No one is perfect, even if they are trying as hard as I do.
My nose turns red when I am hot, but it goes back to normal slowly. It stays red longer than the rest of my face, perhaps because there are more blood vessels there. I have these dark circles under my eyes, maybe from sun damage, but I have look hard to see them. I was ashamed to significant degree, it made it hard to look at people in the eyes and at myself. I new I was being bad, I should not have been eating so much junk. After I stopped, I could do those things. I have scars to. All this could have been prevented, but its what I do now that matters most. I changed my lifestyle habits around, I apply exfoliantion soap on my skin (removes dead skin cells, making my skin look better, but dead skin cells serve a purpose to, so I don't do it everyday. However, removal of dead skin cells, actually allows topical agents that help that skin look better, to penitrate better, like the expensive scar cream I have. I evens red and dark areas out.) I kind of helps though, that my mom was an x model, and she married someone taller. My height is near average, because of her marrying my dad, and I think I made a mistake measuring my height, so my body fat is off also. Its probably not 22%, something like 12%. Something psychological going on there, but I can "figure it out."
