I'm going to knock myself out with nitrazepam/chlormethiazole combination, and stay out cold for the day. Had a major league fuckup with my pain meds, I've got a shot prepared, and enough morphine for one more. If I split the one more into portions, I'll JUST be able to get through the next day.
Thankfully, a friend of mine, he's alright with assisting in that respect. Thought I had way, way more meds than I did. I must have been looking at the same morphine capsules, only several times in different places, thinking each was a different blister strip. It wasn't. But certain arrangements have been put in place, and said arrangements mean I'll not be in any withdrawals. Not got any money until monday, but the certain arrangements are fine to proceed nevertheless, as said friend knows I'm good for my word, and would not ask, if I was not certain. A couple of days, it's basically emergency coverage for 2-3 days. I'll get through tomorrow in one piece using divided portions of the little I do have, and spending the day and night in hibernation, wake up for star trek TOS and enterprise, then dose the two sedatives again, another portion of pain meds remaining, plus something that'll inhibit liver enzymes which metabolize the pain meds, allowing a longer duration of action. I would turn it into something far more potent and long lasting, but as there is so little, I can't afford to, can't afford any loss in yield.
But, all is taken care of.
