sexual conquests with your hand. Congratulations, you discovered at 24 what most boys figure out at age 11. (Aspie sign???) O0 :moon:
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Speaking of pig stys, Fine Chocolate, your colour matches. Who'da think it? :p
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Probably was not a smart idea to laugh in the face of a psychiatrist who tells you that you need meds, Randy.
What could they do now, put you in the hospital now to make you take them?
Is there a relative's house where you can do laundry, or can you take your massive load of dirty clothes and a roll of quarters to a laundromat?
The idea of you leaving them for the cat is a little gross, to me.
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It does not seem logical to me to take a med because I am tired or something like that. If I feel tense I can picture something relaxing, like what it felt like to be a good mood, that dinner I already cooked, or something like that. The point is, I am in controll.
As for the clothes, yes my house is a mess, and I can tollerate alot of bullshit. My sister left the garage a mess, soap scum in the bathroom, and my nephew's room a mess. The yard is a mess to, and that is also not my fault. This leaves me less motivated to clean the house, but still I do some cleaning after I eat. Yesterday I did buy a mop, some cleaner for the kitchen floor, and some carpet cleaner. As you can see I do want to clean it up and it does bother me.
As for Modeling, they want only women right now, but they said they would call me back if a man project came up. The one who is helping me with my portfolio is lost. I have called her back numerous times and got no answer. I guess she is on vacation or something like that.
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I HONESTLY BELIEVE I HAVE THE STUFF FOR MODELING, AND NO I AM NOT DELUSIONAL. I AM VERY PROUD OF MY APPERANCE, HAVE SEEN MANY UGLY FUCKERS, AND I DO GET COMMENTS SAYING I SHOULD DO IT.
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I have the disciplane to avoid junkfood, and that can be tough at times. Yeah, I sure need meds.
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I HONESTLY BELIEVE I HAVE THE STUFF FOR MODELING, AND NO I AM NOT DELUSIONAL. I AM VERY PROUD OF MY APPERANCE, HAVE SEEN MANY UGLY FUCKERS, AND I DO GET COMMENTS SAYING I SHOULD DO IT.
While I am glad you are proud of your appearance, realistically, most male models are much taller than you are, Randy. I'm not saying this to be mean, but that's the truth. I think that basing a career on your looks is risky at best. You could go to school to get an education for a more stable career that is based on your mind, not your body.
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I HONESTLY BELIEVE I HAVE THE STUFF FOR MODELING, AND NO I AM NOT DELUSIONAL. I AM VERY PROUD OF MY APPERANCE, HAVE SEEN MANY UGLY FUCKERS, AND I DO GET COMMENTS SAYING I SHOULD DO IT.
Wow, your head is pretty hollow. I've never heard such tripe in my life. Taking care of your physique is all well and good, Randy, but if you don't have any education or skills to go with it, you will never garner the respect and admiration you so crave for. However, if you want to be preceived as a muscle-head -- and a fucking nutjob who posts non-sensical material on the internet -- all your life, then go ahead.
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I HONESTLY BELIEVE I HAVE THE STUFF FOR MODELING, AND NO I AM NOT DELUSIONAL. I AM VERY PROUD OF MY APPERANCE, HAVE SEEN MANY UGLY FUCKERS, AND I DO GET COMMENTS SAYING I SHOULD DO IT.
Wow, your head is pretty hollow. I've never heard such tripe in my life. Taking care of your physique is all well and good, Randy, but if you don't have any education or skills to go with it, you will never garner the respect and admiration you so crave for. However, if you want to be preceived as a muscle-head -- and a fucking nutjob who posts non-sensical material on the internet -- all your life, then go ahead.
P, i haven't plussed you in a while so here ya go!
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Modeling was not going to be my primary career, infact, it was to fuel my doctoral education at an expensive college. That is right, I will be a doctor and model, how is that? I will be everything I want to be. I agree with you Callaway about the height thing, but I can say looking in the mirror is something to be proud of. I gained my muscle mass back from not lifting for a whole month due to the hernia surgury. I got pretty big without the use of weights, or perhaps I just keeping what I got from the time I did. This is what I do for my girlfriend, give her everything and a bag of chips, make her sick due to the richness of my appeal. She is happy, given extra virgin body.
I will be a natropathic doctor, one who actually practices what he preaches!
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You would be a narcassistic doctor (I think that is a more appropriate word). Have you started any classes at a community college while you are waiting for your big break? Probably not, money is not all that is needed to get into an ivy league school. You must have done lots of extra carricular activities in high school, submit letters of recommendation from respected members of the community, and you don't just get into med school, you have to go to regular college first then be accepted to med school based on your merits and potential. If you have been wasting your life away until now you will have to lower your standards and start with community college and work your way up. Maybe you should consider a different field like a dietician or nutritionist. You live in a dream world waiting for someone to hand you a good life, but unless you actually work hard for it nothing is going to happen for you. Your first step is passing the entrance exam for college and also admitting that you have a mental defect of some type so that they can help you to succeed in whatever you try to pursue.
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You would be a narcassistic doctor (I think that is a more appropriate word). Have you started any classes at a community college while you are waiting for your big break? Probably not, money is not all that is needed to get into an ivy league school. You must have done lots of extra carricular activities in high school, submit letters of recommendation from respected members of the community, and you don't just get into med school, you have to go to regular college first then be accepted to med school based on your merits and potential. If you have been wasting your life away until now you will have to lower your standards and start with community college and work your way up. Maybe you should consider a different field like a dietician or nutritionist. You live in a dream world waiting for someone to hand you a good life, but unless you actually work hard for it nothing is going to happen for you. Your first step is passing the entrance exam for college and also admitting that you have a mental defect of some type so that they can help you to succeed in whatever you try to pursue.
Well, no shit! Thankyou anyway. This is just what my sister and mom does to me, tell me when I don't need to be told. Again, its ok, aslong as you are not them. There is nothing narcassistic about hardwork, that is why I am like you say, narcassitic. After alot of hell I win, and that is makes me a happy narcassistic fucker. It don't matter who laughs at me because I don't stay down.
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The advice is good, though. You should listen, even if it's not what you'd like to hear at the moment.
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It does sound like there is some good advice in there, Randy. You already know a lot about nutrition and you would make a really good nutritionist. I don't know what your grades were or your scores on the ACT or SAT, but if you can't get into a regular college right now you could go to a community college and better your chances. Have you taken the ACT and SAT? If you have an AS diagnosis, you can apply for extra time to take them, which could help your scores. They don't flag the test scores of people who were given extra time anymore, either.
http://www.ivybound.net/ACTvsSATforLD.html
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You would be a narcassistic doctor (I think that is a more appropriate word). Have you started any classes at a community college while you are waiting for your big break? Probably not, money is not all that is needed to get into an ivy league school. You must have done lots of extra carricular activities in high school, submit letters of recommendation from respected members of the community, and you don't just get into med school, you have to go to regular college first then be accepted to med school based on your merits and potential. If you have been wasting your life away until now you will have to lower your standards and start with community college and work your way up. Maybe you should consider a different field like a dietician or nutritionist. You live in a dream world waiting for someone to hand you a good life, but unless you actually work hard for it nothing is going to happen for you. Your first step is passing the entrance exam for college and also admitting that you have a mental defect of some type so that they can help you to succeed in whatever you try to pursue.
Well, no shit! Thankyou anyway. This is just what my sister and mom does to me, tell me when I don't need to be told. Again, its ok, aslong as you are not them. There is nothing narcassistic about hardwork, that is why I am like you say, narcassitic. After alot of hell I win, and that is makes me a happy narcassistic fucker. It don't matter who laughs at me because I don't stay down.
I think we need to end this charade right now .................... Randy, You ARE Fine Chocolate!! :o and we've known this for quite some time........... ::) :eyebrows:
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You would be a narcassistic doctor (I think that is a more appropriate word). Have you started any classes at a community college while you are waiting for your big break? Probably not, money is not all that is needed to get into an ivy league school. You must have done lots of extra carricular activities in high school, submit letters of recommendation from respected members of the community, and you don't just get into med school, you have to go to regular college first then be accepted to med school based on your merits and potential. If you have been wasting your life away until now you will have to lower your standards and start with community college and work your way up. Maybe you should consider a different field like a dietician or nutritionist. You live in a dream world waiting for someone to hand you a good life, but unless you actually work hard for it nothing is going to happen for you. Your first step is passing the entrance exam for college and also admitting that you have a mental defect of some type so that they can help you to succeed in whatever you try to pursue.
Well, no shit! Thankyou anyway. This is just what my sister and mom does to me, tell me when I don't need to be told. Again, its ok, aslong as you are not them. There is nothing narcassistic about hardwork, that is why I am like you say, narcassitic. After alot of hell I win, and that is makes me a happy narcassistic fucker. It don't matter who laughs at me because I don't stay down.
I think we need to end this charade right now .................... Randy, You ARE Fine Chocolate!! :o and we've known this for quite some time........... ::) :eyebrows:
Please, literally, I would not lower myself. Fuck, you are catching on, if I actually were I would be in trouble. Someone else is catching on to, what the fuck! My therapist says I tea binge to master my overstimulation issue. I drink 20 cups a day now, which is somewhere around 900 mg of caffeine. I try and get decaffinated. I have a trauma thing and that is it. He also said there is no med that could help me. The antipsychotic does more harm than good, according to him. He got observations from the mental hospital I was in when I was on resperidal. He says the psychiatrist does not know me well enough. I believe I have good controll over that issue.
I don't want to specialize in one area, being a nutritionalist. I am not sure on this, but the reason I have such knowledge is because I never got enough attention to my issues, so I gave them my own. I also found such info useful and rewarding. I did find ginseng you know! Feels so fuckn good when you pumple a warrior's body with stimulating agents like caffeine and ginseng. Still, every other day with those herbs and decaffinated tea if I opportunity arises.
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why don't you become a personal trainer.
i heard that jarhead university comes highly recommended.
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why don't you become a personal trainer.
i heard that jarhead university comes highly recommended.
I don't know that he could make it through boot camp without his Drill Instructors wanting to strangle him. ;)
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I don't know that he could make it through boot camp without his Drill Instructors wanting to strangle him. ;)
:agreed:
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Damn right jealous fucker you can do almost anything i can do lazy fucker
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you should all aspire to be me!
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No, me! I alone am fuckn best!
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No, me! I alone am fuckn best!
you wish-tard!
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Its what I think that matters most.
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yes i bet it is.
if i'm not careful, i may not be able to post here. ::)
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You Never Know! TM
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I see!TM
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Ok in the end. :eyebrows:
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Damn right jealous fucker you can do almost anything i can do lazy fucker
I'm still trying to make sense of this one......
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Damn right jealous fucker you can do almost anything i can do lazy fucker
I'm still trying to make sense of this one......
Randy is saying that you are jealous of him, but you should work out like he does instead of being lazy, then you can have a body like his. ;)
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Ok in the end. :eyebrows:
i suppose you meant that in the nicest way possible.
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(TM) :laugh:
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(TM) :laugh:
there i just gave you a point for using your license.
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Thank you kindly. :laugh:
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Ok in the end. :eyebrows:
TM
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Ok in the end. :eyebrows:
TM
kevv, i just gave you a plus for my use of your....i see.
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Ok in the end. :eyebrows:
TM
kevv, i just gave you a plus for my use of your....i see.
Thanks.
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i can give you another in the end of an hours time.
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Damn right jealous fucker you can do almost anything i can do lazy fucker
I'm still trying to make sense of this one......
Randy is saying that you are jealous of him, but you should work out like he does instead of being lazy, then you can have a body like his. ;)
Wow, look how evil I got on caffeine. That was only something like 490mg, but if you count the day befores it comes to 920mg. I am sorry, I have never had so much caffeine in my life and so was not prepared for it. The euphoria I would get, and workingout seemed to help that reaction move along.
I worked out for 8 hours yesterday with only a shower and a packet of plan no salt rice cakes. Most of the time it was pretty intense. I was midly sleep deprived, but after that required a three hour nap. :o
My therapist did not quite get it, oh my fuckn god. My complete elimination of junkfood was the mastering of my so called over stimulation issue. I bought decaffinated green tea awhile back actually, but its better to cut back and keep the caffeine. If I can do that, I can do anything.
I should get an award for most perverted memember of intensity. I think about :wanker: even when I am starving and tired. I even tried to get my self fucked up in any way possible just so I can want to :wanker:
I don't want to specialize in anyone area because I figure if I don't specialize I can help more people that way.
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please stop yelling at me.
i have a headache.
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I should get an award for most perverted memember of intensity. I think about :wanker: even when I am starving and tired. I even tried to get my self fucked up in any way possible just so I can want to :wanker:
I see you've discovered that you don't have to give your hand flowers before or apologize to it afterwards.
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I should get an award for most perverted memember of intensity. I think about :wanker: even when I am starving and tired. I even tried to get my self fucked up in any way possible just so I can want to :wanker:
I see you've discovered that you don't have to give your hand flowers before or apologize to it afterwards.
:LMAO: +
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I should get an award for most perverted memember of intensity. I think about :wanker: even when I am starving and tired. I even tried to get my self fucked up in any way possible just so I can want to :wanker:
I see you've discovered that you don't have to give your hand flowers before or apologize to it afterwards.
:LMAO: +
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I should get an award for most perverted memember of intensity. I think about :wanker: even when I am starving and tired. I even tried to get my self fucked up in any way possible just so I can want to :wanker:
I see you've discovered that you don't have to give your hand flowers before or apologize to it afterwards.
Don't mess with the master. Yes and masterbater to. I see I don't have to appologize for your hand either. :-*
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I should get an award for most perverted memember of intensity. I think about :wanker: even when I am starving and tired. I even tried to get my self fucked up in any way possible just so I can want to :wanker:
I see you've discovered that you don't have to give your hand flowers before or apologize to it afterwards.
hahahahahaha
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I should get an award for most perverted memember of intensity. I think about :wanker: even when I am starving and tired. I even tried to get my self fucked up in any way possible just so I can want to :wanker:
I see you've discovered that you don't have to give your hand flowers before or apologize to it afterwards.
hahahahahaha
Coming from you it is not much. I watched you post a little, and your nothing.
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Don't mess with the master. Yes and masterbater to. I see I don't have to appologize for your hand either. :-*
Could someone explain this to me..... Did I just get pwned ?? ?? ?? :laugh:
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Beats me. It would help if I understood what he said.
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Don't mess with the master. Yes and masterbater to. I see I don't have to appologize for your hand either. :-*
Could someone explain this to me..... Did I just get pwned ?? ?? ?? :laugh:
he blew you a kiss. i think he wishes to mount you.
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Don't mess with the master. Yes and masterbater to. I see I don't have to appologize for your hand either. :-*
Could someone explain this to me..... Did I just get pwned ?? ?? ?? :laugh:
he blew you a kiss. i think he wishes to mount you.
:puke:
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I should get an award for most perverted memember of intensity. I think about :wanker: even when I am starving and tired. I even tried to get my self fucked up in any way possible just so I can want to :wanker:
I see you've discovered that you don't have to give your hand flowers before or apologize to it afterwards.
hahahahahaha
Coming from you it is not much. I watched you post a little, and your nothing.
boy i tell you that really hurts. please excuse me while i go find my fucking corner to cry in
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Randy vs. Richard. Now that'll be a laugh.
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No not really, coming from a person asking the women on here to post nude pics. This is sorta like that guy, jay, had a thing for my friend Jen. He told her he liked her so much, that made him nervous, and so he repeats how he peed on his hand in the bathroom.
Beats me. It would help if I understood what he said.
What, did I hit the chink in your aspie armor? Beats me? you mean me? :-*
Don't mess with the master. Yes and masterbater to. I see I don't have to appologize for your hand either. :-*
Could someone explain this to me..... Did I just get pwned ?? ?? ?? :laugh:
he blew you a kiss. i think he wishes to mount you.
I am not sure, but it seems Mc Jagger did not quite get it either. I was impling we are fuck buddies.
I am just joking now, don't get your hopes up. After all, you know Mc Jagger is my main squeeze.
Damn, I kill myself. God damn I am good.
I have trouble myself with the feeling of you guys getting confused easily.
I will throw you a bone. I was in a disrupted mood for most of the day, untill I meditated. I am fine now and my guess is the caffeine had a negative effect on me. Caffeine drains the brain's form of adrenaline and thus leaves you in a state of exhaustion. Feels like hypoglycemia to me, but I know what it actually is. The amino acid phennalyine or something like that is used to make this nuerotransmitter. You know I am a fuckn delusional idiot, one with his nose so far up Jessica's ass, that I cannot see the issue here. I will spell it out, I am being sarchastic. I have been drinking white tea, which has 66 2/3 of caffeine of green tea, but apparently too much caffeine still.
I should put these post in a book, they are so god damn funny. I just don't know how I do it.
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Don't get so excited that you pee on your hand.
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Don't get me started on that fetish. My bitch and I both like that. I back her 100 percent.
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OMG!
i am loved....by flo?
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OMG!
i am loved....by flo?
When can we expect you to anounce your engagement ?? ?? ??
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OMG!
i am loved....by flo?
When can we expect you to anounce your engagement ?? ?? ??
i have to take him for a test drive first.
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Damn you should see those text messages, I got such a fuckn grip on her. The sexual shit, something about me being her protector, and best friend. Heh heh, I got her right where I want her. >:D >:D
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My dirty little bitch!
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oh randy, i am just so jealous of everything you have.
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Infact, I have more than you. The only thing you have is money, and I will get that soon. I am almost everything I want to be. You see being able to abstain from all junkfood is quite a confidence booster. I don't fuck with what has been generally termed gluten, dairy, or junk in general. I can do a 11 hour marathon of mostly high intensity aerobics and strength training. I know I said 8 hour, but it was mostly 11hours with little food. Its all in the mind. I have noticed that durning a caffeine low if I picture myself getting stronger the time in which I bounce back is halfed. I don't want to neglect my mind now. Can't wait, Jessica and I are going to be dirty together. Dirty piss drinkers
I am not some dump AS wanker, I know you were sarchastic.
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I have mastered what I need to, and all that is left is the money issue. College could not hurt either. We are working on an engagement ring. She don't want me getting away, and me? Lets just say she is in my dreams :wanker: :wanker:
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Infact, I have more than you. The only thing you have is money, and I will get that soon. I am almost everything I want to be. You see being able to abstain from all junkfood is quite a confidence booster. I don't fuck with what has been generally termed gluten, dairy, or junk in general. I can do a 11 hour marathon of mostly high intensity aerobics and strength training. I know I said 8 hour, but it was mostly 11hours with little food. Its all in the mind. I have noticed that durning a caffeine low if I picture myself getting stronger the time in which I bounce back is halfed. I don't want to neglect my mind now. Can't wait, Jessica and I are going to be dirty together. Dirty piss drinkers
I am not some dump AS wanker, I know you were sarchastic.
the only thing you have on me is youth. and i am not that old.
oh, and glasses. i don't need to wear glasses.
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I hate to say this, but I am more functional than you. I don't care what you say about this, I am happy being me alone.
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God fuckn damn why bother comparing luck of the draw. I will just leave it at being all that I can be and being happy with who I am.
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Family sucks!
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I hate to say this, but I am more functional than you. I don't care what you say about this, I am happy being me alone.
I guess the ugliest of ugly ducklings could look at its reflection and see a swan.
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I hate to say this, but I am more functional than you. I don't care what you say about this, I am happy being me alone.
and you should get used to it.
good for you.
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Now you're mean, McJagger. ;D
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Now you're mean, McJagger. ;D
i was encouraging him.
he is malking the most out of his lot (fate) in life.
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So, considering the title of this thread, Flo... have we proved that you really should be taking your meds?
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Oh jeese, sometimes I really wish I was not an NT. These fuckn emotions.. I applogize to my dad and my eyes almost water. I misunderstanding with my girlfriend and same thing. Ginseng at other stimulants at very high doses makes me mean and irritable. My girlfriend and are getting engaged as soon as possible. I bought her a $100 engagement ring on clearance for $30 at walmart, and no comments because I will get her a better one when I have more money. The ring does have real diamonds in it, and the diamonds are in the flower head. Its a closed loop where one end is bend up and the other bent down. I counted 11 petals on the flower, and my girlfriend said "cool".
Meds now... I am not delusional or too much of fuck face to admit a weakness. I admited I have a truama disorder didn't I? My clinincal social worker said that there was no med that could help my overstimulation issue, and any abilify (anitpsychotic) would do more harm than good. These were observations he made from a report that came from Butler hosptal. In there I was on zoloft and risperadal with what looked like to me of no use. Risperadal caused some weight gain, and they switched me over to paxil. He also said the psychiatrist does not know me very well. Another time he also said a stimulant would be what he thought would work, but the side effects are too much especially with me being sensitive. I don't feel the need for any medication, and I do agree with what the clinical social worker said almost.
I think this so called autistic process is all in my head, a truama issue. We will see now won't we? We he is done using emdr and such we will see if there is indeed any autistic process left. I do see that no one else got post truamatic stress disorder from their upbringing and recongizie this disorder as an overwhelming amount of stress. If I do did infact have some form of autism that would make a set of circumstance I have faced cause me to get post truamatic stress disorder. I have no shame in admiting it if I see so because its about unfair cards. I am all all that I can be right now anyway. I also see that I have lost my sensory issue, and that is not supposed to happen with any form of autism. When I was a baby my mom touch was resisted, but she said I gave in. Maybe I used to have it but it got better for some reason. I used to hate music, but I just started liking it. Well whatever, just to be on the safe side I try to be as healthy as possible as to reduce whatever is going on. I supply antiautism nutrients in as has as amount I can possibly afford. For example, essential fatty acids were recomended for brain health, and I do take fish oil and borage seed oil. Indeed I have grown fuctionally over the years with no adjustment to healthier lifestyle. Strange indeed, and rather intresting.
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I have no shame in admiting it if I see so because its about unfair cards. I am all all that I can be right now anyway.
this statement is about blaming and settling. and you are acting like a quitter.
good enough just isn't. you can always try to be better.
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You're no more an NT than any of us, Flo. Once you understand and accept this fact, you can start doing something about your situation. Right now, however, it's a bit like a surgeon operating a little here, a little there, hoping that he'd remember where the fuck he left his scalpel.
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;D
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You're no more an NT than any of us, Flo. Once you understand and accept this fact, you can start doing something about your situation. Right now, however, it's a bit like a surgeon operating a little here, a little there, hoping that he'd remember where the fuck he left his scalpel.
keep this up O-master and your karma will go through the roof.
plus.
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But I don't r3emember where I left MY scalpel. :P
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I hate to say this, but I am more functional than you. I don't care what you say about this, I am happy being me alone.
You are more lower functioning than I am Randy, and I not very high functioning. I recommend you facing up to reality instead of living in a fantasy world. I had to do that quite a lot in recent years.
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Family sucks!
Stop blaming your family for all your problems and face up to your faults and limitations for a change.
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I hate to say this, but I am more functional than you. I don't care what you say about this, I am happy being me alone.
You are more lower functioning than I am Randy, and I not very high functioning. I recommend you facing up to reality instead of living in a fantasy world. I had to do that quite a lot in recent years.
QFT :agreed:
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You autistic fucks sorry i get annoyed sometimes i listen to loud music just started wanna listen with me? Have to resist urge you make judgements baised on internet that is autistic i am quite talkative on phone .i don't get confused you embarass yourself everytime you post here. I am not one of you sorry if bothers you oh hi carla :-)on camera phone now miss you strange how stupid fuckn retarded syndrome went away too sensitive for fuckn retarded syndrome night the grass is greener on the nt side ha ha just venting girlfriend annoys me little bit to still treat her like a godess very tollerant caring person she could use a bf like me i am glad to fufill someone's dream i can be bad little to :-)next wanking
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You autistic fucks sorry i get annoyed sometimes i listen to loud music just started wanna listen with me? Have to resist urge you make judgements baised on internet that is autistic i am quite talkative on phone .i don't get confused you embarass yourself everytime you post here. I am not one of you sorry if bothers you oh hi carla :-)on camera phone now miss you strange how stupid fuckn retarded syndrome went away too sensitive for fuckn retarded syndrome night the grass is greener on the nt side ha ha just venting girlfriend annoys me little bit to still treat her like a godess very tollerant caring person she could use a bf like me i am glad to fufill someone's dream i can be bad little to :-)next wanking
Do you take a can of alphabet soup and pour it into a cookie sheet for inspiration for your posts ??
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You autistic fucks sorry i get annoyed sometimes i listen to loud music just started wanna listen with me? Have to resist urge you make judgements baised on internet that is autistic i am quite talkative on phone .i don't get confused you embarass yourself everytime you post here.
So What, There are plenty of autistic chatterboxes (me has met some and they can drive you batty with their non stop talking), when did ever being quiet factor into the diagonsis for Autistic Spectrum Disorders?
I am not one of you sorry if bothers you
If you weren't autistic it would not bother any of us, but if you weren't autistic you would have not joined wrongplanet, let alone here in the first place.
strange how stupid fuckn retarded syndrome went away too sensitive for fuckn retarded syndrome night the grass is greener on the nt side ha ha just venting girlfriend annoys me little bit to still treat her like a godess very tollerant caring person she could use a bf like me i am glad to fufill someone's dream i can be bad little to :-)next wanking
You are not making much sense here, however may I ask is treating your girlfriend like a godness saying things like she is a slut or a bitch? :-\
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You autistic fucks sorry i get annoyed sometimes i listen to loud music just started wanna listen with me? Have to resist urge you make judgements baised on internet that is autistic i am quite talkative on phone .i don't get confused you embarass yourself everytime you post here. I am not one of you sorry if bothers you oh hi carla :-)on camera phone now miss you strange how stupid fuckn retarded syndrome went away too sensitive for fuckn retarded syndrome night the grass is greener on the nt side ha ha just venting girlfriend annoys me little bit to still treat her like a godess very tollerant caring person she could use a bf like me i am glad to fufill someone's dream i can be bad little to :-)next wanking
take your meds.
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The truth can hurt, sometimes.
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Wait You need bifocals. :green:
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I will try and be calmn gamma fuck with his AS thinking lol i thought i was autistic i looked closer and attend to truama disorder i am only at wrongplanet for my amusement good or bad now think about messing alex have urge to pick on people with AS or helping people got to give ginseng rest with increasing dose get horny feeling drunk so high already high without stage 1 hyper stage 2 irratable stage 3 double sorry little time to post on stage 1 possibly stage 2 stage 2 and 3 controll exercise but provoke first got pills messed around dose maid mistake
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Give my bitch much better treatment than here she begs me almost marriage we watch csi together and jack off same time i like her enough will marry "made" phone buttons small accident
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Use some of your superior functioning and PUNCTUATE. Cheers
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take your meds.
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I will try and be calmn gamma fuck with his AS thinking lol i thought i was autistic i looked closer and attend to truama disorder i am only at wrongplanet for my amusement good or bad now think about messing alex have urge to pick on people with AS or helping people got to give ginseng rest with increasing dose get horny feeling drunk so high already high without stage 1 hyper stage 2 irratable stage 3 double sorry little time to post on stage 1 possibly stage 2 stage 2 and 3 controll exercise but provoke first got pills messed around dose maid mistake
wtf. take your meds.
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Give my bitch much better treatment than here she begs me almost marriage we watch csi together and jack off same time i like her enough will marry "made" phone buttons small accident
you watch CSI, then you masturbate.
take your meds.
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If the meds help him punctuate, I'm all for them.
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The medication helps him make more sense when he writes. Too bad he stopped taking it.
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Dumbass all of you and you say i am stupid one who does accelerated algebra and does not try much and gets a b+ don't have time to edit i get so irritated with your retardness and i think about what you are going through its hard to imagine you getting confused easily i can resist temptation without meds i bet you couldn't with them antipsychotics do more harm than good other clinicans said this you guy are slow that is other reason why i don't make as much sense as i could i am in the mood for loud music now in all all the obnoxiousness i feel sorry for you more than irritated your not that bad and sensitive i am at peace i don't need nutritous ginseng i am in controll more than meds can provide suck me! :-)
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Are you having trouble with reading comprehension as well as spelling? Nobody says you're stupid; mostly everyone agrees that you make more sense when you take your meds. You don't have to like it, but the way I see it, it's a fact. It's a shame you don't see it. It'd make things a lot easier for you.
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Dumbass all of you and you say i am stupid one who does accelerated algebra and does not try much and gets a b+ don't have time to edit i get so irritated with your retardness and i think about what you are going through its hard to imagine you getting confused easily i can resist temptation without meds i bet you couldn't with them antipsychotics do more harm than good other clinicans said this you guy are slow that is other reason why i don't make as much sense as i could i am in the mood for loud music now in all all the obnoxiousness i feel sorry for you more than irritated your not that bad and sensitive i am at peace i don't need nutritous ginseng i am in controll more than meds can provide suck me! :-)
take your meds.
and oh, a b+ is not an A, now is it?
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So maybe that superantioxidant green tea with all its herbs made me hyper, and I will try to be nice this time. I am quite capable of dealing without meds, and I agree with my therapist that there is no med that could help me. Antipsycotics do more harm than good. I did like ginseng. It buffers the stress response and promotes faster cortisol metabolism, and I also notice that with meditation I can stop whatever is bothering me. It might not necessarly be that I had some type of spectrum disorder going on before I got the cpstd, and I do give extra b vitamins and c. That seems like some type of stimulant issue, which my therapist suggested I take a stimulant that fucks with the adrenal glands. cpstd has some type of cortisol issue also. It makes me wonder, but sitmulants come with bad sideaffects. I can just do my best with natural remedies. It does seem to be working, so I might as well see how far I can take it.
That is the truth.
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that was much better.
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See, if you slow down a fuckn second to put some commas and shit in, we don't nag you about your meds so much. ;D
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So maybe that superantioxidant green tea with all its herbs made me hyper, and I will try to be nice this time. I am quite capable of dealing without meds, and I agree with my therapist that there is no med that could help me. Antipsycotics do more harm than good. I did like ginseng. It buffers the stress response and promotes faster cortisol metabolism, and I also notice that with meditation I can stop whatever is bothering me. It might not necessarly be that I had some type of spectrum disorder going on before I got the cpstd, and I do give extra b vitamins and c. That seems like some type of stimulant issue, which my therapist suggested I take a stimulant that fucks with the adrenal glands. cpstd has some type of cortisol issue also. It makes me wonder, but sitmulants come with bad sideaffects. I can just do my best with natural remedies. It does seem to be working, so I might as well see how far I can take it.
That is the truth.
What is your regular herb regime Randy, I am curious to know and see if it has the same effects on me as it does on you.
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The most important thing here is you learn to meditate frequently. I mean herbs are concentrated nutrition and good for you, but it costs money! Its best to have herbs every other day. For example, a laxative herb, would cause dependence if use too much. I am just guessing, maybe ginseng would overstimulate the adrenal glands if used too much, and you need some stress so having your system buffered all the time would not be good. Dependence again? Its better to use everyother day, as is its not good to have the same food everyday. Variety is the spice of life.
Asian ginseng is the shits, so if you want something fun, take an extract of that. Ginseng can cause hyperstimulation first use, but its suppose to calmn down. Workout and that should stop. I think American ginseng is the least stimulating. Ginkobiloba is another good one to try and is also antioxidant rich. Various forms of pepper are fun, I put about one tsp in water and drink it. Use low intensity exercise to enhance assimilation. I have noticed they are best assimilated an hour before or two hours after a meal, but with is fine to Nutmeg and ginger are fun too, and are part of a warming blend, that includes cinnamon and small amount of caffeine from green tea. I would use that to enhance sexual pleasure. These herbs keep my sexual energy high all day! Aggravates already high level, really fuckn fun! Wild pleasure my man! I am just a fuckn nut case because everything makes me horny even simple free meditation that will enhance mood.
More herbs.. astragalus, horny goat weed, fo ti root, yomibe or however its spelled, dandelion root, and saspirilla root. I will try and get them all my first time.
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Ok now that I am more calmn.... Sorry, I seem to :wanker:when I am in a good mood and nothing much else. There is not much of an in between with just being in a good mood and being horny. If I need more energy, and my mind is not in it, I imagine myself getting stronger with lightning bolts coming out of my body. Sometimes Imagine a feather tickling my back, and either work. I try and also remember how I felt in a good mood. Try turning your problem into an object and throwing it out the window. Just imagine it and your mind willl help make it true. Some herbs I do daily without a break like green tea. FDA recently approved a drug derived from green teen catechins treating gential warts or something like that. I have not seen a studies showing daily use of green tea would be harmful, but if you don't change over you miss the benefits of something else. I would change the order of some of these sentences as putting them in different paragraphs, but too much to do. I make myself do something everyday to get my ass to Wisconsin. One day I pedaled in a snow storm to get her ring resized, and I did get my eye cut from sleet. I see fine and it will heal probably with little effects. I will do just about whatever, even degrade myself slightly because I love her and I am fuckn horny.
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So have you fucked Jessica yet ??
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Eventually I will. I am trying with all my heart to get there as fast as possible, and I am going fuckn insane because I am so horrny. I try and get a job and there all taken. Everyone so far is full or taken! Bitch! Dunkun donuts gone, Mcdonalds gone, and probably taco bell. Fuck Town! My dad said Mcdonalds looks disorganized and they said they were going to start puting me on, well they did that because I am not on scheduel. How has been now? 2 fuckn months! Yes this does bring me down, I have 4 units left on my phone, that is 4 night calls so my girlfriend can't have phone sex or talk to me for 3 days. Do I give up? FUCK NO! I meditate, bring that fuckn mood up, and get back on the horse. Its been what, 41 days since I have had no sweets! I don't care if no photographers call me this will help me get some punte, I feel better about myself, and I know some bitch will appreciate this long hard effort.
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Take your meds fools dont need sweets or meds ha ha so happy meditation makes me euphoric so happy bring tears to eyes deepens emotion sensitivity bites my grandmother makes me upset feel her pain so much more never in a bad mood just started meditation used pure will power no sweets its tough without meditation have to jack more so horny it hurts
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Jibbity habita yamminie rackety gammana gammana girx glorp babba blorp dippita dongada glapp glopp jibbita hootie hamblita jaggedoerf Florescent ?? ?? ??
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Jibbity habita yamminie rackety gammana gammana girx glorp babba blorp dippita dongada glapp glopp jibbita hootie hamblita jaggedoerf Florescent ?? ?? ??
i know.
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Have you checked Zer0's page about Francis E. Dec? He's a little like Flo, but much funnier. 8)
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Take your meds fools dont need sweets or meds ha ha so happy meditation makes me euphoric so happy bring tears to eyes deepens emotion sensitivity bites my grandmother makes me upset feel her pain so much more never in a bad mood just started meditation used pure will power no sweets its tough without meditation have to jack more so horny it hurts
You really need the meds. ::)
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Dec was as incoherent but funnier:
Gangster Computer God Worldwide Secret Containment Policy made possible solely by Worldwide Computer God Frankenstein Controls. Especially lifelong constant-threshold Brainwash Radio. Quiet and motionless, I can slightly hear it. Repeatedly this has saved my life on the streets. Four billion wordwide population — all living — have a Computer God Containment Policy Brain Bank Brain, a real brain, in the Brain Bank Cities on the far side of the moon we never see. Primarily based on your lifelong Frankenstein Radio Controls, especially your Eyesight TV sight-and-sound recorded by your brain, your moon-brain of the Computer God activates your Frankenstein threshold Brainwash Radio — lifelong inculcating conformist propaganda. Even frightening you and mixing you up and the usual "Don't worry about it" for your setbacks, mistakes — even when you receive deadly injuries! THIS is the Worldwide Computer God Secret Containment Policy!
Francis E. Dec (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Francis_E._Dec)
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No, he was more coherent and funnier. 8)
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take your meds, Lit.
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McJ :asthing:
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Lit :twitch:
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I wish to dance and sing so fuckn happy and now its all the time its not ginseng i am the fucknshits submit to my power bitch ass and ha ha can do it withouts meds for first time in life feel in controll such drunkness from meditation i thought i was funkn horny worse now with sense of controll.Does any of you men get multiple orgasism? What is when you jackoff and still horny?
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I'm pretty sure you have LOPS (lack of punctuation syndrome). Take your meds.
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I'm pretty sure you have LOPS (lack of punctuation syndrome). Take your meds.
are you sure it isn't LOBS ??
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You own a DSM, you check it out! :laugh:
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You own a DSM, you check it out! :laugh:
I don't recall if Lack Of Brain Syndrome is in there ! :laugh:
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Well, it should be there. :laugh:
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Ok autisitc brains, automatically because I don't fuck with punction I cant. K, yeap, yours so right. You fuck face figure out if that is sarchastic because normal people can.
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Ok autisitc brains, automatically because I don't fuck with punction I cant. K, yeap, yours so right. You fuck face figure out if that is sarchastic because normal people can.
Yappity goop glop dronka willity grapagilly werfunk dilpa doo incomprehesible giberish florwunka doppdilly wnah randy's a retard billgop hommina hommina frippity frappity dinkle doink !!
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You hangman rope Gangster felon Parroting Puppet scum-on-top playboys can WATCH my Frankenstein Eyesight Television PLAYBACK of this felonious lowly sodomistic display by the felon sodomus Judge William Sullivan and his lowly felon-slut wife during my trial in Nassau County Court! :tantrum:
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Lit, why are you off your meds? Are you doing a Flo thing? ;)
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Lit, why are you off your meds? Are you doing a Flo thing? ;)
No, but I think he has turned into a Dec-head.;)
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Lit, why are you off your meds? Are you doing a Flo thing? ;)
No, but I think he has turned into a Dec-head.;)
Lit has a new obsession for sure !!! ;D
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Well, Dec is so unintentionally funny, it is difficult not to read more and more.
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Not only the hangman rope Deadly Gangster Parroting Puppet scum-on-top know this top medical secret even worse deadly gangster Jew disease; from deaf Ronnie Reagan to U.S.S.R. Gorbachev know this oy vay Computer God Containment Policy (top secret)! :tantrum:
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Meds only good for hunting and causing trouble shoot some with my sling shot i controll the horizontal and vertical with the power of my mind imagined getting stronger and that gave me energy to pedal meditation cause euphoria its quick and descrete you cant tell am doing it SHIT HAVE NOT JACKED OFF EVERYTIME I DONT IT LEAK INTO DREAMS FUCKN DOESNT STOP NOW THAT I CONTROL MOOD FUCKN DANDELIONS ON MY GRASS ITS GOOD FOR MY FUCKN NUT I WILL SWALLOW ENOUGH TO HAVE THE ORGASISM FEELING WITH NO TOUCHING ALL FUCKN DAY:-x DRUNK I AM OH YEAH THAT WHAT I GET FOR NOT JACKING OFF ARGH! FUCK I WANT A PIECE OFF ASS STAND IN MY WAY AND I WILL BREAK YOU IN TWO THAT IS HOW HORNY I AM. YES THAT ALL I THINK ABOUT MY BITCH IS TOO SLOW I WILL BE UNFILLED
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you are slipping.
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you are slipping.
Slipping ??
He's already spread-eagle'd on the ground with his feet in the air. :nomakened:
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Meds only good for hunting
Never found drugs to be a particular advantage here.
They tend to trust me more without.
Frankly, reading your post, I wish that I could
get to where you are, and a little beyond.
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Prove that Flo needs his meds? Have a look at his current posts.
(Sorry to stray form the off-topic discussion.)
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Are you sure those are off of meds?
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If they're not, I'll have what he's having.
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I have some questions where is my post? WALMART WANTS ME AT THE DELI WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THAT MC JAGGER? /me shouts louldy at MC JAGGER WALMART! ISNT IT NICE WHEN YOUR NOT SOUND SENSITIVE? I will BE tRaINinG FOr StOpn sHop MOndAY HOW MANY AUTISTIC PATRONS WENT TO MARKET :-)COnFuSeD yEt?:-x WOn? 20 cups green tea with ginseng nutmeg ginger cayenne and black pepper yeah STimEd! Still horny even after cummed i check out every women i see married or not wide age rangs and wanna fuck all not really old and young someone half age maybe so horny will fuck fat or skinny one fuckn sex drive
This explains nicely why you needs meds Randy.
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Use punctuation. People will rather read Dec than Flo, because he at least knew how to punctuate. 8)
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You can't get meds for a vast array of undiagnosed problems that you are in denial of even having!!! Don't you all know that he doesn't need meds, everyone else in the world needs them (to deal with him :eyebrows:)
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:agreed: :plus:
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You can't get meds for a vast array of undiagnosed problems that you are in denial of even having!!! Don't you all know that he doesn't need meds, everyone else in the world needs them (to deal with him :eyebrows:)
So how come they forget to send me my share then? :laugh:
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cause I got them. :laugh:
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cause I got them. :laugh:
So did you decide to hog them all?? I never would have pegged you as someone who doesn't share well. :laugh:
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I can see... music... ;D :green:
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I can see... music... ;D :green:
:grrr:
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:stoned:
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:meditate:
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mysister sleeps in the car almost brings tears to my eyes i hate her don't o if I should let her move back in her boyfrend probalbly kicked her out haha. Still horny even after 45min of strenuous excersise WOMEN LOVE ME AT STOPANDSHOP! Iwill ge employee of the month befor long
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don't you live with your mommy?
i would think, then, that it is up to your mom, not you, if your sister moves back in.
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mysister sleeps in the car
Have you met her yet?
almost brings tears to my eyes
Yeah, it is sad
i hate her
Hmm...why the tears then, or are they tears of joy?
don't o if I should let her move back in her boyfrend
He probably doesn't have room for her.
I know I couldn't fit someone else in me
probalbly kicked her out haha.
You'd know if you met her, wouldn't you?
Still horny even after 45min of strenuous excersise WOMEN
Perhaps you should try getting off then?
LOVE ME AT STOPANDSHOP!
No thanks.
Iwill ge employee of the month befor long
Or fired.
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It's nice of you to try talking to him but eventually, you'll grow tired of it. :laugh:
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Eh. He was the only entertainment around.
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don't you live with your mommy?
i would think, then, that it is up to your mom, not you, if your sister moves back in.
I think he lives by himself now.
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don't you live with your mommy?
i would think, then, that it is up to your mom, not you, if your sister moves back in.
I think he lives by himself now.
Which might explain the regression we are witnessing.
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Which might explain the regression we are witnessing.
Yes indeed, I think he needs a good spanking or a thousand from his mommy ;)
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I think I heard somewhere that he has been living in his own filth alone since December when he broke EVERY appliance in the house and then moved on to the bathroom fixtures. His constant jerking off probably wasn't good for her little boy, and we know that nothing in life is Randy's fault! It must be aggravating to live with someone who is for lack of a better word, fucking gross!!!! I think even the cat is gone and now Randy is trying at the last minute to scramble for a way to pay his own bills seeing that his free ride has come to an end. HMMMM I wonder if he even thanked that nice sister of his for getting him through the last few months by taking care of his utilities??? Doubt it, he probably thinks he is entitled. If this idiot would succumb to a proper diagnosis he may be able to make his life easier and be moved into an assisted living facility. Oh well, just a couple of thoughts. If his sister was fighting with her boyfriend and would rather sleep in her car, that should tell you how awful his house was. :eyebrows:
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Could FineChocolate be his sister?
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Doubt it, he probably thinks he is entitled.
aint that just like a nigger? :laugh:
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I think I heard somewhere that he has been living in his own filth alone since December when he broke EVERY appliance in the house and then moved on to the bathroom fixtures. His constant jerking off probably wasn't good for her little boy, and we know that nothing in life is Randy's fault! It must be aggravating to live with someone who is for lack of a better word, fucking gross!!!! I think even the cat is gone and now Randy is trying at the last minute to scramble for a way to pay his own bills seeing that his free ride has come to an end. HMMMM I wonder if he even thanked that nice sister of his for getting him through the last few months by taking care of his utilities??? Doubt it, he probably thinks he is entitled. If this idiot would succumb to a proper diagnosis he may be able to make his life easier and be moved into an assisted living facility. Oh well, just a couple of thoughts. If his sister was fighting with her boyfriend and would rather sleep in her car, that should tell you how awful his house was. :eyebrows:
I feel sorry for Randy for being relatively low functioning.