How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)

[eris]

I honestly don't know if I am still going to go to rehab. I have 40 days off all drugs. I honestly don't think I meet the requirements of rehab anymore. There is someone I want to talk to about that first, and I have a feeling I am past the crisis stage and dont need to go. As for getting treatment for my sex addiction, I can't afford that. It's like 70,000$. I guess that is an excuse, but I dont know what else to do so I'm not going to get treatment for it, not right now anyway. I have to move at the end of october too so no matter what I have to gtfo of this apartment and take care of that before I do anything anyway.

[P7PSP]

Lousy. I found out about an hour ago that my uncle died from the cancer that has been fucking him up. He was a union sheet metal worker in the 1960s through the early 1990s so it was exposure to asbestos and mesothelioma same as killed Warren Zevon. Now I have to be ready to travel I hope the service is in Nevada instead of Washington.

["couldbecousin"]

Fucking HEADACHHE

but other than that I feel pretty good. name change going fairly well, apart from my nana who's SHIT with names and keeps fuckin it up lol

 I'll get it right one of these days, dearie, I promise!   

["couldbecousin"]

Lousy. I found out about an hour ago that my uncle died from the cancer that has been fucking him up. He was a union sheet metal worker in the 1960s through the early 1990s so it was exposure to asbestos and mesothelioma same as killed Warren Zevon. Now I have to be ready to travel I hope the service is in Nevada instead of Washington.

 I'm sorry about your uncle. 

[Queen Victoria]

PPK, sorry about your uncle.  He sounds special to you.

[P7PSP]

Thanks ladies. He doesn't hurt now and my cousins will get a settlement. He wanted that for them, even though they would have preferred otherwise.

[Osensitive1]

My sympathies on the loss of your uncle, PPK.

[PuppetSockPenguin]

Lousy. I found out about an hour ago that my uncle died from the cancer that has been fucking him up. He was a union sheet metal worker in the 1960s through the early 1990s so it was exposure to asbestos and mesothelioma same as killed Warren Zevon. Now I have to be ready to travel I hope the service is in Nevada instead of Washington.

Sorry about your uncle.

[ῦ]

I feel really lonely. It all still seems unreal, like any minute now, Kia is going to stick her head round the door and declare, "HAH, GOTCHA!". She'd have thought that hilarious.

I think I need to go up to Canters and visit our mutual school friends there, do something for her birthday on the 6th. Maybe fly out, visit her grave.

[Osensitive1]

That sounds like a nice idea.

['andersom']

Sorry about your uncle PPK.


And my sympathies Pika.
Losing someone so close and so part of your life takes a very long time to really sink in and heal.

[ShyOne]

Lousy. I found out about an hour ago that my uncle died from the cancer that has been fucking him up. He was a union sheet metal worker in the 1960s through the early 1990s so it was exposure to asbestos and mesothelioma same as killed Warren Zevon. Now I have to be ready to travel I hope the service is in Nevada instead of Washington.

I'm so sorry for your loss, PPK.

[P7PSP]

Thanks Jack, PSP, Hyke and Crip.

[Icequeen]

I'm sorry PPK. 

[Al Swearegen]

Thanks Jack, PSP, Hyke and Crip.

Sorry mate. Just read. My condolences.