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Arena for the Competitive => Main Event Callouts => Topic started by: DukeNukem on May 10, 2011, 09:53:49 PM
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You all have smothered me with such relentless hatred and animosity for no good reason. I mean, sure, I've insulted people on here and said some things that I should not have, but come on, doesn't EVERYBODY!?! Why is it ME that gets singled out as the ultimate scumbag here, when I have never meant to really hurt anyone? Why was it cool for Rage to spam ricktard's topics with spam, but when it was me, I got blabberized by the asshole ODEON!?! Why do I have to be made fun of because of my unfortunate circumstances, most of which I have little to no control over? Why is it me which has the LEAST social successes of all aspies, especially on here? Why is it me who gets called out for whining, even when I am not or I'm whining for a good reason?!?
I have fucking nightmares about my past, of being stuck in that fucking haunted house way deep in the countryside. Yelling and screaming bloody murder at my deadbeat parents, begging them to take me back to my apartment, but they won't listen and always say no and threaten to beat me. It wasn't until I was well into 17 years old that I got out of that, because I got arrested and was put into state custody until I turned 18. Thrown into the real world with nothing but my computer, my Xbox 360, and my disability check. Sure, I had my computer and my Xbox, but you know what I didn't have? Courage. Knowledge. Experience. I might as well just grown up in a fucking cave instead. At least I'd know how to survive in the wilderness.
But back to my callout. I don't live in a trailer park or on a farm. I don't have any sexual attraction to pigs nor children whatsoever! I'm just a severely depressed, mildy autistic human being who's fast becoming a worthless heathen just like my fucking dad! Except that I'm also an attention whore. I admit this willingly, I will do just about anything to get attention on here, because I know I'll get it. Yet negative attention hurts me and positive attention does nothing to help me. I don't know what I want. Nothing just really interests me anymore. I GIVE UP WAY TOO EASILY!!!
Stop chewing my ass out for whining you cunts. It's not like any of you has NEVER whined in his or her life. I'm sick of it all!
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Read the words 'you all' and quit reading.
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You are clearly suffering from depression, and you should try and seek help for that. Personally I think you should cancel your decision to leave this site, and then take a couple of weeks away from here to let things calm down.
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Read the words 'you all' and quit reading.
And your point is?
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ffs, the reason you get shit for the things you do, when most other people don't, is that you do it REPEATEDLY. you don't learn. afaik Rage did stop when told to. And he got as much shit as you did while he was still doing it. For my part, I temporarily ignored you both as it was slowing down my reading of threads
Why you have less social success than any of us is not our fault, and tbh, it is just an opinion. Like with your claiming to have bigger problems than the rest of us, how do you know that? Do you know anything about everyone else's social lives?
Whining is whining, whether it's for a good reason or not. If you're posting about a genuine problem and not whining about it, then from what I remember, you haven't got any shit. For example your thread about your sister dying. I may be wrong but did anyone give you shit in that?
I'm sure we can all think of "good reasons" we could whine about. Doesn't mean everyone wants to hear it 24-7 though
And as for that sob story... again, do you think you're the only one here who's had a hard life? Do you think you're the only one here who has problems? Seriously, fucking do one
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You all have smothered me with such relentless hatred and animosity for no good reason. I mean, sure, I've insulted people on here and said some things that I should not have, but come on, doesn't EVERYBODY!?! Why is it ME that gets singled out as the ultimate scumbag here, when I have never meant to really hurt anyone? Why was it cool for Rage to spam ricktard's topics with spam, but when it was me, I got blabberized by the asshole ODEON!?! Why do I have to be made fun of because of my unfortunate circumstances, most of which I have little to no control over? Why is it me which has the LEAST social successes of all aspies, especially on here? Why is it me who gets called out for whining, even when I am not or I'm whining for a good reason?!?
I have fucking nightmares about my past, of being stuck in that fucking haunted house way deep in the countryside. Yelling and screaming bloody murder at my deadbeat parents, begging them to take me back to my apartment, but they won't listen and always say no and threaten to beat me. It wasn't until I was well into 17 years old that I got out of that, because I got arrested and was put into state custody until I turned 18. Thrown into the real world with nothing but my computer, my Xbox 360, and my disability check. Sure, I had my computer and my Xbox, but you know what I didn't have? Courage. Knowledge. Experience. I might as well just grown up in a fucking cave instead. At least I'd know how to survive in the wilderness.
But back to my callout. I don't live in a trailer park or on a farm. I don't have any sexual attraction to pigs nor children whatsoever! I'm just a severely depressed, mildy autistic human being who's fast becoming a worthless heathen just like my fucking dad! Except that I'm also an attention whore. I admit this willingly, I will do just about anything to get attention on here, because I know I'll get it. Yet negative attention hurts me and positive attention does nothing to help me. I don't know what I want. Nothing just really interests me anymore. I GIVE UP WAY TOO EASILY!!!
Stop chewing my ass out for whining you cunts. It's not like any of you has NEVER whined in his or her life. I'm sick of it all!
Nobody whines like you do. Nobody spreads nothing but negativity like you do. Nobody has so little to offer the community like you do. Nobody does this over and over and over and expects to be forgiven each and every time like you do. Nobody indulges in the stupid repetitive actions that you do. Nobody keeps threatening to leave (as though the threat is meaningful to others) and then backs out again and again like you do. Nobody shits on everyone and everything like you do. You reap what you sow, and you sow nothing but shit.
You are not the typical member around here, and you are not treated as such. This place is not good for you.
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You all have smothered me with such relentless hatred and animosity for no good reason. I mean, sure, I've insulted people on here and said some things that I should not have, but come on, doesn't EVERYBODY!?! Why is it ME that gets singled out as the ultimate scumbag here, when I have never meant to really hurt anyone? Why was it cool for Rage to spam ricktard's topics with spam, but when it was me, I got blabberized by the asshole ODEON!?! Why do I have to be made fun of because of my unfortunate circumstances, most of which I have little to no control over? Why is it me which has the LEAST social successes of all aspies, especially on here? Why is it me who gets called out for whining, even when I am not or I'm whining for a good reason?!?
I have fucking nightmares about my past, of being stuck in that fucking haunted house way deep in the countryside. Yelling and screaming bloody murder at my deadbeat parents, begging them to take me back to my apartment, but they won't listen and always say no and threaten to beat me. It wasn't until I was well into 17 years old that I got out of that, because I got arrested and was put into state custody until I turned 18. Thrown into the real world with nothing but my computer, my Xbox 360, and my disability check. Sure, I had my computer and my Xbox, but you know what I didn't have? Courage. Knowledge. Experience. I might as well just grown up in a fucking cave instead. At least I'd know how to survive in the wilderness.
But back to my callout. I don't live in a trailer park or on a farm. I don't have any sexual attraction to pigs nor children whatsoever! I'm just a severely depressed, mildy autistic human being who's fast becoming a worthless heathen just like my fucking dad! Except that I'm also an attention whore. I admit this willingly, I will do just about anything to get attention on here, because I know I'll get it. Yet negative attention hurts me and positive attention does nothing to help me. I don't know what I want. Nothing just really interests me anymore. I GIVE UP WAY TOO EASILY!!!
Stop chewing my ass out for whining you cunts. It's not like any of you has NEVER whined in his or her life. I'm sick of it all!
Nobody whines like you do. Nobody spreads nothing but negativity like you do. Nobody has so little to offer the community like you do. Nobody does this over and over and over and expects to be forgiven each and every time like you do. Nobody indulges in the stupid repetitive actions that you do. Nobody keeps threatening to leave (as though the threat is meaningful to others) and then backs out again and again like you do. Nobody shits on everyone and everything like you do. You reap what you sow, and you sow nothing but shit.
You are not the typical member around here, and you are not treated as such. This place is not good for you.
What place would be good for me?
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nowhere until you change how you behave with people
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Read the words 'you all' and quit reading.
And your point is?
You all, is rarely a truth.
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I could not begin to suggest a good answer to that. I think you need counseling, medication and time spent away from the internet to gain a sense of direction and introspection. If I was you, I would spend less time playing video games and more time thinking and reading. I would impose a self-restriction of at least 3 months where I did not allow myself to come onto an internet forum, and I would spend that time trying to figure myself out and find whatever counseling and therapy is available to me. If I decided after that three-month period was up that I was ready to return, I would think very carefully before each and every post, and ask myself "Is this what a person would do, or is this what my old self would do"?
It would be a good start anyway.
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You all have smothered me with such relentless hatred and animosity for no good reason. I mean, sure, I've insulted people on here and said some things that I should not have, but come on, doesn't EVERYBODY!?! Why is it ME that gets singled out as the ultimate scumbag here, when I have never meant to really hurt anyone? Why was it cool for Rage to spam ricktard's topics with spam, but when it was me, I got blabberized by the asshole ODEON!?! Why do I have to be made fun of because of my unfortunate circumstances, most of which I have little to no control over? Why is it me which has the LEAST social successes of all aspies, especially on here? Why is it me who gets called out for whining, even when I am not or I'm whining for a good reason?!?
You do have control over what you post here. You also had the choice to discuss college course problems with your professor in private instead of calling him out in front of the rest of the class and exposing your stupidity to everyone who read that particular tantrum. On multiple occasions you have stated that you were going to stop with the obnoxious conduct, but you have never followed up on it because you are a fucking liar. You always go back to the rabid skunk routine.
I have fucking nightmares about my past, of being stuck in that fucking haunted house way deep in the countryside. Yelling and screaming bloody murder at my deadbeat parents, begging them to take me back to my apartment, but they won't listen and always say no and threaten to beat me. It wasn't until I was well into 17 years old that I got out of that, because I got arrested and was put into state custody until I turned 18. Thrown into the real world with nothing but my computer, my Xbox 360, and my disability check. Sure, I had my computer and my Xbox, but you know what I didn't have? Courage. Knowledge. Experience. I might as well just grown up in a fucking cave instead. At least I'd know how to survive in the wilderness.
So fucking what? I don't care what your excuse de jour is, you are a fucking piece of shit and using the abuse excuse http://legal-dictionary.thefreedictionary.com/Abuse+Excuse (http://legal-dictionary.thefreedictionary.com/Abuse+Excuse) instead of manning the fuck up and acknowledging responsibility for your own conduct makes it real clear to me that you are working on being an odious loser for the rest of your life.
But back to my callout. :emosad: I don't live in a trailer park or on a farm. I don't have any sexual attraction to pigs nor children whatsoever! I'm just a severely depressed, mildy autistic human being who's fast becoming a worthless heathen just like my fucking dad! Except that I'm also an attention whore. I admit this willingly, I will do just about anything to get attention on here, because I know I'll get it. Yet negative attention hurts me and positive attention does nothing to help me. I don't know what I want. Nothing just really interests me anymore. I GIVE UP WAY TOO EASILY!!!
Stop chewing my ass out for whining you cunts. It's not like any of you has NEVER whined in his or her life. I'm sick of it all!
Cry me a fucking river Appalachia Boi. :violin: You don't like your life? Fix it. :kapow:
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I think it's best you leave i2 and actually have some FREE TIME to think things over. We don't need your attention seeking.
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Penti, if you get yourself committed, that will be a brave thing. If you can set yourself some goals, and if you really go for it, it will work. And don't give up too early. Will be a hell sometimes, but, it will help you.
I disagree with Butterflies. I think deleting your account is a good thing, for you. So you can start a new if you want to return after a while.
For now, I can only say, be bold, find out what you need, and ask for it.
Come back, when you have learned the skill of seeing things from different points of view, when you have learned to postpone judgement a bit, when you have learned to see some good in people, and when you have learned to see some good in you too. In short, when you have learned to master some basic skills needed for socialising. Will take a long time. But it will be worth it. You can be funny, you can be caring. You're not a hopeless case. But, you are a real mess at the moment.
In a lot of things in life, you can't change the circumstances, but you can change your reaction on them. And that can make a big difference. Blaming the circumstances will only make you more miserable. And will not help you in getting respected or liked. Whining now and then is great. But keep it to a now and then, and learn to laugh at yourself when you have done that, with some kindness.
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Sorry for you, Pentagram. Because of what you lack, you're missing out on a lot of things that others get to enjoy and experience (whether online or in person). I mean, just look at you and look at MLA (one of the guys you've been bashing lately). MLA has only been here for a couple of months or so, and he's treated like a king. You on the other hand have been around for longer than many of us (including me), and you're still treated like a filthy pig after all this time.
Wish you could change, but you'll always be the kind of person that you are for the rest of your life. Best thing to do is just leave this forum and do something useful for yourself for a change. But I know you won't do the latter because that's the kind of person you are. Always a failure you will be just as you are now.
And I agree with PPK all the way.
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It's funny since I was initially hated here and got banned for messing about. Now I get on well with most members here.
I was the butt of all jokes on another forum when I was younger and after years of whining and trying to fit in (was when I was a sensitive shit about everything), I realised that forum wasn't for me and left. I quickly found other forums that were more suitable to me.
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I can only repeat what others have said. Quit this place and seek help.
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Here is my view in all of this. I simply don't care.
Penty I have seen a lot of your blah blahs and a lot of your boo-hoos and I have a very serious question. "Why should I care?"
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Jack is right, you shouldn't say "you all" when it isn't true.
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Jack is right, you shouldn't say "you all" when it isn't true.
I have become more careful lately about saying "we" or "everybody."
I can almost hear Jack in my head saying "Careful with that 'we'. " :police:
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Jack is right, you shouldn't say "you all" when it isn't true.
people here say younze instead of you all. Makes me cringe.
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We typically say "you's" here.
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We typically say "you's" here.
In Portsmouth it's pretty much just "Oi you cunts!" :lol:
and Penty , fuck off and get help already , seriously :wanker:.
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Jack is right, you shouldn't say "you all" when it isn't true.
I have become more careful lately about saying "we" or "everybody."
I can almost hear Jack in my head saying "Careful with that 'we'. " :police:
I can almost hear eris's subs saying that, too. :laugh:
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We typically say "you's" here.
In Portsmouth it's pretty much just "Oi you cunts!" :lol:
and Penty , fuck off and get help already , seriously :wanker:.
Or fuck off and don't get help for that matter. I agree with Sir_Les, I cannot think of any reason why Panty Boi's welfare should concern me.
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We typically say "you's" here.
In Portsmouth it's pretty much just "Oi you cunts!" :lol:
and Penty , fuck off and get help already , seriously :wanker:.
Or fuck off and don't get help for that matter. I agree with Sir_Les, I cannot think of any reason why Panty Boi's welfare should concern me.
I thought you were telling Me to fuck off then :o :lol:
To clarify by help I meant this:
(http://www.protias.com/Pictures/Owned/PWNED%20-%20plunger%20to%20the%20face.jpg)
It might shut up his incessant whining :autism:
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We typically say "you's" here.
In Portsmouth it's pretty much just "Oi you cunts!" :lol:
and Penty , fuck off and get help already , seriously :wanker:.
Or fuck off and don't get help for that matter. I agree with Sir_Les, I cannot think of any reason why Panty Boi's welfare should concern me.
I thought you were telling Me to fuck off then :o :lol:
To clarify by help I meant this:
(http://www.protias.com/Pictures/Owned/PWNED%20-%20plunger%20to%20the%20face.jpg)
It might shut up his incessant whining :autism:
:lol: Unless you turn into a douche it is unlikely that I will say that to you.
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Duke, when i began reading, you made a couple of valid points. After that, you slowly sound more and more like meadow.
Advice: Shut. The. Fuck. Up. Everyone here has problems, you aren't the center of the universe. In fact, you are only a tiny and almost meaningless speck among billions of the same. Learn it, live it. Understand?
Also, when hyke gives advice, close your fucking mouth and open your ears.
One last gem; you need therapy. That is all.
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I think I'm getting on his nerves :LMAO:
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Not a tough thing to do. ;)
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Not a tough thing to do. ;)
True , but it sure is fun. :laugh:
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The be honest, the more you stay the more you'll get the piss taken out of. This is I2, you can't exactly expect them to be nice to you (not that it justifies any of it) but you would be better off on a forum where you can "whine" more or whatever and get away with it.
Unless you're a total masochist and enjoy being treated like shit. :dunno:
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The be honest, the more you stay the more you'll get the piss taken out of. This is I2, you can't exactly expect them to be nice to you (not that it justifies any of it) but you would be better off on a forum where you can "whine" more or whatever and get away with it.
Unless you're a total masochist and enjoy being treated like shit. :dunno:
Your name is Anus. Shut the Hell up! :orly:
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The be honest, the more you stay the more you'll get the piss taken out of. This is I2, you can't exactly expect them to be nice to you (not that it justifies any of it) but you would be better off on a forum where you can "whine" more or whatever and get away with it.
Unless you're a total masochist and enjoy being treated like shit. :dunno:
Your name is Anus. Shut the Hell up! :orly:
See what you get for trying to be nice to Pig Boi Crackers? Here Pig Boi, you need more fap material.
(http://smokingtranny.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/2-1.jpg)
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SAY IT BIG LIKE PENTY. IT REALLY MEANS A LOT WHEN YOU DO IT THIS WAY!
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I'm getting rather paranoid of everyone one of you. I know Butterflies has turned out to be a snake in the grass, just trying to open me up for more trolling.
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I'm getting rather paranoid of everyone one of you. I know Butterflies has turned out to be a snake in the grass, just trying to open me up for more trolling.
Yet you stay anyway, because you'd rather have negative attention than none at all. :dunno:
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(http://smokingtranny.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/2-1.jpg)
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(http://smokingtranny.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/2-1.jpg)
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I'm getting rather paranoid of everyone one of you. I know Butterflies has turned out to be a snake in the grass, just trying to open me up for more trolling.
Im not doing anything nasty at all. If I wanted to hurt you, I could very easily do so. You are being a pussy with your thread locking, and Im just giving you a gentle wind up. Im going a lot easier on you than your recent behaviour deserves, because I know that you are a vulnerable person.
You are acting badly. You will therefore be made fun of. Sorry.
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I like you PPK, but I have you on ignore right now because I am at work >:D
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I like you PPK, but I have you on ignore right now because I am at work >:D
:lol: Thank god I don't share my computer with anyone, or I'd have him on ignore too!
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I like you PPK, but I have you on ignore right now because I am at work >:D
:lol: Okay, in the interest of peace in your workplace I will stop.
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I like you PPK, but I have you on ignore right now because I am at work >:D
:lol: Okay, in the interest of peace in your workplace I will stop.
Too late now, unless you delete all the pics you've already posted! :laugh:
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Appreciated, but you don't have to stop on my account :zoinks:
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Well well well, just as I suspected, you enjoy the negative attention.
Well I'll leave you to it then... ::)
(My username isn't anus it's ee-noss fyi)
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Well well well, just as I suspected, you enjoy the negative attention.
Well I'll leave you to it then... ::)
(My username isn't anus it's ee-noss learn to read)
Still too close to... :zoinks:
(http://www.trbailey.net/g2/d/17242-1/gaping-anus.jpg)
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I vote we psycho ghey and PM Spam him to oblivion , the fucker deserves it.
Plus can the admins just speed up his account deletion or just ban him?
His recent pics are making me wonder if they are putting the site at risk (Look in CG's cat thread to see what I mean but the images are horrible so watch out)
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I vote we psycho ghey and PM Spam him to oblivion , the fucker deserves it.
Plus can the admins just speed up his account deletion or just ban him?
His recent pics are making me wonder if they are putting the site at risk (Look in CG's cat thread to see what I mean but the images are horrible so watch out)
And she has never been mean to him either. No excuse for it. :thumbdn:
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I vote we psycho ghey and PM Spam him to oblivion , the fucker deserves it.
Plus can the admins just speed up his account deletion or just ban him?
His recent pics are making me wonder if they are putting the site at risk (Look in CG's cat thread to see what I mean but the images are horrible so watch out)
And she has never been mean to him either. No excuse for it. :thumbdn:
:indeed:
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Wow, spam my PM inbox. Like I ever use it anyways. :wanker:
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Wow, spam my PM inbox. Like I ever use it anyways. :wanker:
It's getting to you I see :2thumbsup:
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Wow, spam my PM inbox. Like I ever use it anyways. :wanker:
How many others are on your ignore list Pig Boi? :hahaha:
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Oh dear Duke...
Someone seems to have gotten hold of your Email and posted it on your youtube channel and videos.
They also know your troll identity and are encouraging people to google "Bowserchomp"
Oh dear indeed , quite a sticky mess right? Who could possibly do such a thing? :eyelash:
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Wow, spam my PM inbox. Like I ever use it anyways. :wanker:
Blabberizer FTW
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I forgot to mention - I placed your email onto 4chan, dook. :zoinks:
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I forgot to mention - I placed your email onto 4chan, dook. :zoinks:
:LMAO: :plus: