I try my very best not to be the ultra judgmental prick, but I will be for once.
You are really one pathetic person, Flo. Compared even to myself you are extremely socially inexperienced and naive. Plus you are pretty dumb, I bet you never left special ed in school, you would not cope with being in college.
You live practically all your time in your own little world that you have became very deluded and reality has become very distorted. On top of that all you seem to have on your mind is herbal medicine and sex.
You are going to spend the rest of your life dependent on your family, working dead-end jobs and still being a virgin. Your functioning level ensures that fate You remind a lot of an mildly autistic guy IRL, who I believe will have a bleak future like yours.
I wish there was a function where I would not be allowed to read your posts.