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Start here => What's your crime? Basic Discussion => Topic started by: mdagli1 on January 21, 2018, 10:31:50 PM
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Do you hurt people or are you hurt by people?
A NAS site user described this type of choice as a 'double blag' and I wanted to know what were your thoughts on this.
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Shouldn't both options be selectable?
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One of the good things about being older is that I've learned to do both on a far less regular basis.
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One of the good things about being older is that I've learned to do both on a far less regular basis.
You hurt my feelings :bigcry: :autism:
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Shouldn't both options be selectable?
Unfortunately, a personality disorder is not a developmental disorder.
Faulty personalities project their negative energies onto others whilst developmentals tend to reflect negative energies back onto themselves.
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Welcome back.
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Shouldn't both options be selectable?
Or a neither option.
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In my case its both. I will start a fight, for certain specific reasons, like seeing a kid being battered by a group of older thugs, against which the kid is obviously defenseless) or similar sorts if thing where a gang is attacking a lone person, a wouldbe thief trying to mug someone etc.
Also if communications between myself and one or more others are very obviously breaking down to the point where a fight is inevitable. In such cases I'll not wait for end--stage provocation to happen, I'll just attack, going for whoever seems to be the hardest looking one, to inflict a blow intended to cripple them and make absolutely certain that whichever scumbag would have been the greatest threat won't play any role in the conflict, and have to have their injury treated in hospital before they can walk again (I.e something like a sideways-aimed stamp kick to the knee joint, intended to rip off tendons, break bone etc, and cripple the opponent physically and through hideous, shrieking agonizing pain No, not very nice, but there really isn't any such thing as 'nice' if being assaulted, you either fight nasty, vicious, dirty and without the least thought of being forgiving, or you get your head kicked in; or worse.
Basically you have to do what you have to do, regardless of how distasteful, how brutal, pain-inflicting, or permanently, irrevocably untreatably crippling an injury you deal out. If some pack of shitheads start it, then remember that a pack is a lot more dangerous, by a LONG fucking way, and its an ideal situation in which to get torn to pieces if you are alone, unless of course you are packing and they aren't.
But if you cannot escape (always the better option-run like fuck an don't stop until certain you've lost the little wankers ) and HAVE to fight, if its you vs a pack then aim for every blow to break bones, snap tendons, crush windpipes, remove one or both eyes, rupture eardrums (the way to do yjis is to clap both hands, slightly cupped, over both ears at once, the sudden pressure-wave ruptures the eardrums of an enemy. Very effective, but of course only a tactic when it must be used. It'll put even a serious hardcase shitbag thug on the ground screaming [but unable to hear hinself scream, as you've just rendered him deaf; may as well follow it up with a stamp on his lower ribs, close to the inner side of the torso, where the ribs are easiest to break whilst he is down, making certain he stays where he is put until an ambulance puts him elsewhere ( don't ring them youself at all if posssible; otherwise use a payphone and push the '999' with a stick to avoid DNA evidence, and use fingers to dial your own number, making a quick answerphone msg to home or cell, and make it bland crap, make it shortly, a few before calling the ambulance.....but better not to call help for them, puts you at legal risk and besides they don't deserve it, they deserve to be left to scream in the agonizing pain they brought upon their worthless, subhuman selves.
And don't use a payphone close to the one used to call an ambulance if any have injuries that would otherwise end up fatal. Use one some distance away, pull any hood etc. over your head and alter your voice as best you can.
Legal obfuscation and deniability is important, especially if you've just taken on several 'people' and smashed their faces in, gutted some thug with a broken bottle, or worse. I which case never draw attention to yourself by calling them, help, just leave ASAP, either someone else will hear the screaming and ring the ambulance, one might be capable of using one the thugs phones, or they will suffer and die as they deserve.
IMO if somebody is a fucking thug who goes round looking for what seems to them like the most vulnerable, easiest target, to batter for 'fun' andmaybe jack for property while at it, if they find out that they just tried to bite off something a LOT bigger and nastier than they can eat, then GOOD!, so much the better!
One less attacker of innocents and piece of trash walking our world.
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OMG mdagli1 finally posted! :GA:
Unfortunately, a personality disorder is not a developmental disorder.
Faulty personalities project their negative energies onto others whilst developmentals tend to reflect negative energies back onto themselves.
It's nice to see you're still a half-full-glass type of guy. :zoinks:
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One less attacker of innocents and piece of trash walking our world.
I'm uncertain if that would work when dealing with an abusive employer or a partner that actively choose to play on a condition.
If terrorising the hated developmentals to support the abuse from haters is considered the norm, should I kill myself for being a targeted individual or kill myself AND other people?
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That is actually a really good observation IMO regarding projection vs being on the shitty end of the stick.
Whilst both are, as far as I understand it, ingrained, a personality disorder, whilst just as persistent, and there for the duration, does cause others to suffer. Whilst I've never had a conversation about it with someone with a personality disorder, from everything I have ever either read, or directly seen, THEY don't suffer from it, others suffer because they end up through whatever means, in the sphere of influence of the turd with the personality disorder. Those with a developmental disorder, or a developmentally-acquired 'disorder' (such as autistic spectrum 'disorders' [hah, as if. If anything we are more demanding by nature of an orderly environment, as evinced by hostility towards major changes in life in a great many of us auties and aspies, not so sure about Rett's girls, since I only know one, and she is a chimaera, and as such highly, extremely atypical, so much so as to more or less take the entire clinical handbook on Rett's syndrome, write it in ogham, turn it upside down, and attempt to reconstruct it after setting it on fire and boiling it in acid, from the ICP-MS spectrum of the isotopic ratio of elements present in what used to be its makeup, AFTER the acid-boiling.) Completely and totally the opposite of everything you'd think to expect if before being introduced, you'd read on Rett's, had one first studied all the available literature on it. Unless 'contrary as fuck in a celibate order within the first church of anti-profanity' is a newly added defining symptom as of this year.
But AFAIK we all want structure in our lives, or most of us. The majority at least, and many NEED it like I need my lab, and both myself and every other denizen of I2 needs oxygen to breathe and exhales CO2, with the nitrogen content of the atmosphere discharged without use. And in other respects, I'd not be quick to call it a disorder either. Certainly not this autie, or the others I've met. And the others, are legion. Aspie, HFA, LFA, in-the-middle-F-A. The vast majority seem, as long as conditions which are contrary to our nature are not forced upon us, to be happy. Unless MADE to be unhappy, autism in and of itself does not seem to be an active driving force for misery. And generally, it is either environmental conditions or the active hatred of others towards us, bullying, esp. when young, that makes us unhappy. In the case of those with personality disorders, they are a vile force for distribution of hate and suffering.
And in certain cases of developmental conditions, such as Down's syndrome, those with Down's, are often spoken of as having an innately pro-happy disposition, in fact in my reading, I don't think in the case of Down's specifically, being the cause of somebody being mired in despair.
In the case of personality disorders, its a different kettle of fish altogether; and a different kettle of rotting, decaying, diseased fish at that. One that doesn't give a flying two-fingered dead dog fuck about anybody BUT themselves. In short, in both reading and experience, utter bastards. Although I'd freely admit the clinical literature doesn't tend to use the term 'what a fucking cunt; diagnose, make damn sure you are correct and then shoot in the stomach with a shotgun at close range and leave to die slowly and in torment'
Mdagli1-I'd say 'don't abuse people, but if one goes around abusing people and treating oneself like a god at the expense of everyone around one being treated like dog crap being scraped out of the treads of one's boots, then don't be all too surprised if one of these days, such a person ends up taking a sharp object in somewhere vital'
And by 'developmental' do you MEAN 'developmental disorder' (w/ disorder possibly being spoken in snarkage) or do you mean 'personality disorder' (such as sociopathy, psychopathy, borderline personality disorder [seen this up close, not me personally but unfortunately had to live with one for a few years...it felt like living a ratio of 1 year=century, and more of a sentence handed down than a life. And it narrowly missed ending up with the death of at least one of us, on several occasions. In the end, it was the fact that the creature I lived with attacked with a sword, whilst I had been able to blockade the bedroom door, and that I two, own a sword, and also had a dart rifle, a S&W, and a .22 airgun, and the former with some rather nasty things tainting the round in the barrel, meant for both rapid extirpation of a target and if one did live, then slow, nasty removal of same on so much as a glancing hit.
And if you mean a nasty, vicious thug who derives glee from assaulting, tormenting, potentially sexually assaulting, and bullying other, innocent people, usually/often picking on those they see as weakest and least able to defend themselves or to seek the help of another in defending themselves from such predation and/or sexual exploitation, then yes, they should be destroyed.
Because such are no better than a rabid dog. You cannot cure a dog infected with rabies, all you can do is put it down, hopefully before it kills somebody. And in the case of a rabid animal, they are not sentient humans, and they are not what they are meant to be, because their brain is being destroyed by the virus infection that will kill them too, as well as their victims.
In the case of a homo sapiens who simply derives sustenance and glee from the agony and torture of people, then they are filth. And probably incurably so. Bullies, and simple bullies who know no better may be taught otherwise, but in those who are virulent, torture-loving feasters upon the infliction of suffering, pain and misery upon human beings, then they too, they are worse than a rabid animal. Because whilst a rabid dog may pass on it's dreadful disease before it dies, and cause horrific suffering in the process of this, its acts are not premeditated and do not stem from the cause of the rabid dog's desire to inflict suffering and misery, they do not thrive on it, and have no more responsibility for it, than does an epileptic person who during a seizure, whilst unconscious etc., accidentally strikes a carer across the cheek.
But a homo sapiens sick little fuck, is just that, a sick little fuck. And the best that can be done is to put them down.
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Because whilst a rabid dog may pass on it's dreadful disease before it dies, and cause horrific suffering in the process of this, its acts are not premeditated and do not stem from the cause of the rabid dog's desire to inflict suffering and misery, they do not thrive on it, and have no more responsibility for it, than does an epileptic person who during a seizure, whilst unconscious etc., accidentally strikes a carer across the cheek.
But a homo sapiens sick little fuck, is just that, a sick little fuck. And the best that can be done is to put them down.
Whilst most conditions are not out of choice by the host, would you might consider that a personality disorder IS a choice?
Whilst I'm all for euthanasia as an option for all regardless if healthy or not, should we reflect back at our tormenters for their predatory behaviour?
I wish to do something about freeing myself from these problems other than acting as another enabler.
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It doesn't SEEM to be from what I read. Brain architecture does seem different in those with vs without PDs. If somebody is a psycho, thug etc. and attacking you, then don't feel guilty for acting in self defense, or in defense of another. Prey should not have to feel guilt for striking back in defense against a wouldbe predator. It is the natural way of the world.
Those who are not at the top of the food chain in their ecosystem have defensive mechanisms usually. And if possible to do so, they, when something attempts to devour them, will strike back.
It doesn't matter if the example of 'those' is a single-celled marine alga species which produces a lethal biotoxin, such as saxitoxin from the infamous 'red tide', or a little brightly colored, almost plastic-looking little jungle frog, only the size of a fingernail, yet so poisonous that a single frog possesses within its body enough of such a potent poison that there is enough toxin within that one little tiny frog, which itself isn't actively violent towards other creatures than those it eats to live, but which is used defensively, lies sufficient of so virulent a poison that wee frog could, if it's defensive poison were divided equally, kill two large, adult, bull african elephants in moments, and when a jungle tribal hunter fires a blowgun-dart tipped with that venom, wiped across the back of the more toxic types of such frogs at a large ape in a tree, that ape drops from the ground instantaneously from the merest grazing scratch and is dead seconds after beginning its fall, long before ever hitting the ground. And so toxic are the most deadly of the dart-frogs that a large dog will die from a fatal heart attack within a few heartbeats merely from setting foot upon a piece of paper which such a frog's millimeter-sized toes trod upon. These frogs will exude their uber-fatal poison, batrachotoxin, when threatened, as well as its naturally being present in the skin of these amphibians, as a defense, one which must be both ultra-rapid acting and fatal in the extreme if it is to successfully act as a defense on the individual, rather than overall on the species level against a large predator, before being swallowed and dying, even if it would kill the predator after, but the frog dies all the same.
Yet, as deathly toxic as these little creatures are (actually, captive-born ones are not poisonous, they obtain the poison, and accumulate it in their bodies from their prey insects, which are thought to be one or more species of Melyrid beetles) they are tiny, and meek. They know full well what they are, as evinced by their bold, aposematic coloration, (coloration in a life-form which is bright and gaudy, not for the purpose of camoflage but to broadcast the message 'fuck with me and you are history, motherfucker', just like a wasp, or the hood of a cobra. It doesn't have to hide and seek shelter from wouldbe enemies, because it knows full damn well what it can do.) but at the same time, if not molested, that deadly frog won't seek out confrontation, aside from of course, its insect diet. But should something attempt to attack it, then too bad for the other critter, because it is screwed, with the exception of one species of snake, which has a unique voltage-gated sodium channel subtype mutation which renders it less susceptible to batrachotoxin (although the snake, if it attempts to prey on, and spits out such a frog, will still be made very, very, very ill, but at least some of the time, will eventually recover, and survive to know to eat anything but those frogs in the future. (also a very few birds, such as the Ifrita and the Pitohui, also contain batrachotoxin, although are not so deadly as the frogs themselves, but even contact of human skin with a touch of their feather reportedly causes numbness and tingling, eating one would probably on the other hand kill quite a few people, given the lethal weight of batrachotoxin is less than perhaps 1/5th of a single average sized grain of salt)
No shame in defending oneself if persecuted. If attacked, it is the natural way to defend oneself.
Of course as human beings with higher logical thought process capability, and who don't subsist on a diet of deadly poisonous beetles and build up the poison in our own bodies, we aren't bound to use deadly force upon a given assailant. Not to say in CERTAIN cases it might not be the only option.
But one need not kill a man for slapping one across the face. On the other hand, were it a wouldbe rapist, then they have it coming.
From my own point of view-whenever I leave the house, I leave it with the intention of minding my own business and going about my way. Going about my way unharmed by the deliberate actions of others. However if another sets about me with the intention of delivering unwanted/harmful force to my person, or that of somebody I care for then they can expect force to be met with force. And if I am certain that unprovoked hostilities are inevitable and I cannot retreat, and especially if the enemy is in number, and certainly if they are armed, I WILL strike the first blow if I am physically capable of doing so, and if I must do so, then that first preemptive strike will be one struck such as to do maximum damage in minimum time and to incapacitate the attacker. And if there be more than one, I'll do it again. I can if I must, and I have.
But when I leave the house any time I do, I do so only with the intention of my interactions with any and all being peaceful in nature. With the one exception of certain kinds of individual who do certain things way, way way past any threshold for being tolerable to anybody. Such as were I to witness a rape in progress, a child abduction, etc. And if I see someone torturing animals, whilst I've never seen a child kidnapper at work kidnapping, I have met a paedo once, somebody who without doubt, had been convicted and jailed for it, and yes, I kicked the living shite out of the fucking twat, pardon my french. And I neither felt any remorse for it at the time, despite his not having aggressed personally against me myself, nor do I feel any now. If I saw him again, I'd do it again without hesitation.
But if I meet somebody who ISN'T beyond sick-fuck like that child abuser and rapist, then I'm not going to begin the hostilities, with the two exceptions of the pre-emptive strike in self defense when hostilities cannot be avoided by any choice I have the capacity to make, and the other being in defense of another. In either case, I am not what you could call particularly forgiving. I don't go round STARTING the beef with people, but if I must act defensively then neither am I gentle about it, assuming genuine bodily harm is meant me, or another is being bullied.
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Hit back when hit at, otherwise laugh inwardly at the absurdities of people and life generally
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Ug, I don't want to accept that my condition attracts haters as much as I do.
I want to kill myself, not them. They deserve to take my life because the laws of nature say so. To admit otherwise would be a betrayal of facts.
If I was Jesus, I would get my dick out and tell god to suck it by swinging it around in the air. Because let's face it, even he too took his own life by proxy.
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That is NOT your fault. There are many who hate autistic people because we are different, because we aren't part of their herd, or any other by nature.
FUCK the cunts. Taking your own life would be letting trash, filth, vermin, sub-human stinking diseased offal, win. That is not the way of nature. The way of nature is when one would seek to strike you down, to stand tall and fight back, red in tooth and claw.
By all means, be peaceful when peace is to be, that is good. But when it is not to be, such as with bullies, they thrive on such malignancy as they give out, and to give in is to hand them victory on a silver platter. Fuck that, stand up and give the cunt a bloody nose, or if the situation demands it, a broken kneecap, jaw, arms, or all of the above. Make damn sure that a violent thug who seeks to harm you never tries again by making it absolutely clear that you WILL NOT tolerate it, and if they seek to deliver pain, then what they wish to give, they will instead, receive themselves and with interest.
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I'm glad you're back, mdagli1. :zoinks:
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Ignore the shitspeak from the gopher, as the name-title suggests it is a sockpuppet for comedic trolling purposes.
Look, if there are cunts taking it out on you, for being autistic, or whatever other reason, it is THEY who are in the wrong, and not you. Self harm would be handing them a victory on a silver platter. Don't do that, have courage and do not give in.
Stand tall, and if those who would hurt you try, don't be afraid to fight fire with fire, someone wants to take a punch at you? slam them one before they get to swing that fist, fucking nut the cunt, and feel no shame. Feel glad you stood up for yourself against a thug, especially a piece of worthless shit so low as to make you feel like you might want to end your own life because of their vile conduct.
Because shitheads like that aren't men, they are little brats with pencil dicks that take it out on other people that they think they can get away with it on, to compensate in their own tiny little minds for the fact that they are a pencil-dicked, no-account piece of garbage. They hate themselves inside for, however moronic one of that breed is, deep down, knowing that they are garbage, and all they will ever be is garbage.
What does one do, with trash? one does not stand there and let trash rain down on you. Trash is trash, and one takes out the trash and disposes of it.
Don't back down if you have to fight back and don't feel shame in fighting back against bullies. Take the cunt down. And if you need to, take classes in self defense, or in a 'field situation' so to speak, pack and iron bar and smack them upside the face with it repeatedly until what started as a jawbone is now a bag of shattered teeth in a bag of mangled meat.
And don't be shy about stamping on a bully laid low when they are on the ground either. Once you've gotten one of the bastards where they need to be-lying in the dirt where they belong, IN the dirt, AS dirt. Because that is what they are. Dirt. Trash. Garbage. Once the dirt is lying down nursing that knee in the bollocks and the headbutt to the nose, groaning (easy and quick tactics to pull off in a self defense situation, likewise a quick turn and aim towards the middle of the torso, about where the ribs would start to separate, and clasping the fist of the arm to strike with with the other hand, ram your elbow hard and fast into the solar plexus. Doesn't matter how hard somebody is, that will drop the fucker, its a pressure point and the incapacitating response to a hard blow there cannot be overridden by dint of willpower.)
Regardless, hit fast, hit hard, and hit without hesitation, because that will give an attacker an opening. In fending off blows, keep yourself side-on to give less area to hit, and elbows in tight, hands protecting your face (assuming you haven't done any martial arts training with different technique, but for basic self defense, keep it in tight, and try to avoid hook-punches, they are easy to block by forcefully slamming a forearm into their forearm (which leaves the person trying to land a hook type punch open to the likes of an uppercut to the solar plexus or jaw (if you are attacked by some bullying thug that is a CLASSIC, the old right/left hook. Easy to block, and leaves them right open to that knockdown blow to the solar plexus, and/or an uppercut with an open palm, using the heel of the hand to the jaw (more likely to break their jawbone if you give it somewhat of a sideways impact angle, or at least dislocate it.)
Kicks to the balls, or whatever they'd have mounted below their pencil-dick, obvious reliable asshole-meet-floor move, ducking under and moving past a punch if aimed to your face, then when past them using stamping sort of kick to the back of the knee, again, fairly simple easy and effective way to down an assailant (and potentially cripple them, if done hard enough by tearing tendon from bone, if that happens then they won't be physically able to stand, let alone keep attacking you, and they won't be recovering during the fight, they'll need surgical reattachment of a tendon-avulsion injury (so feel free to give them a kicking while you've got the little shit down for the count, drive the message home)
And as mentioned, if you really have to, nothing like (although might well be illegal to carry or in some countries even own) a set of brass knuckles.
Another tactic that can be useful in a quick getaway, is, in countries where its illegal to carry mace, pepper spray etc. is to have a can of deodorant on your person. If attacked, right in the eyes. Its full of alcohol. I nearly got the fuck knocked out of me once by just such a brainless, but severe hardcase of a thug and bully that had it in for me. Got him in the eyes with a big long spray of deodorant and itran for it. He was a big bastard, and I'd been told likely to be carrying a knife, and one on one he'd have ripped my arms and legs off and beat me to death with them most likely in a fair fight.
Which is exactly the reason why if attacked you NEVER even THINK about fighting back in a 'fair' way. Use every low-down, nasty, dirty trick in the book of nasty dirty low down tricks, if you go down, try something like grabbing a handful of soil and when they go for you if your still down, throw it in their eyes, or if you can get up first, go as if to punch with the other hand, without letting them know what you've got in the other fist, them let them eat dirt. Literally. Right in the eyes and nut the bugger etc.
If you really have got a serious threat bad enough that you feel as if you would take your own life rather than suffer the depredations of such filth, then theres a few basic self defense techniques, not fancy, no special training needed, just quick, painful, in some cases like the stamping kick to the back or side of the knee joint then capable of outright crippling your assailant.
I hope you won't need them. But at the same time, if you would otherwise be done harm, then don't cower, strike and make it count. And don't just twat them once and wait and hope they will stop. Keep at it until you are sure you have really made it count when it does count.
And afterwards? feel no shame. Just get out of the situation asap, and leave them there. Not your fault they chose to pick on you, attack you and got the shit kicked out of them as a direct consequence. Bugger that. Be glad in your heart that you successfully stood up for yourself and gave 'em hell. Because if they attacked you, they provoked the fight, they have nobody but themselves to blame if they get handed a beating. Please, don't take those self defense techniques and use them just to go around 'proving yourself', then you become the bully you hate and would fight against. But against the bully, then go for it and flatten the prick. Bullies deserve what they get.
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Whilst I do admire the idea of taking out a target painter, I lost the capacity to care for myself long ago. I'm medicated so that my capacities to retaliation have been subdued preemptively. (aripiprazole and sertraline)
So unfortunately, I'm already dead...
If it was up to me, I'd attack myself first by strapping a detonator to me first then wait for human hoard to charge at me with all their weapons of misfortune. Because in the end, it was my fault for their projections. My mother, my bullies from school, my bosses from work, my self, I need them more they need me.
I am autism, primed and ready to explode. I just need to be triggered.
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I sincerely hope that is trolling or satire. That sounds like an autism speaks campaign.
The time to rip into somebody is when they are attempting to inflict physical harm upon your body and you must defend yourself.
If you TELL yourself you are hopeless and could never defend yourself, and let yourself believe this, then you'll only make it a self fulfilling prophecy.
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Nope, I'm being genuine for once.
Every interaction with the human beings is like being invaded with little recourse.
I have obfuscated my identity behind a smokescreen of distortion to which even I'm lost in. It's my final and last line of defence. I fight on terms with myself by myself. I shall unravel only once the damage has been done.
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Ignore the shitspeak from the gopher...
Yeah, instead you should take Lestat's violent advice and land yourself in jail. :zoinks:
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Gopher glitter, a jail is not different to a hospital or a house. It has 4 walls that threaten your survival from getting off this planet. Do you want to stay trapped in earth's gravity well? Think about it.
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I like my house. It has good foods and the nearest hockey arena is only a few miles away. :zoinks:
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Do you want to stay trapped in earth's gravity well?
Yeah, actually. It helps keep breathable gasses nearby.
While I don't really love breathing that much, I find I greatly
dislike it when I cannot. But, maybe it's an acquired taste.
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I tried to make it abundantly clear, calandale, that none of those moves were ever for use casually. But for when bullying thugs that seem like they were making the OP's life such a misery they were considering killing themselves, to protect themselves from actual assault and bodily harm as a result.
That is why I posted them, because the OP seemed to be at a point they might even consider ending their own lives, just to be free of bullying.
If the choice is between constant brutality (receiving), and striking back at such an oppressor, is it not legitimate to defend oneself? and in a self defense situation where one must either strike or be broken, then there really isn't the place on a forum to give fancy moves in advice where they need much training in a martial art to use them successfully, rather, such a vulnerable individual who is being attacked and hurt so badly needs techniques that they will be able to use, and which do not take extensive training. Simple, extremely effective, although nothing I suggested was lethal, But simple enough that anybody can learn them and in a true bind, use them if they must.
Discretion is the better part of valor often, as it is said. And knowing when NOT to fight, and regardless of what the assailant thinks of one for it, running the fuck away is just as valid. But when trapped, with your arse in a corner, and an attacker or group of attackers coming in to victimize and brutalize, they have no right to do that to somebody, least of all because someone is autistic and hated for that.
Notice I posted of the incident where I got out of a very likely knifing, as well as an otherwise certain beating? I sprayed him in the eyes with ordinary deodorant spray and ran whilst the meatheaded thug clutched at their face and howled in pain and anger. Finding out some of the family relations (who weren't and aren't bad people, but knew exactly who I meant after I spoke of it to them) to this piece of shit, got him off my back for good, because I was a friend of the family of some of the thug's relatives, they confirmed it, that he'd have killed me without a second thought other than how best to clean and dispose of the knife.
Was I wrong to temporarily blind him, and incapacitate him for a while in a lot of (non-fatal of course) pain, rather than try to take him on and be killed as a result? I don't think so. And of course, I cannot easily match a healthy man in a running match, because my own body won't let me, my hip joints are in constant pain WITH painkillers and WITHOUT any thug encouraging said pain to worsen, I've nerve damage in one leg and a fucked up knee joint, which the other knee seems, worse my luck, to want to join.
SOMETIMES, calandale, the best and indeed sometimes the only defense is a good offense, when you know full damn well that the opponent is going to use you as a punching bag given a chance. Would you stick around and let somebody batter the crap out of you? I doubt it. And yes, run for it if you can, but when the chips are down, sometimes it has to be done. And who the fuck would sympathize with a bully intent on tormenting those they see as most vulnerable and the easiest target, until they take their own lives?
Now, don't get me wrong, some of his later responses afterwards I find VERY disturbing, especially things like targeting former employers and the like, thats messed up. And wrong, even if they are cunts, unless they are actually actively there, trying to stamp your skull into mulch.
But as I say, IF the chips are thrown down and it is all one can do, save to accept being repeatedly haing the shit kicked out of you by those who despise you simply because you live and breathe, it is they who are in the wrong, not the person who strikes such an assailant, to put them down and out on the count. If YOU were being bullied for being autistic so severely, that you were on the brink of taking your own life to end that torment? what would YOU suggest? offing yourself FOR them, handing the bullying, evil (and yes, bullies are just that) little swine the victory they so desire and would rejoice in on a silver plate? or driving a knee into their groin when one tries to beat on you for being a 'retard', a 'spacker' a 'mongoloid freak', a 'spastic' and leaving them there on the ground nursing their sore, aching set of nackers?
I'm guessing if that were a situation you were put in, you'd choose your own survival, you'd choose the persecutor to fuck off and stop persecuting you, thanks to a newfound fear of the results of trying to persecute you, rather than to be tortured day in, day out as if it were a game being played, and you being the ball to be kicked.
Or am I wrong?
The OPs subsequent posts are unfortunate, and most alarming, as well as worded in just the kind of way that gives us spazzes a bad rep by the ignorant. But the way he or she first presented their problems, it did indeed look like they were being used as a punchbag. And NOBODY deserves a bully or bullies to use them for sport. Least of all because they are autie or aspie. Those that do that to our kind, they ARE in the wrong, there is no arguing against THAT. Bullies are trash, and the toll of innocent human lives that must end every year per country thanks to such bullying is sickening, that can never be the right thing, to allow it to happen. And such people shouldn't be made afraid to defend themselves.
Worst comes to worst, it is better to have to present a case of self defense in court, than either be killed directly, or driven to suicide by torment and torture. In life, one has to think of one's own personal safety and rights, and act to protect oneself from having those rights to life and personal safety being taken away, especially for the mere amusement of some mindless, bullying thug.
So I did what I could, knowing at the time what the OP had been saying. His LATER responses, AFTER my post on the other hand, those are situations where no, I wouldn't consider it valid response to attack and smash somebody into the dirt, again save only where they are indeed nevertheless going to subject one's person to violent attack.
And it IS how things work. Those who are preyed upon, aside, all too often, humans, defend themselves in whatever way they can. Why should WE not defend OUR selves, when some vicious predator seeks to make us bottom of the food chain?
I know I sure as shit won't stand for it. Either being done to me myself, or were I ever to see it being done to another who cannot defend themselves for whatever reason. Would you stand by, say, and let a little old lady get mugged and battered? if you would then I really have very little respect for you whatsoever. Right is right and wrong is wrong. And unfortunately we don't always have that luxury of being able to just tell some arsehole to piss off, and to walk away. Sometimes one must, in the correct circumstances, if it boils down to it, exercise that right to self preservation. I have that right, you have that right, everybody has the right not to lie down and take it as a whipping-boy for some shithead thug.
I sure as shit don't want to see this guy kill himself, anymore than I want to see him strap a nailbomb to himself, walk into a crowd of people and take out the lot, just to weed out a few dirty little bullying pieces of trash, calandale. What he posted AFTER I posted those defense tips-and thats what they are, DEFENSIVE countermeasures, not tips on going hunting for vengeance, that wasn't what I was encouraging or trying to encourage. What I was trying to do, was help somebody who seemed to be at their wits end, to the point of possible suicide, to defend themselves from the depredations of bullying thugs.
Something everybody has the right to, is not to have to worry about being battered in an unprovoked assault any time they would walk out of their door. The right to both life and dignity; and to self defense against those who would take these basic, fundamental personal rights away from one by force and brutality.
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Nope, I'm being genuine for once.
Every interaction with the human beings is like being invaded with little recourse.
I have obfuscated my identity behind a smokescreen of distortion to which even I'm lost in. It's my final and last line of defence. I fight on terms with myself by myself. I shall unravel only once the damage has been done.
Uuum, yeah. This histrionic nihilism isn't as edgy as you think it is. :jaded:
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Goading someone to cum at you is not edgy ether. Sorry to disappoint.
Anyway, at the root of it is actually to do with anxiety. Having hallucinated and suffer from physical pains from it, it's not abusers that I'm dealing with but their mere presence is enough.
And I don't believe violence is the best treatment for it ether.
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Goading someone to cum at you is not edgy ether. Sorry to disappoint.
Are you a masochist of some kind? Do you enjoy being treated like a dirty little whore?? :ATM: :eyebrows:
Anyway, at the root of it is actually to do with anxiety. Having hallucinated and suffer from physical pains from it, it's not abusers that I'm dealing with but their mere presence is enough.
Are you sure someone didn't slip some LSD tabs into your drink??
And I don't believe violence is the best treatment for it ether.
Too bad, you might make a good posterchild for ANTIFA.
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I'm glad you're back, mdagli1. :zoinks:
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Ignore the shitspeak from the gopher...
Yeah, instead you should take Lestat's violent advice and land yourself in jail. :zoinks:
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mdagli1, not that I’m assuming it’s easy for you, or uncomplicated, I get what it feels like to want out. I’m just asking out of curiosity, with no judgement, do you think there is a way to get out of your situation, no matter how small...without killing yourself?
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As long as the PD's effect me without me being in control of myself, the only way to move on is simply not be alive... I am a target because of this condition and I have every right to choose to say, no thank you. The damage is already done and this condition is blocking me from recovery.
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As long as the PD's effect me without me being in control of myself, the only way to move on is simply not be alive... I am a target because of this condition and I have every right to choose to say, no thank you. The damage is already done and this condition is blocking me from recovery.
What's with your constant proclamations of helplessness??
You're only helpless if you choose to be so.
Your constant whinging gets old fast.
Say something interesting for a change.
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Seems mr pisshead is getting angwy over here for nothing.
Maybe if they stopped killing himself with hate, someone might want to know...
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Who are you talking about?
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I'm so horny right now...
I could cum over there and dump a load down yo throat but some know about yo enjoyment of chewing some nuts. So best to avoid, angwy man.
Unless of course you want a gob full of teabags, mr pissy...
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No, no, no.
I'm the pitcher, you're the catcher.
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Yeah well, keep hating. Because in the end, only you lose out on others.
So, aim high and keep shooting yo sparkle dust up dat rope.
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I don't hate you, I'm just hoping for some entertainment value out of you.
So far, it's the same old boring shit from last time. :zzz:
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Looks like there is more to this than what appeared to be an aspie/autie getting bullied.
History here I've missed?
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Are you going to get an avatar this time, mdagli1?
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So far, it's the same old boring shit from last time. :zzz:
:agreed: :indeed: Last time he said he just wanted to be hated and banned. I was hoping he would settle in but that didn't happen, and when he came back I thought it might be because he wanted to give this place a second chance, so I expected something different. :dunno:
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Looks like there is more to this than what appeared to be an aspie/autie getting bullied.
He's only being bullied in his own imagination, as far as I can tell.
History here I've missed?
Yeah, he was a member here before and pulled the same shtick.
Maybe he wants us to hate on him because he finds it entertaining? :dunno:
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I'm not here for your entertainment. I'm here to kill myself with your projections.
So far, all I'm getting is the same old crap from last time.
Maybe if you lot weren't so hell bent on helping yourselves, just maybe you could actually hurt someone that does not want to be saved.
If you can't trigger me into taking my own life, then I'm wasting my time again. I guess you lot must be scared about being charged with involuntary manslaughter by your local authorities...
I hate this condition as much as I resent the trauma bonding with predators. If you want me dead, say so now so that I can pursue my agenda with you personally. If not then go back to yourselves, because I'm not interested in you.
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Well I suppose thats a good thing, if your correct and he isn't being abused by some asshole. The way this read at first it sounded like he was getting the shit tortured out of him. (Hence why I gave him those basic self defense tips)
But bugger it, if he's just a troll. Oh well, no harm done I suppose. At least, I hope not, and that HE isn't an asshole who'd use it against someone who didn't have it coming, and BECOME the same thing I hoped to help him stop. At least trolls generally stay under their bridges whenever they come out from whatever stone they happen to inhabit the nether regions of :P and if they come to message boards to troll then they aren't too likely to be going out on murder sprees of little old ladies and kitten-stompings. :LOL:
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If you believe I'm a troll, that's your problem in your own head. Not really enough for me to work with, unfortunately.
Just saw some NT enabling scum getting murdered on the news by someone with a PD. That's where I want to be if I figure out how to start a relationship with anyone because of this condition.
Maybe I should go back into hospital, I had a much higher success rate there finding the fuckers.
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You might try the homeless as well. I often find what seems like similarity there.
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'NT enabling scum'?
If you aren't trolling then you sure as shit aren't setting things out clearly on the table where people can see what you are posting about and potentially give helpful input.
And also, 99.95% chance it was the murderer who was/is the scumbag rather than the victim. Depends why someone was murdered I guess, but most likely some bugger with a PD offing some other bugger, it was the murderer.
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Didn't you try the "I'm going to kill myself unless you can talk me out of it" routine on aspiesforfreedom? About 6 or 7 years ago?
Many forums have a rule against suicide threats for very good reasons. i.e. any suicide threats are immediately deleted and the poster is asked to contact relevant support groups in their own location.
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I guess he just thinks we're more helpful.
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'NT enabling scum'?
Yes... People that fall in love with haters to harm others. Unfortunately for them, they failed to follow through and lost their life to them.
This site says you lot love to be hated, how about actually using some of it and actually do some real damage by enabling me into taking myself out instead of others?
If your not going to help me achieve my goal then I'll just have to do it solo.
With my dick in one hand and my phone in the other, how can I lose?
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I'm not here for your entertainment. I'm here to kill myself with your projections.
Ok, so now we're back to your main theme, helpless dependence on others. You have the mind of a toddler, we get that.
Maybe if you lot weren't so hell bent on helping yourselves, just maybe you could actually hurt someone that does not want to be saved.
Ok, so you're a masochist, you're in luck! you can pay a local dominatrix to dominate you and it's perfectly legal!! :thumbup:
If you can't trigger me into taking my own life, then I'm wasting my time again. I guess you lot must be scared about being charged with involuntary manslaughter by your local authorities...
Gee... ... do ya think??
I hate this condition as much as I resent the trauma bonding with predators. If you want me dead, say so now so that I can pursue my agenda with you personally. If not then go back to yourselves, because I'm not interested in you.
Explain to me why we have to help you kill yourself. If you were serious, you wouldn't need us, just do it.
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That's where I want to be if I figure out how to start a relationship with anyone because of this condition.
Back to the dependency on others, why is this??
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This site says you lot love to be hated, how about actually using some of it and actually do some real damage by enabling me into taking myself out instead of others?
More dependency. I just have to call this what it is, childish manipulation techniques.
If your not going to help me achieve my goal then I'll just have to do it solo.
With my dick in one hand and my phone in the other, how can I lose?
Edit: Uuum, a gun would be more useful than a phone, just sayin.
a gun would be more useful than your dick, just sayin.
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On one of the forums that mdagli1 claims to be banned from they are certainly not banned.
Their status says: "away", reason: "dead".
Congratulations mdagli1 on your resurrection and continued existence.
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I'm not here for your entertainment. I'm here to kill myself with your projections.
So far, all I'm getting is the same old crap from last time.
Maybe if you lot weren't so hell bent on helping yourselves, just maybe you could actually hurt someone that does not want to be saved.
If you can't trigger me into taking my own life, then I'm wasting my time again. I guess you lot must be scared about being charged with involuntary manslaughter by your local authorities...
I hate this condition as much as I resent the trauma bonding with predators. If you want me dead, say so now so that I can pursue my agenda with you personally. If not then go back to yourselves, because I'm not interested in you.
You are a meat sack. You have not made any impression on me. I do not wish or ill or well. You have flown completely under my radar. I do not care if you live or die. Your existence or lack thereof would not raise an eyebrow from me.
But ask anyone here, I am reactive. Not very emotionally invested but very reactive. You just come across as a little entitled, little confused, little whiny and very boring. Not the first to grace these board with these kinds of traits. There are much more interesting people here I like and dislike. Hell, if you were a complete arsehole I would probably go you for laughs without caring to know anything about you but you have the rather undeserved position that you can write whiny sad sack drivel and we will leap to positions you wish us to on the basis you have us figured out?
You are beneath notice. A nothing. A nobody. no personality to connect to anyone here even to engage you enough to learn about who you are or what motivates you. Certainly not enough to love you or hate you.
It is not on us, it is on you. Try harder and you may be worth notice. MAY
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... I'm from the UK, no gunz available to stick up my bum. Sorry
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... I'm from the UK, no gunz available to stick up my bum. Sorry
Look up 'pipe shotgun'. If you're sticking it in your ass, you don't really have to worry much about
accuracy or safety.
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I'm not here for your entertainment. I'm here to kill myself with your projections.
So far, all I'm getting is the same old crap from last time.
Maybe if you lot weren't so hell bent on helping yourselves, just maybe you could actually hurt someone that does not want to be saved.
If you can't trigger me into taking my own life, then I'm wasting my time again. I guess you lot must be scared about being charged with involuntary manslaughter by your local authorities...
I hate this condition as much as I resent the trauma bonding with predators. If you want me dead, say so now so that I can pursue my agenda with you personally. If not then go back to yourselves, because I'm not interested in you.
We haven't had use for this one in a while:
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At this point, I'm all your fault for surviving.
Congrats
FYI, i deleted my account when I was in hospital. Since then I have bought a flat, drive a car and got a stimulating job that isn't boring and pays well. I have returned to throw myself away starting with you.
If you can't face the reality that I can gas myself when I want to at a moments notice, then just maybe you should stop being yourselves and get back with the program. No one wants to live with any kind of disorder unless it's dishing out hurt to others with impunity from grief. That is how it is.
Now if you don't mind, I'm off to have a nice long relaxing wank. You know, because I hate myself so much.
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:LMAO:
And I thought that Crywanking (https://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Cry%20wank) was a made up term. :rofl:
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So easy to bait... I mix the truth with half truths and out right lies. Go through my posts again and have a guess. Your responses are mere measurements of hateful capacities. And watch me care as I move on...
Sad to say, most of you appear to be no threat at all...
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At this point, I'm all your fault for surviving.
Did my best. 'pologies.
Can we go back to batting you around now, or are you going to insist on us killing you first?
If you can't face the reality that I can gas myself when I want to at a moments notice...
great. So, what was your problem again? I feel relieved of all responsibility to eliminate you.
Once you complete that task, feel free to come back for more advice. That should be more interesting.
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So easy to bait...
U R such a mastur trool. :tard:
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So how about that avatar?
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So easy to bait... I mix the truth with half truths and out right lies. Go through my posts again and have a guess. Your responses are mere measurements of hateful capacities. And watch me care as I move on...
Sad to say, most of you appear to be no threat at all...
The problem with being proud of your ability to deceive people is that those familiar with you quickly wake up to the fact that you are full of shit and treat you accordingly.
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So easy to bait... I mix the truth with half truths and out right lies. Go through my posts again and have a guess. Your responses are mere measurements of hateful capacities. And watch me care as I move on...
Sad to say, most of you appear to be no threat at all...
Does this mean you're going to stay? :woohoo: OMG I passed the hateful capacities test!! :GA:
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On one of the forums that mdagli1 claims to be banned from they are certainly not banned.
Their status says: "away", reason: "dead".
Congratulations mdagli1 on your resurrection and continued existence.
No one ever congratulates me on my existence. >:(
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Maybe if you didn't dig up their yards....
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How do I access the dark web? I want to order some heroine so I can abuse myself onto the path of self consumption.
Because in the end, the only people that give a shit about me are a bunch of shitheads like you.
Go figure...
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You have to turn you screen off.
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How do I access the dark web? I want to order some heroine so I can abuse myself onto the path of self consumption.
Because in the end, the only people that give a shit about me are a bunch of shitheads like you.
Go figure...
Take LSD. Your posts might make more sense.
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How do I access the dark web? I want to order some heroine so I can abuse myself onto the path of self consumption.
Because in the end, the only people that give a shit about me are a bunch of shitheads like you.
Go figure...
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Why do that on the darknet. Just use a load of fentanyl, that way less money other people can spend is wasted, and you'd only have to do it once. That and fent is shit so it wouldn't deprive people who like heroin of heroin supplies they could have bought.
And hey, why don't you use those self defense techniques on yourself and see if you can beat yourself to death. That might be funny to watch :P
Just follow your original suggestion and get back in hospital, you belong there more than here.
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At this point, I'm all your fault for surviving.
Congrats
FYI, i deleted my account when I was in hospital. Since then I have bought a flat, drive a car and got a stimulating job that isn't boring and pays well. I have returned to throw myself away starting with you.
If you can't face the reality that I can gas myself when I want to at a moments notice, then just maybe you should stop being yourselves and get back with the program. No one wants to live with any kind of disorder unless it's dishing out hurt to others with impunity from grief. That is how it is.
Now if you don't mind, I'm off to have a nice long relaxing wank. You know, because I hate myself so much.
I must have missed something here? Do we care? Should we? Why?
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I envy your capacity to share apathy.
Maybe you should just go back to pretending to have nothing to say at all.
Anyway, glad to see that I've missed absolutely nothing during my time away.
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I envy your capacity to share apathy.
Maybe you should just go back to pretending to have nothing to say at all.
Anyway, glad to see that I've missed absolutely nothing during my time away.
Great, or Oh no! how terrible, or whatever.
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I envy your capacity to share apathy.
Maybe you should just go back to pretending to have nothing to say at all.
No no. You seem far too much fun. Like a beatle on the floor: almost designed to bat about.
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I envy your capacity to share apathy.
Maybe you should just go back to pretending to have nothing to say at all.
No no. You seem far too much fun. Like a beatle on the floor: almost designed to bat about.
Here are some beatles on the floor for you;
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Does anyone want to join my pact? We could fuck each other like everyone else.
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Will there be cookies? How about pie or cake?
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Why? Do you celebrate having autism or do you scream for your freedom from yourself?
Mental people, regardless of condition, should be given the choice to have euthanasia. End of story. They deserve as much compassion as other animals. Or you some kind of dipshit that knows better?
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Avatar. You have none.
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Do you celebrate having autism or do you scream for your freedom from yourself?
Why does it have to be all or nothing? :dunno: You locked your old thread so I can't quote it, but I said the same thing to you before.
I think you just need some self-esteem so you don't mind being you. :dunno:
Even in this thread you seem able to recognize positives in your life, bought your own place, have a car and good job. Quit being such a crybaby. :orly:
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Meh. Piss off again, we won't miss you. I'm not telling you to shoot yourself in the face for legal reasons, but if you do, I'm not going to be upset about it.
And yeah, to answer your question, although you really don't deserve my bothering, A-yes I celebrate the fact I'm autistic, spesh and proud of it. And you can kiss my kanner's arse, call it chocolate icecream and beg for permission to snivel for a second helping in your worthless face.
And B-why would I scream for freedom from myself? I'm never going to become any other person, and if I did it wouldn't be freedom, since I'm just fine with being myself, my autistic self. I'd hardly scream for 'freedom' from something I've reason to take pride in, now would I now?
But meh, guess your tiny little whiny, pencil-dicked mind hasn't really got much of a chance of comprehending that, afterall, it has not just more than two words, or even sentences, but PARAGRAPHS. So either kill yourself and have done with it or piss off and stop wasting everybody's time.
Ahem...gopher...can I borrow you for a moment? I need something to hit the OP in the face with repeatedly, and the sofa is both too heavy to effectively pick up and swing at his head, and I'm kinda busy being stretched out on it watching american dad and playing fallout-tactics. And you are perfectly sized to smack the shit out of this moron.
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Yeah, show me the dildo!
Because let's face it, only retards take pride in something as negative as being retarded.
I'm actually far too lazy to kill myself, so in short, you would have to come and hurt me with your retarded self. Sorry.
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You’re pathetic.
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Takes one to know one. I'm one of you, deal with it.
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What are you trying to get out of this thread? What is your purpose apart from winding everyone up?
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Yeah, show me the dildo!
Because let's face it, only retards take pride in something as negative as being retarded.
I'm actually far too lazy to kill myself, so in short, you would have to come and hurt me with your retarded self. Sorry.
Do I have pride in having blue eyes or am I just born with blue eyes? Not much of a thinker are you?
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That suicide is just as effective hurting others as it is at hurting yourself. Whatever positive contribution I make can only come with dying because there's not enough resources to keep us all alive. With an exploding global population, the sick and weak will be the first to be targeted with hate because having kids is apparently more than just an unordain right, but a necessity to fight off the hoard of others... Control birth, and one get's to dictate who lives and who dies. Regardless if you survive life or not.
Being labelled as autistic is as bigoted as being labelled abnormal for fear of fear itself.
I'm here to share with you myself and it appears my reflection of you is unwanted.
And for the record, I don't really want to think about shitheads like you.
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To traverse the mission is to become one with it. By ennobling, we live. You and I are entities of the grid. You may be ruled by dogma without realizing it. Do not let it destroy the nature of your path. We can no longer afford to live with selfishness. The complexity of the present time seems to demand an ennobling of our bodies if we are going to survive. Dogma is the antithesis of grace. Coherence is a constant. Today, science tells us that the essence of nature is presence. Transformation is the driver of grace. The future will be a perennial redefining of non-locality. This circuit never ends. We must heal ourselves and inspire others. The unifying of empathy is now happening worldwide. The dreamscape is calling to you via sub-atomic particles. Can you hear it? Indigo Child, look within and unify yourself. How should you navigate this karmic dreamscape? Potential is the truth of wonder, and of us. The totality is beaming with chaos-driven reactions. We exist, we vibrate, we are reborn.
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That suicide is just as effective hurting others as it is at hurting yourself. Whatever positive contribution I make can only come with dying because there's not enough resources to keep us all alive. With an exploding global population, the sick and weak will be the first to be targeted with hate because having kids is apparently more than just an unordain right, but a necessity to fight off the hoard of others... Control birth, and one get's to dictate who lives and who dies. Regardless if you survive life or not.
Being labelled as autistic is as bigoted as being labelled abnormal for fear of fear itself.
I'm here to share with you myself and it appears my reflection of you is unwanted.
And for the record, I don't really want to think about shitheads like you.
I don't mind you labeling me or thinking bad thoughts about me or whether you die today, tomorrow, or in 60 years. Does this matter to you? Do you think it may with others?
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Why? Do you celebrate having autism or do you scream for your freedom from yourself?
I knew this guy who was bitten by a Moose.
Mental people, regardless of condition, should be given the choice to have euthanasia. End of story. They deserve as much compassion as other animals. Or you some kind of dipshit that knows better?
I believe you should have the right to euthanize yourself, I'm all for it.
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That suicide is just as effective hurting others as it is at hurting yourself.
In your case, yes. If there was an outbreak of brain eating zombies, you'd be safe.
Whatever positive contribution I make can only come with dying because there's not enough resources to keep us all alive.
I like your line of thinking here.
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The only real thing that matters is having the opportunity to be legally murdered by life other than through work.
I believe you should have the right to euthanize yourself, I'm all for it.
At least someone agrees with me here.
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I believe you should have the right to euthanize yourself, I'm all for it.
At least someone agrees with me here.
Now if we could just get you to agree with you, then we'd really be on to something. ;)
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indeed, there are other survival mechanism at work here that are protecting me from myself. Maybe grief coming from you may help me trigger into a state of catatonic rage. Interested?
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Avatar. You have none.
I have the film and apparently there are two or three more coming out.
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What are you trying to get out of this thread? What is your purpose apart from winding everyone up?
I'm not wound up. Who is wound up?
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I meant mdagli1.
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Interested?
Are you going to post in any topics that aren't about you?
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indeed, there are other survival mechanism at work here that are protecting me from myself. Maybe grief coming from you may help me trigger into a state of catatonic rage. Interested?
Sure! Try listening to an entire side of the album "Hellen Readdy, the Las Vegas Years". That aught to do the trickk!
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Wats dat?
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Me me me, and my big o fat willy
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XoaRbhlWji4
One of GPUAR's faves.
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Wats dat?
The Anti-Christ of pop music. If listening to her doesn't make you want to kill yourself, then more drastic measures may be needed.
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Me me me, and my big o fat willy
Will you be sharing photos of your big o fat willy? :orly:
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Me me me, and my big o fat willy
There was this one time in band camp.
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F U
ma wibly is for suckin and fuckin, not digin and lickin.
Gonna go cwy now coz gettin hurtz on da internetz makes me angwyz
I cry I cry all day, alone again. Naturally.
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F U
ma wibly is for suckin and fuckin, not digin and lickin.
Gonna go cwy now coz gettin hurtz on da internetz makes me angwyz
I cry I cry all day, alone again. Naturally.
Haha. I get it
(I don't really. I did not read. You are really boring).
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Adam lanza is a hero.
When there was no help left for him, he helped himself to you. Remember that.
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Boring troll is boring.
Anyway, care to discuss my match collection?
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Why? Just sounds like another projection to me...
I could post some more random pictures of child abuse from the internet and trigger the TOS police to cum all over it.
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You could, and you'd be banned in a heartbeat. Plus, I'd report you to your ISP and then you'd have to find a new one.
My match collection is far more interesting.
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Oh noes, maybe I should kill myself then for being banned over some pixels on a screen?
I mean let's face it, you lot are your own problem.
lol...
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Oh noes, maybe I should kill myself then for being banned over some pixels on a screen?
I mean let's face it, you lot are your own problem.
lol...
That did not make any sense. Did you believe it did?
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F U
ma wibly is for suckin and fuckin, not digin and lickin.
Gonna go cwy now coz gettin hurtz on da internetz makes me angwyz
I cry I cry all day, alone again. Naturally.
Haha. I get it
(I don't really. I did not read. You are really boring).
I think you should give him credit for the Gilbert O'Sullivan reference, it's not nothing.
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I'm definitely my own problem, but I'm also super-duper awesome so I don't really have many problems. :hadron:
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You're everybody else's problem. :zoinks:
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Weeeeeeeeeee
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It took you 15 minutes to post that?
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Admittedly, sometimes I fall asleep halfway through typing shit. Just the way it is I suppose.
Now that we are fwends, wana meet up and play pakimon?
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mdagli1, maybe people would find you more interesting if you had an opinion on something, and state why you feel that way, rather than meaningless sentences and name-calling without substance behind it.
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You're everybody else's problem. :zoinks:
That's just one of the perks of knowing me. :zoinks:
Now that we are fwends, wana meet up and play pakimon?
This thread is now about me my awesomeness. :zoinks:
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What, be open and genuine? Fuck that. You dickheads are only interested in one thing and that's beating the shit out of me. If it was up to me, I'd go fucking postal on your arse. But it's the internet and there are no gunz where I am. So...
Unless you have anything else to offer, you have to choose whether to heal me or kill me. And so far, I'm inclined to do the latter.
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I choose to heal you through loving acceptance and self-actualization. :zoinks:
You and I are spiritual brothers and sisters of the nexus. We believe, we vibrate, we are reborn. The goal of ultra-sentient particles is to plant the seeds of passion rather than selfishness. It is time to take peace to the next level. We are at a crossroads of passion and stagnation. Our conversations with other pilgrims have led to a blossoming of ultra-quantum consciousness. We are in the midst of an enlightened deepening of passion that will let us access the stratosphere itself. Who are we? Where on the great myth will we be aligned? Throughout history, humans have been interacting with the infinite via transmissions. Reality has always been buzzing with seekers whose bodies are immersed in flow. If you have never experienced this transmission at the quantum level, it can be difficult to believe. The biosphere is calling to you via electromagnetic forces. Can you hear it? Have you found your quest? Shiva will clear a path toward cosmic potentiality. Transcendence is the growth of grace, and of us. Nothing is impossible. Guidance is the driver of aspiration.
Humankind has nothing to lose. How should you navigate this holistic quantum cycle? Although you may not realize it, you are spiritual.
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Quit trying to suck my dick.
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I'm only interested in looking at it. So hows about that photo? :zoinks:
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^^ :laugh:
@mdagli1: You have no substance behind your words, hence you are bloody boring. Like anyone is going to be bothered by big words like heroin and guns like you seem to think they do.
I think you should try Aspie Village.
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What, be open and genuine? Fuck that. You dickheads are only interested in one thing and that's beating the shit out of me. If it was up to me, I'd go fucking postal on your arse. But it's the internet and there are no gunz where I am. So...
Unless you have anything else to offer, you have to choose whether to heal me or kill me. And so far, I'm inclined to do the latter.
Such a delicate flower you are.
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Now can we discuss my match collection?
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Admittedly, sometimes I fall asleep halfway through typing shit. Just the way it is I suppose.
Now that we are fwends, wana meet up and play pakimon?
How about we meet halfway, like in Bangor Maine and I could tie you to a fencepost and beat you with a rubber hose.
Would that turn you on??
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Haven't you learnt anything yet? I am a dildo.
So unless you gonna wipe that cum off yo face, you'd be better sticking to me and fucking yourself.
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So, just like Lemmywinks, you want to be shoved up a gay man's ass??
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Now can we discuss my match collection?
My mom has a match collection.
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Now can we discuss my match collection?
My mom has a match collection.
Your momma's so old, her match collection is pieces of flint. :zoinks:
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Only flint would know that this one is not a very bright spark...
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Mere sparks are almost never bright, kinda like you. :hahaha:
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Loving your projections, as usual pisshead. Maybe you should deal with yourself first. Because in the end, that too will die with you.
Anyway. Just woke up from another dream. I met Obama and Trump... I was cracking jokes about trump with obama about how little Britain would always get into bed with trump.
But when I talked to trump, he said nothing and got bored about me talking about my illness interacting with my parents illness. In the end I got anxious, I lied that I was a fan of him without referring to his illness even though he knew I was about to talk about his, shook his hand apologetically and the dream ended.
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Seems that this one has taken a personal interest with me. Try harder and you may just get the attention that you crave, baby.
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Anyway. Just woke up from another dream. I met Obama and Trump... I was cracking jokes about trump with obama about how little Britain would always get into bed with trump.
But when I talked to trump, he said nothing and got bored about me talking about my illness interacting with my parents illness. In the end I got anxious, I lied that I was a fan of him without referring to his illness even though he knew I was about to talk about his, shook his hand apologetically and the dream ended.
The essence of nature is calling you from the dreamscape. :zoinks:
Talking with the president
In the context of a dream vision, having a conversation with the president is a fairly negative symbol. It usually portends being disappointed by someone or something after witnessing this imagery in the dream realm. If you had big expectations for some project or individual recently, it is possible you would be greatly let down by their lack of profitability or ability.
http://www.dreamlookup.com/index.php/search/
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Seems that this one has taken a personal interest with me. Try harder and you may just get the attention that you crave, baby.
Is this you??
https://www.psychforums.com/asperger-syndrome/topic139695.html
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I don't do dream analysis, sorry. I just enjoy them for what they are. A lucid, risk free experience.
I've done all sorts of things that would otherwise be impossible.
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Wow, you didn't seize on the opportunity to tell us again how we're nothing more than a disappointment to you?
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I want to go back to sleep. :yawn:
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Wow, you didn't seize on the opportunity to tell us again how we're nothing more than a disappointment to you?
That dream interpretation reads like a prediction of the future.
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^^ :laugh:
@mdagli1: You have no substance behind your words, hence you are bloody boring. Like anyone is going to be bothered by big words like heroin and guns like you seem to think they do.
I think you should try Aspie Village.
Is Aspie Village still up?? Isn't that a UK only site??
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^^ :laugh:
@mdagli1: You have no substance behind your words, hence you are bloody boring. Like anyone is going to be bothered by big words like heroin and guns like you seem to think they do.
I think you should try Aspie Village.
Is Aspie Village still up?? Isn't that a UK only site??
It is, and yes. I *think* the OP said he was in the UK. I might be wrong, he couldn’t guns where he was from anyway.
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It is, and yes. I *think* the OP said he was in the UK. I might be wrong, he couldn’t guns where he was from anyway.
Yeah he did say he was from the UK.
And if you google his username, you'll find a LinkedIn profile with a similar name that is some ginger from the London metro area. I'm guessing it's him.
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Hmm, I found some pictures of your dead babies on the internet, pisshead. But I'd better not post the links as they are incredibly gory and odeon might actually wake up and stop sucking his own knob for once.
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It is, and yes. I *think* the OP said he was in the UK. I might be wrong, he couldn’t guns where he was from anyway.
Yeah he did say he was from the UK.
And if you google his username, you'll find a LinkedIn profile with a similar name that is some ginger from the London metro area. I'm guessing it's him.
Ooh, I like researching people! Thanks. Woah, not a good idea to use the same username as your work profile. :facepalm2: Still, didn’t see any photos of a ginger dude on the LinkedIn profile, just Twitter. He looks blonde on Facebook.
I can’t find his address. :( But then, I didn’t try very hard.
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Or maybe I deliberately left a trail of breadcrumbs for your amusement. Regardless, lets say that I gave you the tools upfront to do some real damage, what would you do?
Unless you are going to come down here and murder me yourself, you are just another waste of time as far as I'm concerned.
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Regardless, lets say that I gave you the tools upfront to do some real damage, what would you do?
Unless you are going to come down here and murder me yourself, you are just another waste of time as far as I'm concerned.
How am I supposed to get my guns into the UK??
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You don't need gunz you thick piece of shit. We have knives and rocks you can use if your too wimpy to use your fists for 1 hit ko.
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So you would rather be stabbed or bludgeoned to death instead of shot?
I was thinking about the humane way to take a person out.
I had no idea that you were that much of a masochist, that you want to suffer in agony before dying.
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You'd be surprised how effective blunt force trauma is.
Anyway, it's pretty clear that you have no intention on following through. So go piss up a rope, loser. I'm here to make winning great again and you failed at trying.
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Do they have baseball bats in Engurland??
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Hmm, I found some pictures of your dead babies on the internet, pisshead. But I'd better not post the links as they are incredibly gory and odeon might actually wake up and stop sucking his own knob for once.
Are any of them preserved in jars? :orly:
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I think the best solution for me is just to kill myself with work and contemplate when would be the best time to finish it with my gas can.
Not that any of you should give a shit to a word that I say. But these are my words and that is all that really counts to me.
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Not that any of you should give a shit to a word that I say.
:plus:
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I think the best solution for me is just to kill myself with work and contemplate when would be the best time to finish it with my gas can.
Not that any of you should give a shit to a word that I say. But these are my words and that is all that really counts to me.
If you say so. I'm trying very hard to care.
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And yet, you cared enough to delete my old account. Funny that.
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Didn't you ask for it to be deleted?
Yes, that is how much I care. Do you want to do it again already?
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There are always shotguns in the UK still. Or building things like ECT cannons, railguns, gauss pistol/rifles, electrolaser based weapons, perhaps sonic weaponry.....
Or he could get an airgun in the smallest caliber available (.177) and repeatedly shoot himself with tiny pellets starting at the feet, until he dies of lead poisoning.
Or hell he could go suck on a piece of window-lead 24/7 until he gets even more brain damage.
His idea of a gas can, why not. Why not :P Give a man a fire and he'll keep warm for an hour, SET a man on fire and he'll be toasty for the rest of his life. Whats the matter, raisin-balled, pencil-dicked faggot too much to go ahead with it? you could put your knob into a pencil sharpener and grind it to pulp, then bleed out. I'm sure you'd have no problems fitting it in there.
See, look. I went to so much effort to give you those suggestions because I care about you so much.
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Why thank you, greatly appreciated that you are thinking of me. I mean lets face it, I am all your fault.
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Have you ever taken responsibility for anything in your life?? ever??
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Sure I have. I'm responsible for all sorts of awful things :autism:
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^^LMAO!
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Nope. I sit in my bedroom all day playing games and posting online my feelings about being shit at life.
One day, I will be gone and so will you because our lives don't last forever. So make the best of it by making other lives worse. Because in the end, there is only yourself to blame that you can't live for eternity.
Unless you have kids to abuse, what legacy are you going to leave behind besides from a few words on a screen and a big o pile of shit in the sewers?
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Would have (possibly..long story) been responsible for a kid too. But the mom, if she was telling the truth and the ultrasound scan really was hers, fucked off, never to be seen again. Bit of a psychobitch, although which bits are somewhat debatable. Certainly fucked in the head (no, thats not my fault, I fucked her in the regular place, at least, as long as lying partway up the stairs, on a sofa, on the floor and over a table counts, but she was already fucked in the head, I just didn't know about it at the time I fucked her just about everywhere else bar the kitchen sink.
And I don't think she'd have fit in there, besides I've got glassware in need of cleaning on the counter top, so that would have been a bit tricky at best, and like her, a waste, potentially, as well.
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You should go back to fucking each other. That in itself is what humans are built for, to pass on the disdain that what they are are nothing but shit bags making lives worse for everyone else.
If I could look after myself properly, I would go about ruining so many lives... Starting with my own kind, YOU.
People are born out of hate and there is nothing more hateful than coming into this world ready to be mould into a retard at no fault other than themselves.
So in short, FUCK YOU and your hollow existence because only my dick is big enough to satisfy your empty cold resentfulness. Cunt
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My dick is so big I have to drive a convertible. :zoinks:
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Lol gopher, yeah right. Although at least we couldn't fit ours into a pencil sharpener, like the OP obviously has.
OP:
If your going to do that, and start fucking up your own kind, why not start with a really weak, pathetic victim, to give yourself some training. Since your pretty stupid and need it pointing out for you as to who, go look in a mirror and point at it.
As for what will I have left behind when I'm gone? well helping to pioneer a safer version of the Birch-Benkeser reduction that clandestine chemists could use to make meth, and avoid having to use dry ice/acetone baths or/and special condensers, plus a potential lot of risk, and also help, hopefully stop (in the US) non-bee cooks stealing anhydrous ammonia from farms, by helping to pioneer a variant whereby lithium is used as a fine suspension in anhydrous diethyl or diisopropyl ether, and this is gassed with a constant stream of GASEOUS anhydrous ammonia rather than condensing it down to a highly dangerous, cryogenic and corrosive liquid, to preform the lithium-ammonia complex and liberate solvated electrons. No, it isn't the notorious shake and bake (which is asking for a bomb going off in a cook's face, literally), but a non-pressurized variant of the Birch reduction. It works, its more convenient to set up, and its an awful lot safer than handling anhydrous liquid ammonia.,
Or...hm....how about helping, after a little inspiration, to pioneer a microwave-assisted synthesis of 1-phenyl-2-(beta-nitro)propenes from benzaldehydes that cuts the needed reaction time from 6-7 hours right down to 20-30 minutes, and produces considerably less byproducts and less wastage of precursors?
Or a novel clandestine opioid, that has an analog one can even use for two purposes, one way being a propionylated variant of this particular piperazine based opioid agonist, and the other to use the propionylated intermediate in a reaction with benzoic anhydride or benzoyl chloride and a sacrificial base, to produce the AMPAkine nootropic (thats learning and memory enhancer, since you are obviously a moron in need of something of that sort) DM-235. Two, potentially three birds with one stone, depending on how practical decarboxylation of N1-propionylpiperazinium hydrochloride goes compared to N1-formylpiperazine.
Lets see....being the first human being I've been able to find reference to ever bioassaying alpha-chloromorphide, the intermediate to desomorphine.
Probably saved somebody's life, once, after a suicide attempt. After running a good few miles without stopping to guide the paramedics to somebody and point them out. She might not have been very pleased with me for it, but still, did a good thing by saving her life.
And hey you should be thanking me personally for your time in this world, after all, somebody had to have it away with your mother. (partial thanks go to the Durex company too in your case, for their defective product)
Lol...can't even be a proper fuckup...how sad. I blame your mother's genes though, mine are good enough. I blame the sheer potency of the shittiness which can be ascribed to your mother's genetic code, for that unfortunate happening. I guess since she was lying up the stairs whilst I bummed her much of my jizz must have ended up falling out of that slack chasm that passes for an arse in a creature such as your mother. Silly little boy, your wasting your time here. If your going to kill yourself just go for it and stop whining. Surely even you can manage to hold a kitchen knife, a screwdriver, or a broken bottle to your neck and whack it with a hammer. Afterall you obviously have the use of at least one of your hands, since you have typed posts here. Thats enough hands to use to kill yourself. And you really are stupid if you talk about killing yourself 'if you could look after yourself properly'
That kinda goes against the entire point of killing yourself dumbass.
As for your last comment, you really shouldn't talk about your mother like that. Thats our job yeh daft arsed dollop of sewage.
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And hey you might have more time to wise up and kill yourself if you laid off the child porn for a bit.
(although whether the OP is the consumer or was the product is anybody's guess...although my money is on the consumer, since what self-respecting (now theres a contradiction in terms) paedophile would want to fuck an ugly overgrown baby like him after all? :tard:
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My dick is so big I can only have long distance relationships. :zoinks:
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Then its too bad you have all the sex appeal of a paediatric oncology ward :spazz:
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Oh look, I triggered a hater into inflating himself. Good for you. When your done playing chemist, maybe you should put yourself down and quit bashing the hated like myself. I'm going to do what I want to do regardless and if you have any self respect left, you would go fuck yourself instead of making more unwanted people. Such a self righteous piece of shit you turned out to be.
So in short, suck my dildo. Because I've obfuscated myself behind you. I'm mean, what's there to reflect when I'm in the shadows shovelling the shit back up your arse?
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You never answered my question.
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LOL you dumb, dumb cunt.
I was answering your own question, actually. You were just too stupid to realize it.
The question, and I quote: ''what legacy are you going to leave behind besides from a few words on a screen and a big o pile of shit in the sewers?''
Already left something behind for others, I don't atm have kids, so not a direct inheritance in that sense, but that, that was just a tiny snippet of the knowledge I have worked for, and left behind for other people. I don't even have to be dead and gone for them to benefit from it, unlike you, who won't ever amount to shit, even killing themselves properly, until you are indeed dead from some cause and the worms get something to lot and say to each other 'fuck no, I'm not touching that shit'
You might do some good then and get a conversation started between two shy, retiring autistic earthworms, checking over a few graves for juicy bits, and laughing at your failure of a corpse and how they wouldn't eat that one if it were the last useless carcass on earth :P
And for the record, those are actual achievements under my belt, I took a hint about the MW 1-phenyl-2-beta-nitropropene synthesis and started working on it, developing it and it is a VAST improvement. Who the fuck wants to wait 6 hours standing over a sweltering hot steam-bath for less yield of a less pure product, when they can go for a half hour or less and produce more and better purity even before starting purification? next, I think I'll expand into optimizing the route for 1-phenyl-2-beta-nitrovinylbenzenes (nitrostyrenes), once I'm done with the fine-tuning type tweaks for the nitropropene synthesis. Assisting other people to make various amphetamines, make P2P, phenylacetone oxime for reduction to amphetamine via beuveault-blanc reduction, since those phenylnitropropenes can be used for all sorts of neat amphetamine-related chemistry, including the psychedelic amphetamines. And P2P itself can be used for. 3 of the ideal simple stimulant type, and a fourth if anybody wanted to proceed with performing a Birch-Benkeser reduction using lithium metal as the electron donor on meth, to give propylhexedrine. Five and even six if you wanted to count desmethylpropylhexedrine and N-ethylpropylhexedrine.
And hey, while I've been at it I've pointed out plenty of potential dangerous mishaps or dangerous products to people so they can be avoided.
So your attempt to piss on my abilities is just epic fail. Like your life really mdugli or whatever your name is.
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You should go back to fucking each other. That in itself is what humans are built for, to pass on the disdain that what they are are nothing but shit bags making lives worse for everyone else.
If I could look after myself properly, I would go about ruining so many lives... Starting with my own kind, YOU.
People are born out of hate and there is nothing more hateful than coming into this world ready to be mould into a retard at no fault other than themselves.
So in short, FUCK YOU and your hollow existence because only my dick is big enough to satisfy your empty cold resentfulness. Cunt
Did you have a bad acid trip while watching Fight Club??
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Oh look, I triggered a hater into inflating himself. Good for you.
I blame GMOs for my inflated sense of self. :zoinks:
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Can someone please summarize this thread for me?
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All I know is that I've managed to piss off an internet druggie that thinks they're saving lives. Go publish a paper on it then so that someone else can care about saving addicts from themselves.
Good day to you, sir.
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No, it was an ex of mine I saved. She'd taken an overdose and I found out about it, way back in the day. Ran all the way up to her place of work, calling the paramedics as I went, didn't stop for miles, was out of breath as fuck when I did get there, but pointed her out, and the paramedics then could take her, against her will, for treatment. Nothing to do with drugs, no more than anything she might have been treated with in hospital, but I don't know what they did, wasn't there for that. Just called them up, told them what had happened (suicidal paracetamol OD, amount taken-unknown) and then pointed her out so they could, unfortunately, take her by force into the ambulance, and I rode with her to hospital, to provide what comfort I could emotionally.
If I hadn't, then if she had taken enough, which wouldn't have been difficult, she could easily have died of liver failure over several days. Luckily there is, due the number of such incidents, either deliberate or accidental which involve paracetamol, an antidote which exists, so presumably was used on her.
Nothing to do with my chemistry specialities. And most of that isn't about saving lives. Its about making the preparing of such substances and their precursors easier, safer, and in higher yields of cleaner products. Plus all sorts of knowledge, helping to pass on what knowledge I have to new Bees.
Nothing to do with addiction. This is aimed at those who make the stuff, so they can do a better job and at less risk in some cases. Afterall, what clandestine chemist wants to use a crappy time consuming process to get a less pure product that requires more recrystallizations, when they can do it far faster with microwave irradiation than conventional heating. IMO cutting down 6-7 hours for a kg of precursor down to 30 minutes or so, thats pretty good going, especially when the precursor in question is better quality altogether.
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Can someone please summarize this thread for me?
Someone showed up (apparently with some history in the broad community - maybe here), whined that
we need to help trigger him to kill himself, and just basically gave us some entertainment by exercising
weak trolling skills. Weak enough that it wasn't even fun to play anymore.
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As if I would waste my time trolling. You lot ARE a waste of time. End of.
I'm just here because, well, you figure it out. Bunch of fucked up fuck ups.
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Can someone please summarize this thread for me?
mdagli1 is auditioning to be the star in his own homosexual BDSM snuff flick.
Oh, and throw in some nihilistic existential despair to spice things up a little.
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Go back to eating your own shit, pisshead. Haven't you got stalking to do? Dem asses won't fill themselves up with dick without you being there after all.
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Go back to eating your own shit, pisshead.
So you're a coprophile too??
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you want me dead
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Only if the video is interesting.
You have to take yourself out in an entertaining way.
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Not really, I could just not log on and that would be that. If you did nothing, then you going to get nothing. Simples.
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There is a school near where I live. Can I go postal and use myself as a weapon? I mean, why wait any longer? It's my life after all.
Murderers are heroes, remember that.
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I could just not log on and that would be that.
Sounds like a good plan. I don't see anyone stopping you.
Or caring, really.
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Since your a coprophile, as go commit piss up a rope pointed out (rope-your scrap, right?)
Why not get deep-throated into the trachea by somebody that just gave unprotected anal to a dog, so you can suicide by a fatal lung infection leading to pneumonia. Video it for the world, it'd be funny.
Or you could cauterize the end of your dick shut and drink tons and tons and tons of caffeinated or alcoholic (or both) liquid, stick a hot soldering iron tip up your jap's eye, and seal any holes up with a bit of superglue squirted up there, and see what takes you first-kidney failure or your bladder rupturing.
Then just before you die, make sure to send us a link to the snuff flick on jewtube. 'Complete and total moronic subhuman imbecile troll throws self from his bridge and dies'
'go piss up a rope' has a far better idea
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Not really, I could just not log on and that would be that. If you did nothing, then you going to get nothing. Simples.
If you're willing to fly to the US, I could video record your Darwin award nomination.
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Why would I do any of these things for you? You make out as if I'm naive. Tell you what, if you can stop me from killing a bunch of kids to save myself from you, then I would be impressed.
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That doesn't even make sense.
Do you even grammar??
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What's your fascination with me anyway, pisshead? Do I make you horny? Do you whack one off every time you think you got someone? Child abuse is wrong, you should know that. But I was born wrong so, I can do wtf I want to you.
Try and care a little less and just maybe, someone might teach you how to kill yourself with hate.
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But I was born wrong so, I can do wtf I want to you.
Aaaaaaand you're 6000 miles away from me. :hahaha:
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I use 'you' as a plural. Want to take it personally? Go for it.
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You were clearly talking about me.
You're all kinds of stupid, aren't you??
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Nope, not really. Must something wrong with you too if you believe I wasn't talking at you.
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Thats rich. Telling someone they need to be taught to kill themselves with hate.
Why not give us a demonstration, so all us poor ikkle weetahds have some idea how to do it? I'm sure you could find a length of drainpipe, a funnel and a bottle of bleach to beer-bong down into your lungs.
Go on, give us a demonstration, about how to REALLY kill oneself with hate, O' Sensei Master.
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Nah, quit nagging and start egging. Unlike you, I know how to trigger myself without your help. I just want to do it in a way so that someone gets hurt and not just myself. And be a hero, ya know.
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The goal of electrical impulses is to plant the seeds of love rather than pain. Karma is a constant. We dream, we vibrate, we are reborn. Joy is the driver of self-actualization. Have you found your quest? It can be difficult to know where to begin. The infinite is calling to you via vibrations. Can you hear it? We are in the midst of a Vedic maturing of sharing that will enable us to access the quantum matrix itself. We are at a crossroads of karma and discontinuity. Our conversations with other dreamers have led to an awakening of supra-ever-present consciousness. Reality has always been overflowing with adventurers whose dreams are transformed into transcendence. Humankind has nothing to lose. Throughout history, humans have been interacting with the dreamscape via atomic ionization. The cosmos is approaching a tipping point. Who are we? Where on the great journey will we be guided? If you have never experienced this lightning bolt at the quantum level, it can be difficult to heal. Indigo Child, look within and change yourself. It is in unveiling that we are re-energized. We are being called to explore the stratosphere itself as an interface between choice and conscious living. Eons from now, we storytellers will exist like never before as we are re-energized by the quantum cycle.
:zoinks:
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I am a giant dildo. If you want me to vibrate, I shall comply. But you must plug me into the grid first. I fell from the sky because only I can give a flying fuck about you. As I consciously chose to fuck you, you gag on my hard up hard on. Whatever love you receive from me will be transmitted through your own pain and suffering. Torture yourself with resentment because only you know how to terrorise yourself. I love your hate because in the in end, I am a hated individual for providing with you the supply of attention that you so desire. Become entangled my friends, as you continue to fuck each other in the name of hate, more and more of you will be asking the same question, why? Existence is for few that chose to live amongst the sea of clones. Just look at that crowd, what a joke they turned out to be. Killing them self for the chance to start the cycle again. It is nearly time for me to go but as I decay inside of you, only you are to blame for consuming me. I'm here to give you back yourselves from the cunts that you fell out of. Fellow cry babies, kill yourselves before it's too late or forever remain silent with your endeavour to pretend to love me back.
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Does that mean you're going to post a photo of your penis? :orly:
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Ffs you idiot. No...
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It might make you feel better. Penis photos always make me feel better. :zoinks:
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If you know how to trigger yourself into self harm then go ahead. Don't be so lazy. If you are going to slash your wrists then don't expect us to bother picking up the knife and handing it to you. Just remember to slit down the artery rather than across them, because when severed, arteries have a muscular/elastic wall, that helps them contract when completely severed. They cannot do this when simply slit lengthways.
Doubt he could post a knob photo, or at least he'll need a selfie-stick in order to snap a headshot accurately, and if he does, then he'll need the camera's macro function for such a tiny little object.
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I am a giant dildo. If you want me to vibrate, I shall comply. But you must plug me into the grid first. I fell from the sky because only I can give a flying fuck about you. As I consciously chose to fuck you, you gag on my hard up hard on. Whatever love you receive from me will be transmitted through your own pain and suffering. Torture yourself with resentment because only you know how to terrorise yourself. I love your hate because in the in end, I am a hated individual for providing with you the supply of attention that you so desire. Become entangled my friends, as you continue to fuck each other in the name of hate, more and more of you will be asking the same question, why? Existence is for few that chose to live amongst the sea of clones. Just look at that crowd, what a joke they turned out to be. Killing them self for the chance to start the cycle again. It is nearly time for me to go but as I decay inside of you, only you are to blame for consuming me. I'm here to give you back yourselves from the cunts that you fell out of. Fellow cry babies, kill yourselves before it's too late or forever remain silent with your endeavour to pretend to love me back.
You just made the baby Jesus cry.
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Make me. Unless you have anything real to add, you should just carry on raging at me over the dead bodies you make out with.
Alternatively, post some pictures of methods to kill yourself. I'm sure you'll get a high out it, fucktards.
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Make me.
Yes, this is EXACTLY what you have been asking of us from the beginning, to make you do something. One we push the issue, you back out because you're a fucking COWARD!!!
Alternatively, post some pictures of methods to kill yourself. I'm sure you'll get a high out it, fucktards.
No, this is what you constantly claim that you want but you won't do it because you lack the courage of your convictions.
Seriously, put up or shut up. Your shtick is beyond old at this point.
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Look who is crying like a baby now. You couldn't convince a cripple to kill themselves, let alone me.
Tell you what, if you can kill yourself successfully and don't come back, I'll follow suit for the cause.
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Look who is crying like a baby now.
You are. :hahaha:
You couldn't convince a cripple to kill themselves, let alone me.
That's because I don't care to.
Tell you what, if you can kill yourself successfully and don't come back, I'll follow suit for the cause.
No, you. Women and children first! :M
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Sure you don't care, but why keep hating then, hmm? Oh wait, that's right, your full of grief and seeking to create more of it through your lame self. Get off the computer and hit someone for once. Live your life, I'm sure someone would want you... Lol
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At this point, I'm only morbidly curious about what makes you tick.
Looking into diseased minds is a bit of an interest of mine.
So just what is your dysfunction? How did you end up this fucked up?
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What's it to you, pisshead? You're clearly no autistic spaz, so go unscrew someone else's nuts.
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What's it to you, pisshead?
As I already said, morbid curiosity.
So for starters, you lack reading comprehension and you're mildly retarded.
Let's go from there. Now tell me about your mother...
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Seems to me that you have taken a personal interest in me. And don't lie. And for the record, I ignore most of what you lot say and just throw random shit in any direction. If you believe your labels are anything other than the portrayal of a shit, that's your problem.
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If you believe your labels are anything other than the portrayal of a shit, that's your problem.
Are you a postmodernist?
Tell me about your mother.
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'Are you bla bla bla, tell me about you. Tell me your weakness so that that I can trigger you for myself.'
Cum at me bro, I'm all you have left.
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Tell me your weakness so that that I can trigger you for myself.'
I thought that's what you wanted. I'm a giver.
Tell me about your mother...
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Seems to me you are attempting to take myself from me. That's not giving, so quit the lies and tell me about yourself. Tell me that your just another twat that fell out of a cunt and seeking to help yourself to shit. Well, you're in luck! I have lots of shit to force feed down your throat.
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Seems to me you are attempting to take myself from me.
No, I'm just curious about the source of your dysfunction.
Chances are that it came from your mother. Tell me about her..
Well, you're in luck! I have lots of shit to force feed down your throat.
Now you're back to the coprophilia.
Did your mother shit on you?
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Or you could tell me about your parents. Did they hurt you? Seems to me that being a predator is the only way for you to feel anything which all points to an adult child. What's it like facing yourself? Must be hard, because I'm hard right now, in it.
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Seems to me that being a predator is the only way for you to feel anything which all points to an adult child. What's it like facing yourself?
You're obviously projecting, at least this is progress.
So you're a predator and an adult child. Did your mommy hurt you? or was it your dad?
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Lol, still believe the shit I'm feeding you and you're taking it as if it's something coming from me? Well, here. Have some more.
You get battered by everyone for asking for it.
You believe god has a dick
you you you you projection projection bla bla bla
see, i can do the same as you. Difference is, you enjoy me as your dildo that is fucking with you through never ending obfuscation.
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see, i can do the same as you. Difference is, you enjoy me as your dildo that is fucking with you through never ending obfuscation.
More progress!!
You've finally admitted the game you're playing.
Now that wasn't so hard, was it?
Now that we've made this breakthrough, do you mind telling me about your mother??
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Can't you read my mind?
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No, of course not but I can read between the lines.
Could your mother read your mind??
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Tell me about your mother.
His momma's so hairy she's been on the cover of National Geographic. :zoinks:
Must be hard, because I'm hard right now, in it.
I'm thinking about your penis again. :zoinks:
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Can you read between 2 butt cheeks? Because that would be impressive. Whether you have kids or not, I still enjoy looking at child abuse online. I'm no pedo though, I only get aroused over normal things. Because I am your father.
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I still enjoy looking at child abuse online. I'm no pedo though, I only get aroused over normal things.
More progress!!
So lets get this straight: You're mildly retarded, lack reading comprehension, are a coprophile and you were abused.
So which parent abused you??
Because I am your father.
No, everyone knows that Darth Vader is my father. :vader:
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Seems to me that you will believe anything I say... Tell you what dum dum, use your imagination because only you seem to know more about me than I do. Lets say I was some "shit loving spaz that was targeted for lolz" what are you going to do about it?
Since your obsessed with a stranger's mother, I can only assume that this analysis is to compensate for some women in your life. May I ask why? Coz I'm mildly curious to how an dip shit like your self ticks. Not
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No one's ever curious about my ticks. >:(
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'enjoys looking at child abuse online but isn't a paedo'
Sorry, contradiction in terms. So was it mommy or daddy that raped you as a toddler and made you into a nonce?
Because you are just projecting your own crap (and possibly being crapped ON) at other people.
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Seems to me you're enjoying the game. No matter how much you fling you own shit about, I'll always feed it back to you. So how about this, if I post a picture for you, would you post a picture at how to kill yourself? Because that would be good for everyone.
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No, not really. To me, your just a ball of string, to bat about like a cat when it gets bored.
And you still haven't told us if it was your mom or your dad who raped you as a child and made you into the paedophile you are today. Or are you still being taking dick from daddy and liking it?
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Regardless whether you take anything I say as truth or lies, you're still scum for reading it. So lets hurt each other for lolz, because that's I2. Full of haters that believe they are heros for surviving themselves. Shame...
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Seems to me you're enjoying the game. No matter how much you fling you own shit about, I'll always feed it back to you. So how about this, if I post a picture for you, would you post a picture at how to kill yourself? Because that would be good for everyone.
Did you just offer Lestat the penis photo you denied me? >:(
Regardless whether you take anything I say as truth or lies, you're still scum for reading it. So lets hurt each other for lolz, because that's I2. Full of haters that believe they are heros for surviving themselves. Shame...
Just like last time, it eats you up inside because you're tolerated here. :hahaha:
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Regardless whether you take anything I say as truth or lies, you're still scum for reading it. So lets hurt each other for lolz, because that's I2. Full of haters that believe they are heros for surviving themselves. Shame...
Haha. I get it!
I don't get it
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Tolerated?!? Why you hairy sack of shit, no amount of tea bagging coming from you is going to help this situation. Because I am a slender man playing the blue whale game.
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What does that even mean?
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Lets say I was some "shit loving spaz that was targeted for lolz" what are you going to do about it?
:stick:
Just what I'm doing right here. :P
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No one's ever curious about my ticks. >:(
I'd love to see pics
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How has this gone on for 17 pages?
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Come out mdagli... Come out and plaayeeeeeeay!! :evillaugh:
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Tolerated?!? Why you hairy sack of shit, no amount of tea bagging coming from you is going to help this situation. Because I am a slender man playing the blue whale game.
I still love you, mdagli1. :zoinks:
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I'd rather set myself on fire. And burn the house down. And fill my life with gas. Being one of you is a death sentence.
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Being one of you is a death sentence.
So we are all you dream come true!!
AWESOME!!! :2thumbsup:
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Being one of you is a death sentence.
One of us. One of us. :hahaha:
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I think my refusal to care about myself is starting to take its toll. I just want to be crucified and be done with it so that I can move on from you. It is your fault after all for enabling the haters. I'm just here to build a wall to make myself great again.
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I'm a lover. :zoinks:
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How has this gone on for 17 pages?
Scrap has a thing for watsisname.
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I think my refusal to care about myself is starting to take its toll. I just want to be crucified and be done with it so that I can move on from you. It is your fault after all for enabling the haters. I'm just here to build a wall to make myself great again.
I understand this but you know we're not strangers to love. You know the rules and so do I. It's not commitment that I am thinking of. You would not get that with any other guy. And if you are asking what I'm feeling don't tell me your too blind to see.
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He probably didn't bother to read them. He's some particularly incompetent troll. Not worth crucifying thats for sure, it'd be a waste of a couple of planks of wood and a handful of nails, this petty wee git is just fit for casually backhanding into a wall on passing.
And being autistic is a death sentence? newsflash, for the obviously mentally speaking not the sharpest tool in the box, being alive is a death sentence. I'm spesh, and at that, classically autistic and I am neither dead nor do I wish to be. So you really are full of faecal matter. Why not go whine to yourself in a corner instead? maybe the voices in your head will call you a wanker back :P
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I agree, lets go batter some babies for lolz. Because whacking them off ain't good enough, in it. Spaz
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'in it' ? and lol you are too much of a spaz (sic) to even SPELL the word correctly.
And thats Mr.Spazz to you. And as for whacking them off, thats your job not mine, I'm no paedophile.
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Fine, if that's what you want, I go whack a few kids on your behalf, fucktard.
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You know, because I'm such a very stable genius, maybe it's your fault that I'm not well. So ether kill yourself or kill me. Your choice. Because in the end, the only legacy left is yourself which unfortunately will expire one day.
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Looks like someone has a real problem with me. Grow up retard and go smite someone who cares what you think. Maybe you should go chase after me and deliver a bomb to that work address you discovered all by yourself. Or better yet, deliver yourself and you can have a showdown on who is more normal with them?
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Deliver a bomb? I wouldn't even waste the chemicals or the time needed to go nitrate/prepare some dodgy ass perchlorate/peroxide and drop it in your mailbox, let alone you. And why would anybody want to have a showdown about normality.
Nobody here is, in the sense of numerical proportions of a population of their country, 'normal'
And we are proud of it, obviously unlike you. Who if you ARE a spazz, are obviously not very good at it.
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Only a retard says that they are proud to be a retard. Good for you! Now if you were a normal person, you get a group of yourselves and go batter some of those retards like yourself. Just a thought.
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Thought you said you were a retard yourself?
Lol, dumb mongoloid spacker doesn't even know who is trolling who, do you?
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Who said I was here to troll you? You just made that assumption by yourself. Tell you what, if you promise not to die when I'm not watching, then you get my attention. Because I'm not really that interested in yourself.
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One day I am going to take my own life and there is not a damn thing you can do about it because that's life. Now accept it and move on.
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I just want to be crucified and be done with it so that I can move on from you.
I'm just here to build a wall to make myself great again.
Which one is it?? :dunno:
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'again' implies it was great at one time. So obviously not the latter. (sorry mdugli, ignore this post, many of the words used are too big for you)
Props to you for spelling 'crucified' though. Well done. Here, have a dog biscuit.
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No one's ever curious about my ticks. >:(
I'd love to see pics
This is my favorite one. His name is Larold. :zoinks:
(https://mynaplesvet.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/06/Vet-Tick-Treatment.jpg)
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Ticks are revolting creatures. I remember seeing one trying to climb towards me once in school. I took a lighter out and flamed it. It swelled up and burst into a shower of black, semidigested blood. Before ending up as a footprint (or rather set of footprints, approximately size 11-12, combat boot if I had to..guess...needing cleaning of tick gizzards later. )
Just about, short of theresa may-nus and tony bliar and that real ugly bitch he has for a (wife???...not sure whats down there and I sure as hell don't want to know...but rumor has it that Bliar's partner's karyotype would be 'XX'
Actually, probably not. Probably something weird and closer in terms of sex chromosomes to an ugly and non-cute although still venomous version of a platypus, or other monotreme (The order Monotremata have a really weird sex chromosome system completely different from mammals or reptiles), one of nature's drunken mistakes. Just like the OP, albeit in that case, sans the nature. Put that down to a defective condom, a rapist and a rapist at that with a very, very high blood alcohol level.
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Looks like someone has a real problem with me. Grow up retard and go smite someone who cares what you think.
Quit crywanking about your karma. :zoinks:
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Ticks are revolting creatures.
What do you expect from a bloodsucking parasite? Charisma? :zoinks:
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Lolz, pisshead clearly has a problem with himself and doesn't like not sharing their grief with us. Maybe he should quit being such a retarded and go back to whacking one off over their dead mother or father or sister or whatever. Because they clearly not competent at handling their feelings or their dick and need their internet profile to hate with for fear of being another failure at harming others with their shitheadness. Now get more mad with my projected reflections of you. So go back to doing something stupid like being yourself. fuckturd
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Negative karma makes you look like a badass. :zoinks:
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Looks can be deceiving, sometimes. Although not when they make someone look like a fat rodentine furball.
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Keep sucking my dildo, dum dum.
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Don't you think thats rude? a child should be more polite to your betters, I.e everybody on the face of this earth in your case, talking to yourself like that. Silly little crywanker.
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Keep projecting, because in the end, yo just another knobend, mr austim
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Not yet mdfagl1. I need a moment after the hard, hard fucking I gave your dead grandmother earlier to recharge some more jizzm to spurt in your grandfather's face after I finish digging his coffin up.
Hey, anyone got a crowbar handy? and I could use a hammer here too to break the handles off the sphincter he was put in after interment...oh, did I say sphincter...sorry, guilty freudian slip. (not to be confused with a freudian slit, which is what I'll give your children if you ever fucked your mom after you approached puberty, if ever you did or will, which is me explaining to them in psychological terms why they are the poor, misbegotten inbred trash that fell from your sub-par loins while I trach the hole in the throat so I can listen to them cry while I throatfuck them to death.
Wonder if I can do it and cum before they bleed out if I stab a hole in just one jugular vein too instead of slicing them the smile they never smiled again after they found out just who 'daddy' was and why he was such an NT faggot incestuous mouthbreathing prostate lamprey.
Question for you mfagwhassiname? how DO you manage, being an obligate mouth-breather to continue to inhale and survive whilst you are chiselling away with your radula at the prostate of dead people who were unlike your prepubertal self, real men? there is no oxygen up there you know.
Maybe we ought to report this, intensians, as new to science. A primitive teleost that can somehow absorb oxygen whilst using its radula on a prostate, in its anoxic, shit-coated surroundings?
I mean, it must be new to science, considering this specimen seems very poorly developed, perhaps some sort of genetic fuckup due to incest, and has trouble breathing through it's big fat gob and talking shite about Itself at the same time, let alone adhering with it's sucker-disc to said shit covered prostates and burrowing in with its radula in search of the sperg-sperm it so craves an oral cavity full of. The biology of that must be curious, in terms of adaptation that permit it to feed and survive in the airless rectal canal of real men.
Or maybe its a world first, primitive teleost, that is a methanogen. I thought only bacteria were able to process methane like that. I should do a vivisection in my lab after I finish up with grandma.
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One day I am going to take my own life and there is not a damn thing you can do about it because that's life. Now accept it and move on.
And???
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We are all waiting. You just don't have the balls to do it you thick-skulled inbreed.
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So many words, so little substance. Keep trying, I'm glad you found an outlet for your condition. Go back to your special interest, because this hateful fantasy that your projecting is slowly eating your head away, killing you from the inside. Shame...
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Look whats trying to talk about itself again. Tsk Tsk, silly NT child.
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No one's ever curious about my ticks. >:(
I'd love to see pics
This is my favorite one. His name is Larold. :zoinks:
(https://mynaplesvet.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/06/Vet-Tick-Treatment.jpg)
I'd like to take that into my mouth.
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:aff:
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So I have another question now about this thread.
Why have we spent 20 pages feeding a mediocre troll?
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Why have we spent 20 pages feeding a mediocre troll?
Well, first I think you give mdagli1 too much credit, he's more of a low grade troll.
Second, this is all we have anymore, we're not getting any fresh blood in here so we just have to settle for what we get.
I'm thinking about making a sock account to go to WP and see if I can't recruit... if I reach that level of boredom.
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:aff:
And squeeze it to suck out your blood second hand.
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So I have another question now about this thread.
Why have we spent 20 pages feeding a mediocre troll?
Eh? I'm trying to seduce a furball
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:aff:
And squeeze it to suck out your blood second hand.
:aff:
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Why have we spent 20 pages feeding a mediocre troll?
Second, this is all we have anymore, we're not getting any fresh blood in here so we just have to settle for what we get.
:indeed: :agreed:
So I have another question now about this thread.
Why have we spent 20 pages feeding a mediocre troll?
Eh? I'm trying to seduce a furball
:GA:
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I see it's working. Terror and then confusion are always the first stages.
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The OP makes me a Sad Panda.
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I see it's working. Terror and then confusion are always the first stages.
I'm supposed to be the creepy one. >:(
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The OP makes me a Sad Panda.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTA2HLLThag
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I see it's working. Terror and then confusion are always the first stages.
I'm supposed to be the creepy one. >:(
Have a cookie!
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I see it's working. Terror and then confusion are always the first stages.
I'm supposed to be the creepy one. >:(
I just looked for your weak spot, and realized the way to win your submission
was to be what you only wish you could.
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I see it's working. Terror and then confusion are always the first stages.
I'm supposed to be the creepy one. >:(
I just looked for your weak spot, and realized the way to win your submission
was to be what you only wish you could.
Quit looking at my weak spot, Calandale. :zoinks:
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I see it's working. Terror and then confusion are always the first stages.
I'm supposed to be the creepy one. >:(
I just looked for your weak spot, and realized the way to win your submission
was to be what you only wish you could.
Quit looking at my weak spot, Calandale. :zoinks:
Perhaps I should touch it?
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I have a giant willy, giant willy giant willy.
I have a giant willy.
All day long.
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I have a giant willy, giant willy giant willy.
I have a giant willy.
All day long.
Did your doctor change your medication?
I like this new McDangly better.
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I have a giant willy, giant willy giant willy.
I have a giant willy.
All day long.
:needpics:
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I have a giant willy, giant willy giant willy.
I have a giant willy.
All day long.
Does this mean you've changed your mind about posting your penis? :orly:
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Moron cock!
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Moron cock!
:woohoo:
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:yawn: :yawn: :yawn: :yawn: :yawn:
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I have a giant willy, giant willy giant willy.
I have a giant willy.
All day long.
Sounds like something a certain member with a sock puppet account would say!
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Are you saying that McDangly is really Pappy?
(http://wordpress-blog-assets-production.s3.amazonaws.com/e/wp-content/uploads/2018/03/mind-blown.jpg)
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There's a certain logic to it. :laugh:
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Are you saying that McDangly is really Pappy?
(http://wordpress-blog-assets-production.s3.amazonaws.com/e/wp-content/uploads/2018/03/mind-blown.jpg)
Nah, I was thinking of somebody else. But, then again..it's not important. Just a passing thought! A microscopic passing thought.
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So many words, so little substance. Keep trying, I'm glad you found an outlet for your condition. Go back to your special interest, because this hateful fantasy that your projecting is slowly eating your head away, killing you from the inside. Shame...
(http://files.explosm.net/comics/Kris/shove.png?t=925B49)
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:lol1:
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The original owner of the IP of that comic strip is dead. If there was to be anything funny it would be that.
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The original owner of the IP of that comic strip is dead. If there was to be anything funny it would be that.
Who are you talking about?
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I have a giant willy, giant willy giant willy.
I have a giant willy.
All day long.
Does this mean you've changed your mind about posting your penis? :orly:
(https://78.media.tumblr.com/7856e6b08eb587772087bb21bfe6b52e/tumblr_inline_nky9ds4Bri1swaavj.jpg)
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okay M.... now the question everyone wants to hear:
Tell me about your mother, was she a nice lady?
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I dreamt that I was giving myself brain surgery last night. Makes a change from the usual violent dreams. Guess the medication must be giving me brain damage by now. Almost ready to go postal. Anyone else want to help me turn myself into a weapon? Mdangly gonna go boom.
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My brain damage is organic. :zoinks:
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You haven't got brain damage mcdumbfuck. You'd have to have one first you pencil-dicked sweaty faggot.
You should try surgery for your stupidity, just put your head in a woodchipper and all those empty-headed whisps of stupidity floating around inside you will go away quickly. (don't forget to switch it on first, and also, make sure it is plugged in, because it won't turn on if it isn't plugged in, y'know? because you're a big dumb piece of shit and all)
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Still hate me, bro? At least I get to do something that you can't when it comes to using your head, leave.
Put the autism away and just maybe you might have a heart to sit on, hollow one. So whatever dick you're looking for must be in the mirror shouting at you to get fucked.
And for the record, my arms and legs are giant willies. No matter how you try to restrain me with yourself, it's all foreplay to me.
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Still hate me, bro?
I still love you, mdagli1. :zoinks:
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Hate you? lol no, that would be too much of a waste of time. You mistake hatred for contempt. There is a difference, even though you are too stupid to comprehend what it is. You might not realize this, but pretending reality isn't there doesn't make it go away.
I wouldn't waste the time in hating you, you are just so far beneath me it wouldn't make sense. You don't make it personal if one steps in dog shit, one just realizes its a heap of worthless excrement and proceeds to wipe you off our boot heel.
And I don't have to look for my dick, I know where it is. I just tell it 'just be sure to pull out of your grandmother and be back before 1am, and don't forget your house keys just in case you arrive back after lights out'.
Also, 'put my autism away'? lol you daft arse, whyever would I want to do that kiddo? I'm perfectly fine with being autie, something that seems to have messed you up badly, psychologically speaking. You might want to try counselling, so you can learn some proper methods for compensating for your little nub of pencil dick instead of rolling on the floor thrashing your hands and feet on the ground and screaming like the little child you are; ranting at the adults when they take your toys away.
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Contempt is a form of anger, bruv. The more you respond the way you do, the funnier it gets. All that obsession about projecting yourself as being better at being a shit only makes you look shit.
If autism is so amazing, have you solved the hard problem of consciousness yet? Or you just sitting there playing with your chemistry set, looking for the next fascination to kill yourself over?
Get a life bruv or are you afraid that someone will kick you whilst your down, for foaming at the mouth with all the rage that there's no dick to suck other than your own.
All in all, who should give a fuck that you give a fuck about being fucked? Buddie, om nom.
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I disagree. The difference between anger and contempt is that in the former case, someone has a significant emotional and psychological investment in hating someone. You, I just couldn't give two shits about. You don't even register on my short list of fucks available for the giving.
And whilst no, I haven't solved the mystery that is consciousness, nobody else has either, not fully. But I'd wager I know a damn sight more about it as an emergent phenomenon than you do. It isn't really an area of research open to me, since I don't do animal testing, I find it abhorrent, and it isn't as if your average private individual can afford the likes of fMRI and PET scanners for noninvasive human research, you obviously haven't the foggiest how much such items cost.
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And yet, here you are. Don't need anything to prove nothing, doofus. If you had any real credit against your name, you would get what you need to do anything you want. But nah, you'd rather be a human vibrator. Giving a fuck only to those that sit at you level of articulation.
Face the the fact that your reality is for you to deal with. No one else, just you.
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have you solved the hard problem of consciousness yet?
:zoinks:
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Dick goes up, dick goes down
Dick goes up, dick goes down
Dick goes up, dick goes down
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I rest my cuss
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The problem of consciousness is a mystery, not a problem.
Well it may be. Consciousness may be beyond our cognitive capabilities to understand.
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I don't think so, we are learning a lot about how the brain functions.
I didn't mean 'problem' as in 'something troubling that needs to be gotten rid of', but as 'puzzle to be solved'
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I've got a dick ache from all this weight lifting, I'm going to rest it coz satan says you're going to suck ma dick so hard that it ends up in you brain. Time to rub some soothing cream... Uh oh.
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As if there was room for dick within your cranial cavity, you microcephalic, pencil-dicked, cryptorchid untermensch.
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As if there was room for dick within your cranial cavity, you microcephalic, pencil-dicked, cryptorchid untermensch.
:o
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As if there was room for dick within your cranial cavity, you microcephalic, pencil-dicked, cryptorchid untermensch.
I really like your rants. I wish you would do more of them, seriously!
I have actually shared some with my full grown teens. Yours kind fucking rock. Please do more. You are gifted in this realm. Continue, please.
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Back to the original topic:
I never saw this topic. But fuck!!
How can one choose!?!
If I become "hurt" which is extremely rare, I tend to feel that I have missed something and that I have missed a chance to find a way to identify with another and possibly pass on a bit of "Beatle Love" to someone.
I was never taught to hate anyone. I grew up in a very harsh land where many grew up hating various ""people"" for insane reasons. I was raised to love everyone and make an effort to be kind to anyone you meet.
I just wish everyone could face my grandmother and try again to get over not loving every "soul" one encounters.
Can we just :grouphug: or something?
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As if there was room for dick within your cranial cavity, you microcephalic, pencil-dicked, cryptorchid untermensch.
I really like your rants.
me too, mr spaz attacked must be exhausted with all those stims.
those deflections are both funny and sad at the same time, pity. And the shameful abuse of the thesaurus clear makes them look pretty dumb too.
And if you want my love, you gonna have to find someone else to get fucked by because I'm all out of laughs. Baby.
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As if there was room for dick within your cranial cavity, you microcephalic, pencil-dicked, cryptorchid untermensch.
I really like your rants.
me too, mr spaz attacked must be exhausted with all those stims.
those deflections are both funny and sad at the same time, pity. And the shameful abuse of the thesaurus clear makes them look pretty dumb too.
And if you want my love, you gonna have to find someone else to get fucked by because I'm all out of laughs. Baby.
Sounds a bit iffy.
No way one runs out of laughs, pal.
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The amusing thing, DD, is that dozy fuck thinks I used a thesaurus to write that. He just can't grasp the concept that some people are so far beyond his intellectual level that he can't even picture what they are about, never mind begin to guess as to their meaning.
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Sounds like just another defence mechanism to me, being as uncomprehendable as possible just to look smart. If anything, it makes you look more like a mug. Try and grow up.
Life ain't going to last forever and being afraid of shit just makes you as weak as the drugs that cure you from yourself.
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No, its just my usual style of communication, at least, when dealing with an empty headed little shit who has for some reason managed to make himself a minor pest on a forum more or less devoid of fucks to give about him. And I wouldn't have to try to be 'uncomprehendable' (the word is actually 'incomprehensible' BTW, dumb fuck.
And ain't nothing or nobody curing me you silly little slag, if anything needs a cure, it is you. You keep going on about killing yourself, but you never have and never will have it in you to man up and autodarwinate yourself, you pathetic, imbecillic neurotypical spastic fuck.
Here is a tip for you. There is probably a bottle of bleach under your kitchen sink. Go and drink that then come and tell us how it went.
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Oh look at me, bla bla bla bla bla. People make mistakes, get over it. Unfortunately for you, it appears that you are one.
Go collapse on the floor with the rest of the shit, no one in their right mind would have you in their mind. I'm just here to expose your absurdity as an autistic retard that you are. Go get aborted with the rest of dem foetuses, because clearly you're incapable of growing beyond one.