That's a really nice thing to say. Personally considering what you think of me being nice to me is somewhat hypocritical. That does not annoy me as the fact that I feel guilted out now for having a go at your looks. So I won't apologise nor take it back BUT I will offer you something. YOU talked up a lot of shit as I mentioned. Stuff you presumed as fact simply was biased or delusion. One thing was pretty spot on though (much in the way I guess 10000 monkeys banging away on typewriters will eventually....) and I will let you know what that is.
I can't keep a woman or make her happy. I am absolutely unless as a partner. Outside being good at physical intimacy I have pretty much nothing to offer women. I am not very emotionally receptive or reciprocating. My ex-wife on finding out my diagnosis was in tears "Saying that all this time she thought I was just uncaring and emotionally dead." She and other women since have basically described to me and others as just being "fun to play with and that's it". It is pretty gutting when you do try.
So there we go Nocti. You are uglier but able to be a good husband and partner. Despite my best efforts I can't. So Nocti there you go, who do you think comes out in front?
Parts thanks. Yeah I used to fight a bit. I had my last fight 3 or 4 years ago. The kid was aggro and starting shit at a work do and had fish hooked one of the guys at work in the bar for no particular reason and was the boyfriend of one of the young girls. I help throw him out. It was on between me and him. He was 18 - 20 and had done a little boxing too.
I read every punch he threw but was a little too slow to completely evade it. I was again a little too slow to land a solid punch back. There was nothing much of him - wiry little surfer - if I had have tagged him or got my hands on him there would not have been much of him left. I simply couldn't though. He dancing around me and outboxed me and embarrassed me.
I realised I had just got too old. I was actually kinda thankful when a couple of the other blokes had grabbed me and pulled me away. I wasn't hurt and apart from a bit of swelling no real blood to talk of but pretty humbled. I left fights for the younger and quicker after that.
