And my ex fiancee, the young one of the two. The flaming fucking hot one that really didn't beat around the bush, going directly from wherever she was to getting what she decided she was going to have. Me, for one. Someone suffered steel toe-caps in the knees and possibly groin for being in the way and trying to talk to her whilst she was, unknown to me at the time, on her way to pounce on me like the lil' tiger she was.
She was a HUGE trekkie, and wrote some REALLY pervy, kinky fan-fic stuff. Some stuff between deanna troy and Riker, that you wouldn't fucking believe a girl of her age would even have been aware existed. Had to say no (although I wanted to, its just I'd have got arrested or beaten the shit out of if there had been witnesses or caught on camera) but she wanted to have me get her off whilst we were sat together waiting for a train, right there in public. I'd have done it, if it wasn't for the fact we had to keep that kind of thing our mutual secret, although her mom knew we were in a committed relationship, and must have realized that far from exploiting her, I'd have given my life for hers if that were a situation ever arisen. She was I think, uncertain about me and definitely shocked to see me coming in on C's arm and introducing myself as her BF, and then fiancee. Especially when I was wearing my leather and metal spiked dog collar for C, leathers, combat pants, newrock goth-metalhead boots and piercings in my face, tattoo etc., But she didn't ever actually try to interfere with our relationship. Not impossibly out of fear of those steel toe capped boots of C's but whatever the reason, she must have realized that I was HER's (her daughter's that is) through and through, to the last breath, without question, devoted utterly to her. Godsdamned, I still miss her every fucking day. Its been 12-13 years now since we parted and due to unfortunate circumstances happening all at once I lost the means to contact her. I don't think I've gone one day without aching inside, for the part of me thats missing. I'd give almost anything to have her back, soul-mates are very few and far between, and that, she most certainly was. I still want her back. Going to try and track her down through the group I met her at, an auie-aspie social/partying group basically. Once I've fixed a few things about me first, I'm going to do my best to track her down and try get her back. Because shes the one who I should have gotten the ring I'd got for her on her finger, had a family with and grown old with.