1. If you whine about how life is just being really mean to you because of not finding a certain job.... than seriously you need to:
Hey, I love purging myself with a big pity party, then getting to work. I have been self sufficient since 1990. Selfsufficiency is the closest one can get to personal freedom.
This wasn't meant to be taken seriously.... sorry if it was a bit off.
Don't be sorry Genesis. Just don't. There is no need.
Straighten your back, keep your head up high, walk to a mirror and tell yourself that you are not sorry. (May need some practice, but really, there is no need to be sorry)