OK I'll follow the trend... Question me if you want. I may answer.

['andersom']

No, I don't.

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You do think I'm a cunt though, don't you

['andersom']

You do think I'm a cunt though, don't you

Bint, what do you want?

You seem confused, at a loss, and angry with all and everything. Are you a cunt because of that?
Dunno. I'm not that quick in judging. I've seen you being better than you are now.

Hope you get there again.

And hey, I just see it's December the first here.
So, happy new year. Hope it will bring you lots of good.

And no, I'm not joking with that wish.

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New year?

I'm not sure what I want.  Right now I'm in destroy-mode.

['andersom']

New year?

I'm not sure what I want.  Right now I'm in destroy-mode.

Maybe it is time to look at what you really don't want then. The things that are holding you back. You could use your destroy mode for that. Have a fair look at yourself. Look at all that is wrong, and be fair enough to see what is good too. And then make a fresh start.

Hard. Will go wrong a lot of times. But it's something you can do time and time again, and probably will need to do time and time again. And it will make you feel better, if you have a really honest look, not only seeing the bad or the good. But seeing it bothl. And use the destructiveness for making it better.

If you don't give yourself a fair new chance, no one will.

(Sorry CG, took over your Dear Abby task, will not do it again)

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College has thrown me out, I guess that's sorta the main thing currently holding me back.

I'm whining all over your ask-away thread.  Ghrh, I should just go and have a drink methinks. 

Enjoy your night people.

['andersom']

College has thrown me out, I guess that's sorta the main thing currently holding me back.

I'm whining all over your ask-away thread.  Ghrh, I should just go and have a drink methinks. 

Enjoy your night people.

I'll probably hear something similar in a few weeks. I'd rather know though, because then I can make plans to move on.

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Do you find me and my dog attractive?

['andersom']

Do you find me and my dog attractive?

Nope, not a dog person.

There are a few exceptions to the rule. Lily is not one of them. (If it is Soph asking this and not Bint)

[renaeden]

Are you going to college?

['andersom']

I stopped years ago, because of a pregnancy leave. And then I did not come back, life getting too complicated with a very depressed partner. By the time I wanted to get on with it, I took a job, to be able to pay the costs for finishing uni. And I just was not cut out to do that job. Massive burn-out. The good thing was that it made me find out about autism, and got me a dx. The bad thing, beside the burn-out and all that came with that, was that it delayed my studies even more.

Now I am going to find out this week if I will be allowed to finish it after all, or not. All kinds of complications playing a part in it. Mainly financial. And a possible deadline that I will not be able to beat.

Still, knowing my possibilities will be good. Even if it turns out I'm not allowed to finish it. And I did learn a lot. It has not been a waste of time.

[renaeden]

We have something in common - burnout at a job, then autism dx.

Am wondering if your current job involves delivering?

[Callaway]

I stopped years ago, because of a pregnancy leave. And then I did not come back, life getting too complicated with a very depressed partner. By the time I wanted to get on with it, I took a job, to be able to pay the costs for finishing uni. And I just was not cut out to do that job. Massive burn-out. The good thing was that it made me find out about autism, and got me a dx. The bad thing, beside the burn-out and all that came with that, was that it delayed my studies even more.

Now I am going to find out this week if I will be allowed to finish it after all, or not. All kinds of complications playing a part in it. Mainly financial. And a possible deadline that I will not be able to beat.

Still, knowing my possibilities will be good. Even if it turns out I'm not allowed to finish it. And I did learn a lot. It has not been a waste of time.

I hope they let you finish it.  How expensive will it be?  Do you know if you could get any kind of financial aid to help you afford it?

['andersom']

I stopped years ago, because of a pregnancy leave. And then I did not come back, life getting too complicated with a very depressed partner. By the time I wanted to get on with it, I took a job, to be able to pay the costs for finishing uni. And I just was not cut out to do that job. Massive burn-out. The good thing was that it made me find out about autism, and got me a dx. The bad thing, beside the burn-out and all that came with that, was that it delayed my studies even more.

Now I am going to find out this week if I will be allowed to finish it after all, or not. All kinds of complications playing a part in it. Mainly financial. And a possible deadline that I will not be able to beat.

Still, knowing my possibilities will be good. Even if it turns out I'm not allowed to finish it. And I did learn a lot. It has not been a waste of time.

I hope they let you finish it.  How expensive will it be?  Do you know if you could get any kind of financial aid to help you afford it?

Probably will cost over 1500 euro to sign in. And it is not clear if I can be allowed to finish it, being partly on benefit, and being on benefit can not be used to finish Uni. There should be another option, but, because of some 'goodwilling' policy of the company I worked for before I was 30 (Uni ) I can't prove that I've been through non-functional stages before the age of 30, and am not entitled to disability money for a condition that is there since childhood.

The latter sucks in more ways than just for uni. It also makes the chance of finding a job smaller. There are more rewards and backups available for companies who hire someone with a "disability from youth on income".

Uni never reported my long sick-leave to the bureau that needed to know it, not wanting to harm my resume in the future. Their decision, can't be turned back.

But no matter what the outcome, I hope to find out soon. Then I can make plans according to my options.

['andersom']

We have something in common - burnout at a job, then autism dx.

Am wondering if your current job involves delivering?

Yes, it does. I'm a postie. Small job, but very good for me to have.