Feeling lonely. I just had a dream about a girl I liked at university. As is typically the case in my dreams, we didn't have sex; instead, she got drunk while trying to help me figure out how to make some weird drink dispenser/replicator things in a bar I owned (which was populated with other people I knew at uni) dispense whisky (which I don't even like), so I took her to a sort of communal room upstairs to sleep it off (which was reminiscent of the public TV room and the lounge for the board members (of which I was one) at my old student union), gave her a bottle of water and made sure nobody took advantage of her. I woke up with a tight feeling in my chest from the sense that my life is going to be a perpetually lonely one, and that I'll never make a connection with people I'd like to make a connection with.
