How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)

[Peter]

I'm all out of give a fuck.  I haven't had a depression this deep and persistent for years.  Also, it really doesn't help that stuff hurts all the time.

[renaeden]

^
I always feel sad for people who are depressed.

[Callaway]

I'm all out of give a fuck.  I haven't had a depression this deep and persistent for years.  Also, it really doesn't help that stuff hurts all the time.

I hope the PT helps with stuff hurting all the time and you feel better soon.

["couldbecousin"]

I'm all out of give a fuck.  I haven't had a depression this deep and persistent for years.  Also, it really doesn't help that stuff hurts all the time.

  How soon can you see a doctor again? 

["couldbecousin"]

  My left leg feels bruised, just below the knee, from landing on it at work
   yesterday while saving the sandwiches.  I guess I landed pretty hard after all! 

[renaeden]

It is hard to land softly when falling forward like that. Plus you had the extra weight of the sandwiches themselves tipping your balance so I will not be surprised if you get a bruise. Hope this isn't a common occurrence!

["couldbecousin"]

It is hard to land softly when falling forward like that. Plus you had the extra weight of the sandwiches themselves tipping your balance so I will not be surprised if you get a bruise. Hope this isn't a common occurrence!

  The falls happen a couple of times a year at most, due to my ankles having
  a tendency to fold unexpectedly.  I usually land on my hands and knees when this happens.
  This time my hands were full and I'm lucky I had such a good outcome!  Naturally my boss
  wasn't impressed when I told her what I was doing on one knee.  She's too jaded! 

[P7PSP]

Generally out of sorts and wishing my current job would be over so I could fuck off.

[midlifeaspie]

I think I am having an emotional breakdown.  Partially from unrelenting stress, partially from sleep deprivation.

[MissKitty]

I think I am having an emotional breakdown.  Partially from unrelenting stress, partially from sleep deprivation.

I didn't even have to come up with my own response. You beat me to it. I'm sorry you're so overwhelmed right now

Weebly one - Take care of that knee!! Saving sandwiches is

["couldbecousin"]

I think I am having an emotional breakdown.  Partially from unrelenting stress, partially from sleep deprivation.

  Sleep deprivation does make everything harder!  Are you unable to sleep
  or do you just not have time to sleep?  Either way, I hope you can find a solution. 

[Peter]

I'm all out of give a fuck.  I haven't had a depression this deep and persistent for years.  Also, it really doesn't help that stuff hurts all the time.

  How soon can you see a doctor again? 

As soon as I want, give or take a few days.  Problem is I don't think the GP will be able to do anything much.  He could prescribe different pain meds, but it'll just be some other opiate, and I don't think opiates will be that great for me; they're likely to increase the lack of give a fuck and give me other fun side effects like constipation and dependence.  He told me to see the psychiatrist about the depression and anxiety, and I have an appointment in a couple of weeks or something, but she won't be able to do much either; I've already been on a wide range of antidepressants and none of them have done much for me.

[Callaway]

I think I am having an emotional breakdown.  Partially from unrelenting stress, partially from sleep deprivation.

I hope you can find a way to get more sleep.

[Jesse]

I think I am having an emotional breakdown.  Partially from unrelenting stress, partially from sleep deprivation.

Thats what you get for being such a negative person and taking the internet so seriously.

["couldbecousin"]

I think I am having an emotional breakdown.  Partially from unrelenting stress, partially from sleep deprivation.

Thats what you get for being such a negative person and taking the internet so seriously.

  I don't think his stress has to do with the internet, this is where he comes for a laugh.