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Arena for the Competitive => Main Event Callouts => Topic started by: Randy on May 24, 2006, 09:17:00 AM
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I got you. There is no fuckn way you can make a valid point, so just fuckn give up before you start.
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haaaaaaaaaaaaa hah I got this thing fuckn rigged, just to let you know, before you fuck around.
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The only reason I would need meds is for mood and hyperaursoal. Got them both fuckn beat. I am doing theory of mind for the hyperaursoal, so it can go out the window. Moods, what fuckn mood problem? All one has to do is regulary pratice relaxation exercises. I got controll so I don;t need to pratice as much. If I can make the hyperaurosal go down I can recognize I am not on the best terms. I must get in the habit of practice theory of mind, then no more hyperaurosal. I got them both in the process of being fuckn beat. I can;t believe I even thought about it. I have alread come so far, why would I quite?
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Well, you certainly are sticking to the title of the thread with your posts.
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What do you want, flowers? I said I was sorry. Do you want me to delete my partal hijacking of you thread, "Ask Pma Elle Anything"? I don;t know how you saw that, so that is why I asked. I would mess up some of your responses, so you would have to fix it too.
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I know your doctor gave you Abilify and I think it would be a very good idea for you to try it because I think it could really help you. I am not trying to be unkind to you by telling you this, I sincerely believe you need more help than you have gotten so far. Your mother is bipolar, your father must be addicted to pain medication if he was willing to steal your pain medication from you after your cancer surgery and both problems tend to be strongly genetic.
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What do you want, flowers?? I said I was sorry.? Do you want me to delete my partal hijacking of you thread, "Ask Pma Elle Anything"?? I don;t know how you saw that, so that is why I asked. I would mess up some of your responses, so you would have to fix it too.
Fluorescent, you posted this in the callouts section. Expect that you're going to get replies like that if you post in a forum that is meant for starting arguments.
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I know and I meant it. Do you want to fix that fuckn shit?
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your doctor makes far too much money to be subscribing medication to you that they didn't feel would be to your benefit.
if it could help you then why not give it a try?
kinda like:
how your abs will help you attract girls.
how completing college will help you land a better job
how practice makes perfect
how eating right, sleeping regular and avoiding tobacco will help you feel better.
if its only advantageous then i don't see any reason why you wouldn't, at the very least, give them a try.
remember your doctor makes too much money to piss it away on inaccurate prescriptions.
go on, give it a whirl.
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I took the lowest dose of abifily that you can take. It feals nice, but I don;t know if its the meds doing it or not. Does this mean I will take it again?
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Is this something I can do without meds? YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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is what something?
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that?
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is what something?
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that?
That something is making myself feal good when agitated. I can recognize when I am agitated. Hmmmm. I act like a pric, I am hyperactive, my apetite stimulated, sometimes no energy, I can;t do certain things, I feal miserable in general. That would be right now, and I will fix that shit, before I cause trouble.
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ah hah! I held my ground. I did a relaxation exercise while doing other things. I just imagined a feather tickling my back. How can it worked? I feal like I just ate a super rich fudge brownie. I swear to god, I can almost taste every bite. I feal euphorared if done enough. Tea heh, I am addicted, I want more. Sometimes its a peanut butter sandwich. Weirdest fuckn thing. I must do it until I feal stable enough, or I loose my apetite. Apetite goes overboard and it needs a fuckn slap. I have a six pack, so don;t get any ideas.
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If you have a medical condition that medications help you deal with, why do you refuse to take them? If you were a diabetic, would you try to do without your diabetes medication and just deal with the ill effects of elevated blood glucose? It makes just as little sense to say that 5 or 10 mg of Abilify helped you to function better, yet you refuse to take it.
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Abifily did not obviously. The mood lasted two seconds, not literally. This is what happens without any psychotropic drugs. That hyperactivity also last two second, because I can just relax it away. I am hyper during the times I act obnixous. I was thinking about this before, while I was riding my bike, and practicing relaxation exercises. That is right, I did all three at ounce. This hyperactivity thing is a behavior that my bipolar mom does. I was told, one reason why I act like her, was to making living her easier. My mom feeds off the stimulation, and it makes a nice distraction for her depression. I thought hyperactivity is cool, and thus never tried to calm down. If give myself and others trouble, its not cool. What it was, is the opposite of what I experience before when my mood was messed up. (fealing tired) I thought it was the herbs, but I seem to be able to calm down even if I take them. I appologize to all for bothering you with my hyperactivity spells. This does not mean I will go easy on you in the callouts
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I don;t have a disability, or its not strong enough for meds to be needed.
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i happen to disagree.
i also think that the bipolar that your mom has, has been coming on to you.
each generation 10 years younger.
plus the manic.
i think that meds can help curb your swings, make you more moderate.
just an opinion, i could be wrong.
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I got you. There is no fuckn way you can make a valid point, so just fuckn give up before you start.
I wasn't planning on trying to prove it , I was just planning on grinding them up and slipping them in your drink when you weren't looking
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?My therapist says HFA is masking the symptoms of bipolar disorder, so he can;t tell weither I have it or not. ?I can meditate through hypoglycemia and give my self strenght to make proper food choices, instead of giving in to impules. (meditation=postive visualization exercise) Hypoglycemia makes a person very irritable. I don;t require my eyes closed, to reduce distractions, for meditation. I had a very fine opportunity to give into impulse too. I was with my annoying mom and nephew in walmart, where everything is cheap. I did meditation, while I was walking around in the store, and I calmed myself down. My mom took us to friendly's and I did not put my emotions on anyone else. Everyone was eating icecream, and I was fine with the healthy stuff only. That situation brought great confidence in my own abilities, because it was tough.
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I got you. There is no fuckn way you can make a valid point, so just fuckn give up before you start.
I wasn't planning on trying to prove it , I was just planning on grinding them up and slipping them in your drink when you weren't looking
Nice one. Where would I be, if I could not laugh at myself?
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I got you. There is no fuckn way you can make a valid point, so just fuckn give up before you start.
I wasn't planning on trying to prove it , I was just planning on grinding them up and slipping them in your drink when you weren't looking
Nice one.? Where would I be, if I could not laugh at myself?
you can laugh at the way this guy takes his meds
(http://i34.photobucket.com/albums/d138/BLADE42083/Cunning_Linguist.jpg)
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Herbs make me hyper, otherwise I am not. Herbs also make me moody, but then much better. This is a cleasing reaction. They also seem to be building my sexual vitality. I never knew I was disfunctional down there, but it does not matter now. Maybe I was not, maybe it just makes me stronger.
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Let me put one thing past you. I cannot afford meds even if I changed my mind. I have medicare, but I live on social security. I have and extremely limited income. Med adjustment may cost 120 per month, and I get 650 per month. I don;t know if medicare will bill me. They may not work either.
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Callaway ^^^^^ help please.
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I need a psychostimulant, and that would make my life much easier. That would be something like aderall. I drink stimulating teas and take stimulating herbs already. God damn overstimulation is why I can be such a pric, and that is why I need something like aderall. Overstimulation makes me unstable. They might have prescribed the antidepressant because the side affects are less. I won;t give up yet, and I have got to look further.
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Why you need anonymous wankers on the internet to explain to you why you don't need meds, I don't know.
Why don't you seek a referral from your General Practioner instead?
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I did, why do you think I know some of the shit I do?
Do you have problems with infrences, Peegai?
Do you know how you sound Peegai?
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I did, why do you think I know some of the shit I do?
But asking unqualified people if you need medication or not (i.e.: here) is the equivalent of asking a bus driver if you got cancer or not...
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My clinical social worker gave me info today, about overstimulation.
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i see bipolar, with manic, and very little comprehension of reality.
i see very little HFA.
take your meds.
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But asking unqualified people if you need medication or not (i.e.: here) is the equivalent of asking a bus driver if you got cancer or not...
Unqualified people give unqualified answers, yes, but they also ask unqualified questions. And that's what this thread is really about.
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You are not me. My clinical social worker got mad today, and he said I don;t have bipolar disorder. He says my symptoms are a complication of discrete personality disorder. You mimic the behavior of the person who is making your life extremely difficult. This person is mom, who has bipolar disorder. I am acting like her to make dealing with her easier. He does not recommend meds for bipolar disorder. He recomends meds for the overstimulation, and those meds he thinks I should have are aderall. Psychostimulants have terrible side affects, so I think, my psychiatrist decided to give me an antidepressant instead. It feals like my mood is boucing around, about every half hour. I used the meditation and everything I got ,and I fucked up anyway. I get into trouble because of the overstimulation or hyperaurosal. The hyperaurosal, if it gets too high, will cause me to loose some cognitive function. My body must be in fight or flight mode. I don;t believe I can afford meds. The adjustment period cost too much money. This is no fun, and is making me open up to suicide.
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Fluorescent, I mean no disrespect. It's just that if you really believe that it's a good idea for anyone else than a medical professional to prove or disprove that you need meds, and do that on an Internet forum, well that's actually the only proof I'd need.
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Wrong again, you wish it was you. I got info from my clinical social worker.
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You are not me. My clinical social worker got mad today, and? he said? I don;t have bipolar disorder.? He says my symptoms are a complication of discrete personality disorder.? You mimic the behavior of the person who is making your life extremely difficult. This person is mom, who has bipolar disorder.? I am acting like her to make dealing with her easier.? ?He does not recommend meds for bipolar disorder.? He recomends? meds for the overstimulation, and? those meds he thinks I should have are aderall.? Psychostimulants have terrible side affects, so I think, my psychiatrist decided to give me an antidepressant instead.? It feals like my mood is boucing around, about every half hour. I used the meditation and everything I got ,and I fucked up anyway. I get into trouble because of the overstimulation or hyperaurosal.? The hyperaurosal, if it gets too high, will cause me to loose some cognitive function. My body must be in fight or flight mode.? I don;t believe I can afford meds.? The adjustment period cost too much money. This is no fun, and is making me open up to suicide.?
quit the crap.
stop using sympathy tactics.
we know better.
you have proven to be quite resiliant until you go too far and people start to call you on it.
then you begin with the :
i am dying of cancer
or
i am considering suicide.
looks more like you have been busy reading and you are using sympathy tactics. ?it is shameful, to say the least.
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Ok, I am not the only one overstimulated am I? I did see my clinical social worker today, that is where I got the idea.
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You know what? I was fealing like that for a minute, but I am pissed at almost throwing in the towel. I look like a looser. I am fine most of time actually. I will keep going, my body is hot as hell. I get very high moods sometimes, that should be enough to wet my apetite. I guess it would be kind of stupid to do shit with meds when I get so much already. Maybe I was extremely frusturated.
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Wrong again, you wish it was you. I got info from my clinical social worker.
Who are you talking to, Fluorescent? There's a Quote option when replying, and I suggest you to start using it. It's bloody annoying to not know who you're replying to.
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Let me put one thing past you. I cannot afford meds even if I changed my mind. I have medicare, but I live on social security. I have and extremely limited income. Med adjustment may cost 120 per month, and I get 650 per month. I don;t know if medicare will bill me. They may not work either.
Abilify is an expensive medication, I know, but some of the new Medicare plans pay for prescription drugs now. I wonder if your social worker could help you figure out how to afford medication.
With an income of $650 a month, couldn't you qualify for Medicaid? Medicaid pays for prescription drugs with a very low copay.
I think you show many symptoms of bipolar along with your AS or HFA. Maybe you are just mimicking your mother to get along better with her but it is more likely you have inherited bipolar tendencies from her and your father. There are several medications to help with bipolar symptoms other than the lithium your mother takes. If you are bipolar, Adderal may make your mood swings much more extreme. If you decide to take it, watch out for this.
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It really not hard to figure out, at least for me. If I forget to put the name, its the person immediately above me. I will try and remember to put the name. I thought it that would be easy to figure out, so I forget sometimes. I am not that messed up, ok?, (If there was not a the person above me, I would have put a name) I will try to put the name though. Detoxification is a bitch, and it is draining the moods. Its no excuse for me to act like a pric. I need some meditation, I must fight it out, in hope it will get better. I read it will, and I hope I get at least some improvement in my stability.
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Let me put one thing past you.? I cannot afford meds even if I changed my mind. I have medicare, but I live on social security.? I have and extremely limited income. Med adjustment may? cost 120 per month, and I get 650 per month. I don;t know if medicare will bill me. They may not? work either.
Abilify is an expensive medication, I know, but some of the new Medicare plans pay for prescription drugs now.? I wonder if your social worker could help you figure out how to afford medication.
With an income of $650 a month, couldn't you qualify for Medicaid?? Medicaid pays for prescription drugs with a very low copay.
I think you show many symptoms of bipolar along with your AS or HFA.? Maybe you are just mimicking your mother to get along better with her but it is more likely you have inherited bipolar tendencies from her and your father.? There are several medications to help with bipolar symptoms other than the lithium your mother takes.? If you are bipolar, Adderal may make your mood swings much more extreme.? If you decide to take it, watch out for this.
callaway was the person right above you in the post yo u just made, but you were responding to odeon.
re-read this post fluorescent. and please this does not mean that you need to start sending callaway a ton of pm's.
one more time:
do not send callaway a ton of pm's. she is married and she has a husband. married and has a husband. she has a husband.
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do not send callaway a ton of pm's. she is married and she has a husband. married and has a husband. she has a husband.
So you're saying that she is married AND has a husband. How would you do one of them without the other?
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It would be possible for me to be married and not have a husband, Odeon.
You are married but you don't have a husband, do you?
If I were married to a woman, I would have a wife, but I don't.
I do have a husband. We have been married for twelve years. We have a child together.
McJagger is protecting Fluorescent from becoming fixated on someone who would never be attracted to him.
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LOL, Callaway. I just knew I shouldn't have posted that. 8)
Yeah, I know McJ is protecting him (and you, and just about every female on this board).
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some people are married to their work, you know.
down at the docks we marry containers to chassis all the time.
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If I were to be married to my job, I'd like to have a church wedding.
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yeah and too many assholes wouldn't be able to wear white. having been such corporate whores and all.
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yeah and too many assholes wouldn't be able to wear white. having been such corporate whores and all.
Although I suppose the women could claim to be techincally virgins since they've only been taking it up the ass.
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yeah and too many assholes wouldn't be able to wear white.? having been such corporate whores and all.
Although I suppose the women could claim to be techincally virgins since they've only been taking it up the ass.
Anal sex is sex, so no white dress.
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Wrong again, you wish it was you.? I got info from my clinical social worker.
Who are you talking to, Fluorescent? There's a Quote option when replying, and I suggest you to start using it. It's bloody annoying to not know who you're replying to.
I second this request. You don't always post directly underneath the person you are speaking to, and it doesn't help that you post several times in a row either.
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Who are you talking to, Fluorescent? There's a Quote option when replying, and I suggest you to start using it. It's bloody annoying to not know who you're replying to.
I second this request. You don't always post directly underneath the person you are speaking to, and it doesn't help that you post several times in a row either.
It gives Fluorescent the appearance of a guy talking to himself a lot. Which, I guess, would indicate that meds are needed.
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You should wear a white dress with the back abdomin area an off white.
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What is Schizotypal Personality Disorder?
Quick Summary:
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.
Symptoms of Schizotypal Personality Disorder:
* Odd or eccentric mannerisms or appearance
* Superstitious or preoccupied with paranormal phenomena
* Difficult to follow speech patterns
* Feelings of anxiety in social situations
* Suspiciousness and paranoia
* Odd beliefs or magical thinking
* Appears shy, aloof, or withdrawn to others
http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/schizotypal.html
Sound like anyone you know?
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yeah and too many assholes wouldn't be able to wear white. having been such corporate whores and all.
Although I suppose the women could claim to be techincally virgins since they've only been taking it up the ass.
Anal sex is sex, so no white dress.
Well since we talking about how they have been metaphorically taking it up the ass your point is well pointless. Also how many people do you really think feel they can't wear white to get married if they're no longer a virgin these days??
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Where is Fluorescent?
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Where is Fluorescent?
Maybe my pictures of him scared him off.
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see one day, in about a month, someone, somewhere, will blame me for scaring him off.
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yeah and too many assholes wouldn't be able to wear white.? having been such corporate whores and all.
Although I suppose the women could claim to be techincally virgins since they've only been taking it up the ass.
Anal sex is sex, so no white dress.
Well since we talking about how they have been metaphorically taking it up the ass your point is well pointless.? ?Also how many people do you really think feel they can't wear white to get married if they're no longer a virgin these days??
I was being a smartass. I thought it was funny because it kind of rhymed.... 8)
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I highligted what you, Mc Jagger, said in red.? How I responded is in blue.? My internet was cut off, for some reason, so I could not put this earlier.
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Quote from: Callaway on June 01, 2006, 03:03:27 AM
Quote from: fluorescent on May 29, 2006, 11:49:09 AM
Let me put one thing past you.? I cannot afford meds even if I changed my mind. I have medicare, but I live on social security.? I have and extremely limited income. Med adjustment may? cost 120 per month, and I get 650 per month. I don;t know if medicare will bill me. They may not? work either.
Abilify is an expensive medication, I know, but some of the new Medicare plans pay for prescription drugs now.? I wonder if your social worker could help you figure out how to afford medication.
With an income of $650 a month, couldn't you qualify for Medicaid?? Medicaid pays for prescription drugs with a very low copay.
I think you show many symptoms of bipolar along with your AS or HFA.? Maybe you are just mimicking your mother to get along better with her but it is more likely you have inherited bipolar tendencies from her and your father.? There are several medications to help with bipolar symptoms other than the lithium your mother takes.? If you are bipolar, Adderal may make your mood swings much more extreme.? If you decide to take it, watch out for this.
callaway was the person right above you in the post yo u just made, but you were responding to odeon.
re-read this post fluorescent.? and please this does not mean that you need to start sending callaway a ton of pm's.
one more time:
do not send callaway a ton of pm's. she is married and she has a husband.? married and has a husband.? she has a husband. ? [/color]
Posted by: odeon?
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Fluorescent, I mean no disrespect. It's just that if you really believe that it's a good idea for anyone else than a medical professional to prove or disprove that you need meds, and do that on an Internet forum, well that's actually the only proof I'd need May 31 7:10pm
Posted on: May 31, 2006, 07:16:47PMPosted by: fluorescent?
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Wrong again, you wish it was you.? I got info from my clinical social worker.
? ? No, you need to reread,? I highlighted an important clue, so you could understand that I was right. Odeon is who I was talking too, he has been calling me incompetent for awhile now.? I notice two things though, he does not understand and he is tactful. I also mentioned I recieve medicaid not medicare.? Both of us should not do an AS thing, and miss the big picture. That is more of a happeh thing right?? ?I want to remind you the issue is "Prove Fluorescent Needs Meds", and not who is wrong or right.? I only did that to prove I am not an idiot, but you are not an idiot either. We all were dealt unfair cards, so I believe we are not idiots.? We try our best, and that is all that matters.
? ? ?My social worker, a qualified clinical social worker, said I do not have bipolar disorder. A psychologist was seeing a person who had discrete personality disorder, and they did the same thing you are.? The psychologist was? blown away when bipolar disorder disappeared with the discrete personality disorder.? The psychologist did a mental health exam too.? ?
? ? ?You assume I cannot get better with issue of stalking.? That is not a black and white issue. Who says I can;t just move on? I did not even know callaway was a female.? I want to remind you, the issue is, "Prove Fluorescent Needs Meds."
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Here is what you said, Randy:
I have medicare
If you get Medicaid, they pay for prescription medications.? Why would you say you can't afford medications even though you need them? Even if you get Medicare, they pay for prescription drugs too:
http://www.boston.com/news/local/rhode_island/articles/2006/01/11/rhode_island_sets_up_emergency_prescription_drug_program/
A qualified clinical social worker is not qualified to diagnose whether or not you are bipolar. You would need a psychiatrist to diagnose bipolar disorder and prescribe medication.
You assume I cannot get better with issue of stalking. That is not a black and white issue. Who says I can;t just move on? I did not even know callaway was a female.
Yes, I am a female. Thanks for moving on and not stalking me. I was stalked IRL for years and I take that sort of thing very seriously.
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Wow, I said this quite alot. Its the adjustment period that I can;t afford. If I got the right dose, I could afford the meds. I don;t need them, I have fealt so great these past couple of days, that if I did take the meds it would be toxic. Regular meditation is all I need. Those herbs keep stimulating the liver and kidneys, and they make me irritable. I took the begining dose, not even the medium dose, and I got irritable. You start low and work your way up in seven days. What this says, to me, is my liver and or kidney is in trouble. I have noticed though after herbs and good diet take affect, the same dose of those herbs don;t have any affect. My guess is liver and kidneys are getting better. I seem to be thinking better and mood stabalization is better too. Something was fucked up, but seems to be getting better.
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I am not sure about this, but are some of you resentful because I am not on meds and you are? There is no reason for this. I will teach you my secrets, for mood mantainence. I don;t talk out my asshole, I did alot of reading.
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Meds or not, I don't care. I eat whatever I have to, and you do the same. Or not. Whatever works for you...
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I am not sure about this, but are some of you resentful because I am not on meds and you are?? There is no reason for this.? I will teach you my secrets, for mood mantainence.? I don;t talk out my asshole, I did alot of reading.
Nah, i think i'll take a pass.