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Re: How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)
« Reply #9135 on: October 04, 2016, 08:34:59 AM »
Frustrated. And not unpissed off.

I want my chemicals damnation take it, I want my f*****g stuff, where the blazing perdition IS. MY. SHIPMENT. I paid for it. I want it and I want it last week.
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Re: How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)
« Reply #9136 on: October 04, 2016, 08:53:28 AM »
Frustrated. And not unpissed off.

I want my chemicals damnation take it, I want my f*****g stuff, where the blazing perdition IS. MY. SHIPMENT. I paid for it. I want it and I want it last week.

I don't suppose that listening to some soothing music would help, would it?   :hide:

(yep, that's a joke). 

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Re: How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)
« Reply #9137 on: October 04, 2016, 09:49:37 AM »
Blurry vision all morning making it hard to work.
Crazy, I'm halfway to crazy
Suicide would waste me
Homicide would break me
Tongue tied and tied to the tongue
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Oh, is life as bad as dreams
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Re: How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)
« Reply #9138 on: October 04, 2016, 01:45:21 PM »
Good. :)
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Re: How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)
« Reply #9139 on: October 04, 2016, 05:17:38 PM »
What do you mean by 'soothing music'.

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Re: How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)
« Reply #9140 on: October 04, 2016, 10:50:53 PM »
Stressed, exhausted.
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Re: How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)
« Reply #9141 on: October 05, 2016, 05:00:36 AM »
Blurry vision all morning making it hard to work.

  Is this usual for you?  Do you know why it's blurry?  :-\
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Re: How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)
« Reply #9142 on: October 05, 2016, 05:02:09 AM »
  Cooler outdoor air + fan for hot flashes ---> heeeeeeeeere comes the phlegm.  :sick:
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Re: How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)
« Reply #9143 on: October 05, 2016, 05:30:14 AM »
What do you mean by 'soothing music'.

seriously? heck , i just spent 10-15  minutes contemplating that (which is what my spazz brain automatically does with any unexpected question)
the vague thought in my mind when i said it was "somewhere upwind of death metal"
but then you might say that death metal is cathartic, hence untimately soothing, and then what could i do but agree with that logic?
should i suggest a few thingsrthat i find soothing? hell no. tastes are too individual, and what i find soothing, you might find annoying to the point  that you need a  burst of something carthatic to get rid of the nasty aftertaste.

good enough answer?

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Re: How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)
« Reply #9144 on: October 05, 2016, 05:51:30 AM »
I don't know quite what you mean by upwind of. But yes I do. Well not so much death metal (like slipknot) but bands like mudvayne, and doom metal, industrial metal and doomy stuff.

I was just hoping you'd not have me be subjected to the likes of 'soothing' classical music. People have tried that before in meatspace, or R&B, and I just couldn't BEAR it, I have to leave the room if that stuff has to be played by others at any gathering I've been in. Its like someone first giving my brain and spinal cord a covering of skin, in order to lightly rub wool over it, and rub the coarse grain of wooden ice lolly sticks and the wooden spoons used for baking over my mental fingernails. And I NEED to go rock back and forth, or stand and spin and twirl in place, and hand-flap as though tomorrow I become an amputee at the wrists, with neither hands to flap nor fingers to flick and click. For that kind of music, and soft rock'n'roll, I must have some good doom, to soothe my fraying nervous system.

After a toxic exposure of that nature, harsh industrial metal, and even better, doom, as well as some, but not all death metal (I especially like a band called 'Kittie'), its like balm to the burns inflicted by such a nasty corrosive exposure..
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Re: How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)
« Reply #9145 on: October 05, 2016, 07:45:41 AM »
I don't know quite what you mean by upwind of. But yes I do. Well not so much death metal (like slipknot) but bands like mudvayne, and doom metal, industrial metal and doomy stuff.

I was just hoping you'd not have me be subjected to the likes of 'soothing' classical music. People have tried that before in meatspace, or R&B, and I just couldn't BEAR it, I have to leave the room if that stuff has to be played by others at any gathering I've been in. Its like someone first giving my brain and spinal cord a covering of skin, in order to lightly rub wool over it, and rub the coarse grain of wooden ice lolly sticks and the wooden spoons used for baking over my mental fingernails. And I NEED to go rock back and forth, or stand and spin and twirl in place, and hand-flap as though tomorrow I become an amputee at the wrists, with neither hands to flap nor fingers to flick and click. For that kind of music, and soft rock'n'roll, I must have some good doom, to soothe my fraying nervous system.

After a toxic exposure of that nature, harsh industrial metal, and even better, doom, as well as some, but not all death metal (I especially like a band called 'Kittie'), its like balm to the burns inflicted by such a nasty corrosive exposure..

That's intersting. It stikes me that maybe this goes way beyond personal tastes; could be some kind of direct neurological reaction to the wrong sort of frequencies?  Ofc, I'm talking out of my ass here, though. I've not enough knowledge of neuroscience to even know if that idea makes sense. But it might be worth pursuing.

For my part, it's not so much the sound of most of "easy-listening " kind of stuff that annoys me; its things like gross sentimentality, tedious uniformity, lack of sincerity; absence of feeling; and orchestral music sounds really stilted to me, like it's passed through too many filters , on the journey between the brain of the composer and my ear. That might just be prejudice on  my part, though. There's still a heckova lot of quietmore-or-less "soothing"  music  that I do like, though. I seem to have a much higher tolerance for  dissonance than most people (and even a liking for it) ; but, even so,  metal has eveloved into a bunch of subgenres  that mostly do nothing at all for me except get on my nerves :(. Sorry 'bout that . On the other hand, it's also produced some subgenres that bore me to tears, so maybe that's just to say I'm a complete old fart by now.( I'm a lot more at home with post-punk and post-rock , not to mention the prog rock i was into as a schoolgirl, along with sabbath etc . along with odd bits of jazz  and folk. Well, basically, i was  eclectically sidestepping the radio 1 shite,)

I kid you not on that "old fart" idea. A friend of mine walked in when i waas playing something loud and aggressive (I forget what, exactly)  and made the observation that was "young people's music" , even though the band  in question had easily been around long enough  have a bunch of aging fans (might have been the Fall, or Nirvana) That set met thinking. He is not a  stupid. And he did have a point, because my tastes are actually drifing more towadrs the quieter end of the spectrum; maybe due to losing my ansgt? and/or maybe neuropligical changes that come with age? I also go for dasys and days with out listening to music., TV or anything, a whole lot more often that i used to, just enjoying the relative silence (for as long as it lasts. my neighbourhood is  surely not the ideal place for that)

By "upwind" of i meant , roughly speaking, somewhere where you wouldn't catch the scent of death metal, something unifluenced by it. That's just my notorious "poetic" turn of phrase; which results from my usual failure to recall the right cliche at the right time, so I just have to grope for something more original.

You have a nicely poetic turn of phrase yourself, btw. I just love your decription of how classical music affects you. You would make a brilliant  lyricist, methinks. Know any bands in need of one?
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Re: How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)
« Reply #9146 on: October 05, 2016, 06:06:14 PM »
Excruciating amount of pain, but what can I do. :dunno:
Crazy, I'm halfway to crazy
Suicide would waste me
Homicide would break me
Tongue tied and tied to the tongue
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Oh, is life as bad as dreams
I guess that's just the way it seems

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Re: How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)
« Reply #9147 on: October 05, 2016, 06:56:48 PM »
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Re: How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)
« Reply #9148 on: October 05, 2016, 08:47:08 PM »
Better now that the pain in my right ribs area has died away!   For now! 
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Re: How are you feeling right now? (Pt 2)
« Reply #9149 on: October 05, 2016, 09:06:10 PM »
Irritated, tired.
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