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Title: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 12, 2022, 07:01:25 PM
WTF!?!?!
I just want to be left alone! Why isn't my silence meaning anything!?!

Those two are calling me again, and I don't want to be sucked in... I'm trying to start a new chapter in my life, and Troll and Automaton aren't helping!!! They're holding me back! I know I could change my mobile number, but I honestly don't want to because a lot of my resources are connected through it... like me needing to get in contact with a new job coach and quitting Walmart.

Son of a Bitch!!! Do I continue ignoring them? Or do I threaten them to back off?


I could ask my therapist what to do... but he'll probably tell me the same thing that my friend is telling me.


I'm in therapy for a reason, and those two dumb shits put me there.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Gopher Gary on July 12, 2022, 07:17:11 PM
:hug:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 12, 2022, 07:26:25 PM
:hug:

Thank you... I'll make sure Yoshi spares you if he has an encounter with you or your Gopher brethren.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: DirtDawg on July 12, 2022, 10:18:14 PM
Sorry, Genesis, but sometimes shit happens.

I was married in '75, divorced in '76 and still getting back together, breaking up and not making it in '79, when we both seemd to agree that it will never work out. We finally split for the last time. It seemed.

We went our own ways. Finally.
Two years later she came back around, messed up my then current relationship. I was not kind to her. It was way over. Every year or so, it kept happening. She would just show up and want to start again were we last had fun.
Until finally, in the '90s, I was happily married to my current wife, enough time had passed, I had quit worrying abour her ever bothering me anymore.

Then, in '04, sitting with my wife and two kids, enjoying a movie (probably Disney) one peaceful Sunday afternoon, out of the fucking blue, she found me again and called.
I tried again to let her know we are done forever.

My wife is the strongest woman I have ever met and she handled the upsets like a warrior would. Gave me a lot of tongue in cheek snipe for a few days, but she knows I'm hers. Growing old together, now.

I haven't heard from my ex-wife since, but it took a long while.  Later I found out that she had called my mother and tried to tell her some kind of heart wrenching bullshit to try to get her to give up my info, again.

I'm not talking about an easy path, here, but you must be consistent with what you do and say and after some time they will eventually get the message. Consistency is the key point!

I just hope it doesn't take you twenty five more years!

But, sometimes shit happens, even to good people.




 
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 13, 2022, 02:14:34 PM
Sorry, Genesis, but sometimes shit happens.

I was married in '75, divorced in '76 and still getting back together, breaking up and not making it in '79, when we both seemd to agree that it will never work out. We finally split for the last time. It seemed.

We went our own ways. Finally.
Two years later she came back around, messed up my then current relationship. I was not kind to her. It was way over. Every year or so, it kept happening. She would just show up and want to start again were we last had fun.
Until finally, in the '90s, I was happily married to my current wife, enough time had passed, I had quit worrying abour her ever bothering me anymore.

Then, in '04, sitting with my wife and two kids, enjoying a movie (probably Disney) one peaceful Sunday afternoon, out of the fucking blue, she found me again and called.
I tried again to let her know we are done forever.

My wife is the strongest woman I have ever met and she handled the upsets like a warrior would. Gave me a lot of tongue in cheek snipe for a few days, but she knows I'm hers. Growing old together, now.

I haven't heard from my ex-wife since, but it took a long while.  Later I found out that she had called my mother and tried to tell her some kind of heart wrenching bullshit to try to get her to give up my info, again.

I'm not talking about an easy path, here, but you must be consistent with what you do and say and after some time they will eventually get the message. Consistency is the key point!

I just hope it doesn't take you twenty five more years!

But, sometimes shit happens, even to good people.

Thanks, I'm just at wit's end right now... because I'm not wanting to show externally my emotions... internally I'm afraid of having autistic burnout if I ran into them at my job. I still love her (but not in love with her), it's just I have to acknowledge to myself that she isn't who I loved anymore... she made her choice with her social circles... and me being harassed, and annoyed by her bestie is enough for me to use my silence as a weapon.

Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Icequeen on July 13, 2022, 05:10:38 PM
Block their numbers...or set them to silent.

It takes awhile sometimes for people to get the hint.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 14, 2022, 02:55:04 PM
Block their numbers...or set them to silent.

It takes awhile sometimes for people to get the hint.

Duly noted... thank you
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: rock hound on July 14, 2022, 07:49:16 PM
WTF!?!?!
I just want to be left alone! Why isn't my silence meaning anything!?!

Those two are calling me again, and I don't want to be sucked in... I'm trying to start a new chapter in my life, and Troll and Automaton aren't helping!!! They're holding me back! I know I could change my mobile number, but I honestly don't want to because a lot of my resources are connected through it... like me needing to get in contact with a new job coach and quitting Walmart.

Son of a Bitch!!! Do I continue ignoring them? Or do I threaten them to back off?


I could ask my therapist what to do... but he'll probably tell me the same thing that my friend is telling me.


I'm in therapy for a reason, and those two dumb shits put me there.

 :hug:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 15, 2022, 03:04:51 PM
She tried calling 8 times in 3 days!

How do I know it's not a trap with the Troll waiting in the corner?

That feckled twat better stay away if I ever respond to Automaton!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 20, 2022, 02:12:12 PM
Now the total is up to about 11.... one more call and it's a dozen black roses hovering over my head.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 22, 2022, 07:08:12 PM
So far the 12th call attempt hasn't happened so that means it's not a dozen black roses

THANK GOD!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 22, 2022, 07:09:47 PM
Also, my mom has COVID, and she told me to avoid her as much as possible for the next 3 to 5 days...
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 09, 2022, 05:05:12 PM
Son of a bitch!!!

Why do these Mormon Missionaries keep adding me on Facebook!?!?! WTF!!!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 24, 2022, 07:47:34 PM
Son of a bitch!!!

Why do these Mormon Missionaries keep adding me on Facebook!?!?! WTF!!!

Mormon Missionaries are one thing.... not knowing if it's a trap with my ex-girlfriend (the automaton) is another  :'(
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 25, 2022, 10:33:03 PM
I feel like a creep
          -_-
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 27, 2022, 06:21:53 PM
Then again... I have seen their version of Reality, and it's so FUCKING BORING!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 04, 2022, 07:00:23 PM
I don't understand why Troll would "need" me...

Accusing me of what she's actually doing is just pathetic. Even my therapist agrees -_-
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: rock hound on September 04, 2022, 07:23:34 PM
 :hitler:
I don't understand why Troll would "need" me...

Accusing me of what she's actually doing is just pathetic. Even my therapist agrees -_-

As the nazi propagandist, josef goebbels liked to say, "accuse others of that which you are guilty." :hitler:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 04, 2022, 10:18:40 PM
:hitler:
I don't understand why Troll would "need" me...

Accusing me of what she's actually doing is just pathetic. Even my therapist agrees -_-

As the nazi propagandist, josef goebbels liked to say, "accuse others of that which you are guilty." :hitler:

Goebbels seems to foreshadow alot of usual stuff doesn't he?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: rock hound on September 05, 2022, 07:35:14 AM
:hitler:
I don't understand why Troll would "need" me...

Accusing me of what she's actually doing is just pathetic. Even my therapist agrees -_-

As the nazi propagandist, josef goebbels liked to say, "accuse others of that which you are guilty." :hitler:

Goebbels seems to foreshadow alot of usual stuff doesn't he?

Sad, but, true.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 05, 2022, 03:52:10 PM
No messages from Troll and/or her proxy... I should be in the clear... for now
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: rock hound on September 05, 2022, 08:19:21 PM
No messages from Troll and/or her proxy... I should be in the clear... for now

Here's hoping that continues.   8)
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 05, 2022, 09:39:46 PM
No messages from Troll and/or her proxy... I should be in the clear... for now

Here's hoping that continues.   8)

Agreed...
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 09, 2022, 04:55:54 PM
Message from the Proxy/Automaton... asking if I talked with Troll yet.... when really, Troll is the reason I'm avoiding both of them... for the sake of my sanity, my mothers, as well as my therapist.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 11, 2022, 10:08:45 PM
Seems like anytime one panics... they're wondering wither or not they are actually sane. Am I insane? Yeah... do I like to freely admit it?? Nope
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: rock hound on September 12, 2022, 09:10:43 AM
Seems like anytime one panics... they're wondering wither or not they are actually sane. Am I insane? Yeah... do I like to freely admit it?? Nope

We are all insane to some degree.  I have a fridge sign that reads, "I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it." 
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 12, 2022, 12:17:25 PM
Seems like anytime one panics... they're wondering wither or not they are actually sane. Am I insane? Yeah... do I like to freely admit it?? Nope

We are all insane to some degree.  I have a fridge sign that reads, "I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it."

My insanity started just because I rejected a big-boobed troll. It's just in all honesty, I was uncomfortable with her... she kept showing us her porn habits, and openly admitted she uses her Ex to make him use his SSI money to buy random shit she "needs".

Then she makes these uncomfortable advances, and I'm accused of being gay just because I didn't like what she was doing.

Even if I was gay, why would it be an insult? We're all grown adults, and she acts like a slutty middle schooler. Slutty enough that she's dragged someone I thought was reasonable down to her level.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 16, 2022, 01:10:42 PM
Everything this year is just shit in general...

Yoshi had to get surgery for his tail removal, and I'm currently unemployed, looking for a job, and living in my mother's basement on top of that.

SHIT!!! -_-
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 16, 2022, 01:15:53 PM
I decided that even though the Troll is stalking me on Facebook and possibly Tik Tok, I will leave random obscure posts publicly once in awhile to annoy them.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: renaeden on September 16, 2022, 07:53:31 PM
I'm sorry that Yoshi had to have his tail removed. :hug:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: rock hound on September 16, 2022, 08:13:47 PM
I decided that even though the Troll is stalking me on Facebook and possibly Tik Tok, I will leave random obscure posts publicly once in awhile to annoy them.

Sometimes trolling the trolls can be therapeutic.  Like I love to mock the mockers!   :mischief:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 18, 2022, 11:06:13 AM
I'm sorry that Yoshi had to have his tail removed. :hug:

It's okay... he's just going to be annoyed with taking pain meds for awhile... Mom gave him the first batch, and he was hating it like usual. (The vet said he would)
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 19, 2022, 01:42:46 PM
Now Troll and her Proxy are asking where I am at... and that they want to see me... in no way do I want to talk to the Troll and her Automaton. I tried saying my piece, and I don't want to be anywhere near them... they'll just attack me verbally, give wild accusations... and probably scare me with the "Playstation" (police station but in all honesty playstation was a typo).

I want to help my mutual friend find a way to ignore them... but is it necessary to hack the mutual friend's facebook accounts and block the girls automatically? IF the said hacking was done by permission that is.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 24, 2022, 07:09:09 PM
I decided that even though the Troll is stalking me on Facebook and possibly Tik Tok, I will leave random obscure posts publicly once in awhile to annoy them.

Sometimes trolling the trolls can be therapeutic.  Like I love to mock the mockers!   :mischief:

I like leaving weird comments in Russian one moment, and then in Urdu the next. The best way to annoy is making sure the translation is somewhat, to somewhat not clear.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 24, 2022, 08:35:40 PM
This just in... they're still "missing me"  :grrr: >:(  :finger:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 08, 2022, 08:41:12 PM
As my therapist says it best: "You're in recovery because of an incident you've been trying to process... no matter how confusing or uneasy it's been... just keep moving forward."

I've been trying to do so for the last year... even if I couldn't process why with the double standards, and the mixed signals. Also my friend is trying to play matchmaker on me... her friend seems cute, beautiful eyes... but in all honesty I don't know that much about her (I just hope she isn't a smoker)
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 13, 2022, 01:09:03 PM
So I'm dogsitting right now... and the dog whose staying with me for a week is too adorable. She has barking matches with my Dad's chihuahua yet that's about it.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 14, 2022, 01:34:26 PM
So apparently I couldn't go a whole month without them calling me (attempting to call me)... October would of been fun, but no.... Tweedle Dumb and Tweedle Dumber had to call -_-
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 14, 2022, 05:28:10 PM
 :finger: Seeing how they're annoying me, I'm going to make playlists like I did back in High School for the radio station. Only this time, the playlists are publicly on Spotify.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 15, 2022, 06:12:19 PM
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 16, 2022, 03:39:50 PM
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 16, 2022, 03:40:35 PM
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 16, 2022, 03:41:18 PM
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 24, 2022, 04:58:06 PM
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 30, 2022, 01:37:50 PM
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 30, 2022, 01:38:18 PM
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 30, 2022, 09:28:39 PM
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!

This inner monologue is a discussion with others, as well as myself... the fact that these internal emotions are overflowing means one thing... I'm about to burst

Only I need a safe space to scream the F-Bomb so Mom and Dad don't hear it... Maybe I'll scream it into a pillow?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 01, 2022, 02:41:10 PM
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!

This inner monologue is a discussion with others, as well as myself... the fact that these internal emotions are overflowing means one thing... I'm about to burst

Only I need a safe space to scream the F-Bomb so Mom and Dad don't hear it... Maybe I'll scream it into a pillow?

It's obvious that the dreams stopped...
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 01, 2022, 02:41:50 PM
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!

This inner monologue is a discussion with others, as well as myself... the fact that these internal emotions are overflowing means one thing... I'm about to burst

Only I need a safe space to scream the F-Bomb so Mom and Dad don't hear it... Maybe I'll scream it into a pillow?

It's obvious that the dreams stopped...

Not the phone calls though... they usually have a once a month or every other month cycle.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 01, 2022, 06:15:54 PM
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!

This inner monologue is a discussion with others, as well as myself... the fact that these internal emotions are overflowing means one thing... I'm about to burst

Only I need a safe space to scream the F-Bomb so Mom and Dad don't hear it... Maybe I'll scream it into a pillow?

It's obvious that the dreams stopped...

Not the phone calls though... they usually have a once a month or every other month cycle.

Then you're already in deep shit... the deep shit being "is it obsession, or is it remorse?"
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 03, 2022, 09:11:24 PM
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!

This inner monologue is a discussion with others, as well as myself... the fact that these internal emotions are overflowing means one thing... I'm about to burst

Only I need a safe space to scream the F-Bomb so Mom and Dad don't hear it... Maybe I'll scream it into a pillow?

It's obvious that the dreams stopped...

Not the phone calls though... they usually have a once a month or every other month cycle.

Then you're already in deep shit... the deep shit being "is it obsession, or is it remorse?"

Is C: all of the above an acceptable answer?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 03, 2022, 09:12:06 PM
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!

This inner monologue is a discussion with others, as well as myself... the fact that these internal emotions are overflowing means one thing... I'm about to burst

Only I need a safe space to scream the F-Bomb so Mom and Dad don't hear it... Maybe I'll scream it into a pillow?

It's obvious that the dreams stopped...

Not the phone calls though... they usually have a once a month or every other month cycle.

Then you're already in deep shit... the deep shit being "is it obsession, or is it remorse?"

Is C: all of the above an acceptable answer?

Yes... I'll allow it
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 03, 2022, 09:14:27 PM
I complained to my therapist about the unwanted notice of the calls... now all I can do is just live my life, and just not hide so much.

This also means you don't do crank calls to the troll, because she'll call the "Playstation" on you.

Aw, damn it!!! I want the police to see how messed up that animal is though...

In due time my dear sir... now just shut the hell up and finish your tea.

  :orly: :finger:

Oi!!! Just because you have these dreams of eavesdropping on them, and the sexual stuff doesn't mean it means anything.... does it? Damn it I said it out loud -_-

STFU!

This inner monologue is a discussion with others, as well as myself... the fact that these internal emotions are overflowing means one thing... I'm about to burst

Only I need a safe space to scream the F-Bomb so Mom and Dad don't hear it... Maybe I'll scream it into a pillow?

It's obvious that the dreams stopped...

Not the phone calls though... they usually have a once a month or every other month cycle.

Then you're already in deep shit... the deep shit being "is it obsession, or is it remorse?"

Is C: all of the above an acceptable answer?

Yes... I'll allow it

Good
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 29, 2022, 01:00:50 PM
So far they miss me, yet they still treat me like shit... asking me "Why are you such an ass?"

when my response would of been:

Quote
Why the hell are you a sexual deviant who acts like a retarded toddler!?! Why are you an automaton who lost her will to think for herself!?! Why!?!?!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 29, 2022, 01:02:27 PM
So far they miss me, yet they still treat me like shit... asking me "Why are you such an ass?"

when my response would of been:

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Why the hell are you a sexual deviant who acts like a retarded toddler!?! Why are you an automaton who lost her will to think for herself!?! Why!?!?!

The real answer is, I'll never know.... they won't listen to reason, because reason to them is just an insult or accusation of stupid shit I don't want to deal with... if they want to talk, I'll just simply ignore walk away, and live on with my life.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 29, 2022, 06:33:35 PM
I've been listening to a lot of Phantom of the Opera show tunes.... the singing is soothing, but somehow I feel like I relate to the phantom more, because like the phantom I still don't get the girl or understood by society.

Though on record, I haven't been vicious like the character when it comes to disposing of people... I just cut them off from me, not bury them 6 feet under like the character did.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 02, 2022, 03:24:28 PM
It's 51 freaking degrees and I'm still this cold!?!?!

Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 02, 2022, 07:41:07 PM
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 08, 2022, 03:30:03 PM
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?

Quiet!!! If pikajedi (or Nu) was still here... he would tell you to STFU with the NT bashing!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 08, 2022, 03:34:59 PM
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?

Quiet!!! If pikajedi (or Nu) was still here... he would tell you to STFU with the NT bashing!

Which I should take into consideration to be honest with you...
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 08, 2022, 03:40:29 PM
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?

Quiet!!! If pikajedi (or Nu) was still here... he would tell you to STFU with the NT bashing!

Which I should take into consideration to be honest with you...

Yet you don't
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 09, 2022, 07:47:07 PM
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?

Quiet!!! If pikajedi (or Nu) was still here... he would tell you to STFU with the NT bashing!

Which I should take into consideration to be honest with you...

Yet you don't

Oh? are you some kind of voice of reason? The voice of fate? Big brother?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 11, 2022, 01:30:36 PM
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?

Quiet!!! If pikajedi (or Nu) was still here... he would tell you to STFU with the NT bashing!

Which I should take into consideration to be honest with you...

Yet you don't

Oh? are you some kind of voice of reason? The voice of fate? Big brother?

No... just the side of you that tried pretending that he was an NT so much, so much that it nearly emotionally drained himself.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 11, 2022, 01:39:45 PM
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?

Quiet!!! If pikajedi (or Nu) was still here... he would tell you to STFU with the NT bashing!

Which I should take into consideration to be honest with you...

Yet you don't

Oh? are you some kind of voice of reason? The voice of fate? Big brother?

No... just the side of you that tried pretending that he was an NT so much, so much that it nearly emotionally drained himself.

Permission to speak freely sir....
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 11, 2022, 01:40:04 PM
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?

Quiet!!! If pikajedi (or Nu) was still here... he would tell you to STFU with the NT bashing!

Which I should take into consideration to be honest with you...

Yet you don't

Oh? are you some kind of voice of reason? The voice of fate? Big brother?

No... just the side of you that tried pretending that he was an NT so much, so much that it nearly emotionally drained himself.

Permission to speak freely sir....

I'll allow it
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 11, 2022, 01:40:36 PM
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?

Quiet!!! If pikajedi (or Nu) was still here... he would tell you to STFU with the NT bashing!

Which I should take into consideration to be honest with you...

Yet you don't

Oh? are you some kind of voice of reason? The voice of fate? Big brother?

No... just the side of you that tried pretending that he was an NT so much, so much that it nearly emotionally drained himself.

Permission to speak freely sir....

I'll allow it

I fucking hate the New York Mets!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 11, 2022, 01:41:16 PM
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?

Quiet!!! If pikajedi (or Nu) was still here... he would tell you to STFU with the NT bashing!

Which I should take into consideration to be honest with you...

Yet you don't

Oh? are you some kind of voice of reason? The voice of fate? Big brother?

No... just the side of you that tried pretending that he was an NT so much, so much that it nearly emotionally drained himself.

Permission to speak freely sir....

I'll allow it

I fucking hate the New York Mets!

So does everyone in baseball right now
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 13, 2022, 06:42:53 PM
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?

Quiet!!! If pikajedi (or Nu) was still here... he would tell you to STFU with the NT bashing!

Which I should take into consideration to be honest with you...

Yet you don't

Oh? are you some kind of voice of reason? The voice of fate? Big brother?

No... just the side of you that tried pretending that he was an NT so much, so much that it nearly emotionally drained himself.

Permission to speak freely sir....

I'll allow it

I fucking hate the New York Mets!

So does everyone in baseball right now

So in other news.... I am seriously pissed off at the riding service I use for my rides to work.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 15, 2022, 09:19:26 PM
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?

Quiet!!! If pikajedi (or Nu) was still here... he would tell you to STFU with the NT bashing!

Which I should take into consideration to be honest with you...

Yet you don't

Oh? are you some kind of voice of reason? The voice of fate? Big brother?

No... just the side of you that tried pretending that he was an NT so much, so much that it nearly emotionally drained himself.

Permission to speak freely sir....

I'll allow it

I fucking hate the New York Mets!

So does everyone in baseball right now

So in other news.... I am seriously pissed off at the riding service I use for my rides to work.

Why? You just need to have one or three days out of your week being an early bird caller.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 15, 2022, 09:22:53 PM
Why are ADD and NT women so loud?

Quiet!!! If pikajedi (or Nu) was still here... he would tell you to STFU with the NT bashing!

Which I should take into consideration to be honest with you...

Yet you don't

Oh? are you some kind of voice of reason? The voice of fate? Big brother?

No... just the side of you that tried pretending that he was an NT so much, so much that it nearly emotionally drained himself.

Permission to speak freely sir....

I'll allow it

I fucking hate the New York Mets!

So does everyone in baseball right now

So in other news.... I am seriously pissed off at the riding service I use for my rides to work.

Why? You just need to have one or three days out of your week being an early bird caller.

I'm not used to being up early -_-
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Fun With Matches on December 16, 2022, 08:11:39 AM
Wow…even I can’t talk to myself for that long. :P
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 16, 2022, 02:54:59 PM
Wow…even I can’t talk to myself for that long. :P

hahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahaha  :LMAO:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 17, 2022, 07:40:12 PM
Wow…even I can’t talk to myself for that long. :P

hahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahaha  :LMAO:

http://youtu.be/kmWTZ3KfnXE
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 19, 2022, 07:24:40 PM
Wow…even I can’t talk to myself for that long. :P

hahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahaha  :LMAO:

http://youtu.be/kmWTZ3KfnXE

http://youtu.be/UPO4BIXv4L4
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 26, 2022, 09:31:53 PM
I'm a strange cookie :-/
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 26, 2022, 09:36:54 PM
I'm a strange cookie :-/

Strange I would agree with.... a cookie on the other hand? Not so much
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: DirtDawg on December 27, 2022, 06:45:10 AM
I'm more a bread loaf, I would prefer to just sit here, but I am crusty on the outside, tender and savory on the inside.

... I have risen to be my best!

I wish.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 29, 2022, 03:09:59 PM
I'm more a bread loaf, I would prefer to just sit here, but I am crusty on the outside, tender and savory on the inside.

... I have risen to be my best!

I wish.

Whatever we all appear to be... we do the best with what's given to us.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on January 06, 2023, 12:45:58 AM
If I can go a whole year (and please quote me on this...) without them contacting me, or threatening me... I know I am completely free
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: DirtDawg on January 06, 2023, 02:43:54 PM
If I can go a whole year (and please quote me on this...) without them contacting me, or threatening me... I know I am completely free

If you can go any amount of time without contacting them yourself, then you are already free.
 :thumbup:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on January 06, 2023, 03:36:13 PM
If I can go a whole year (and please quote me on this...) without them contacting me, or threatening me... I know I am completely free

If you can go any amount of time without contacting them yourself, then you are already free.
 :thumbup:

Damn it! You're right :(
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: DirtDawg on January 07, 2023, 05:28:48 PM
Enjoy the freedom, my friend and build upon it as you can.

 :congrats:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on January 07, 2023, 07:41:29 PM
Enjoy the freedom, my friend and build upon it as you can.

 :congrats:

 :plus: :plus: :plus:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on January 07, 2023, 07:50:09 PM
WHY THE HELL IS 2023 BEING SHITTY TO JOEY!?!?!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on January 10, 2023, 03:11:13 PM
WHY THE HELL IS 2023 BEING SHITTY TO JOEY!?!?!

 :soapbox: *screaming*
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: renaeden on January 10, 2023, 09:04:03 PM
Who is Joey? Friend of yours?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on January 10, 2023, 10:32:23 PM
Who is Joey? Friend of yours?

He's a family friend that's like a brother to me... he has the mental age of a 2-year-old and lives in a group home one county over... he's been going up and down health-wise since at least mid to late December. His body temp gets too low, and they still don't know what's wrong with him.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on January 10, 2023, 10:37:16 PM
Who is Joey? Friend of yours?

He's a family friend that's like a brother to me... he has the mental age of a 2-year-old and lives in a group home one county over... he's been going up and down health-wise since at least mid to late December. His body temp gets too low, and they still don't know what's wrong with him.

He's only about 98% non-verbal, says certain words, and has his own sign language.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: renaeden on January 12, 2023, 07:30:03 PM
Ah, I see. Must be frustrating for you to see him ill if he may not be able to communicate how he's feeling physically. I hope medical people can figure out what's going on for him.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on January 18, 2023, 01:34:37 PM
Ah, I see. Must be frustrating for you to see him ill if he may not be able to communicate how he's feeling physically. I hope medical people can figure out what's going on for him.

Yep... I just hope for the best for him
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on January 19, 2023, 10:29:31 PM
I just want to throw a pie at the moron who said "We treat everybody equal here..."

From which I cry in protest:

Quote
THAT'S BULLSHIT AND YOU KNOW IT!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on January 19, 2023, 10:57:07 PM
just so we're clear:

Quote
I just want to throw a pie at the moron who said “We treat everybody equal here”

from which I cry in protest:

THAT’S BULLSHIT AND YOU KNOW IT!

To imply that you’re treating everyone equal is just a sugarcoated response towards something vile, sour, and disgusting. All you did with that statement my dear miss was imply that those who see through your façade get’s treated like a simpleton.

Words that are close enough to the r-word which I will not repeat on here because I got in trouble with some SJWs for it when I didn’t provide context.

Yes, there were those with special needs that are deemed “low” but having them in the same rooms as behavioral cases who picked on them wasn’t the right idea. In times like this you’ll want inclusion for all... but in the cases of transitional programs, you need different sub-groups for the functionality of your “students”.

Putting different personality types in the same room, when one is simple-minded, and the other is an RSO has to be the worst idea yet.

If everyone was equal, they would be given an environment that suits their needs.. not clumped into a “One Size Fits All” approach.

The earlier years of SAIL were indeed a colossal buzzkill, a failure measured beyond most people’s comprehension on what works, and doesn’t work for the student. Yet before I sign off on the matter.... was this program worth it? Is it still worth it??

ABSOLUTELY NOT!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on January 19, 2023, 10:59:36 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RtgJjYvv0dU
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on January 20, 2023, 03:05:48 PM
http://youtu.be/dkIYkpsTkGY

^ How one feels when the game is afoot
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on January 23, 2023, 03:45:32 PM
American Politics summed up in a show tunes parody:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tXoJd4BoZTQ
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on March 09, 2023, 03:54:33 PM
Operation Granny Smith is a go!!!!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Gopher Gary on March 09, 2023, 06:24:45 PM
Operation Granny Smith is a go!!!!

What is Operation Granny Smith?  :orly:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: renaeden on March 09, 2023, 07:35:58 PM
Did you end up getting a new phone number? So the two trolls can't bother you anymore?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on March 09, 2023, 08:27:34 PM
Did you end up getting a new phone number? So the two trolls can't bother you anymore?

They haven't attempted since the 14th of January... they're complaining about me to another SPED at the moment -_- (which is still stalking me isn't it?)
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Fun With Matches on March 10, 2023, 12:11:57 PM
Why do these girls stalk you?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on March 11, 2023, 09:27:32 AM
Why do these girls stalk you?

One of them is my ex who can't make up her own mind... the other is her bestie who was (or is) obsessive about me -_-
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on March 11, 2023, 09:28:16 AM
Operation Granny Smith is a go!!!!

What is Operation Granny Smith?  :orly:

Changing my phone number when I upgrade my phone.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on March 11, 2023, 09:31:10 AM
Why do these girls stalk you?

Because one is obsessive, and the other follows by example.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: DirtDawg on March 11, 2023, 12:43:04 PM
Operation Granny Smith is a go!!!!

What is Operation Granny Smith?  :orly:

Changing my phone number when I upgrade my phone.

Bummer!
I was hoping for a list of appple recipes. Damn!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Gopher Gary on March 11, 2023, 03:00:06 PM
Operation Granny Smith is a go!!!!

What is Operation Granny Smith?  :orly:

Changing my phone number when I upgrade my phone.

 :thumbup:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on March 11, 2023, 03:06:02 PM
Operation Granny Smith is a go!!!!

What is Operation Granny Smith?  :orly:

Changing my phone number when I upgrade my phone.

Bummer!
I was hoping for a list of appple recipes. Damn!

I'll check my grandmother's old Mennonite Cook Book for any if you want.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on April 01, 2023, 04:50:52 PM
Granny Smith is on hold, I repeat Granny Smith is on hold. She took a dirt nap
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on April 02, 2023, 09:28:44 PM
They should make it easier to open the Ziplock bag portion of the Twizzlers because I tore the ziplock portion off (accidentally of course).

So much for one's own strength -_____-
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on April 30, 2023, 02:51:28 PM
In other news.... I'm still healing, and so far.... the prognosis is good, and meeting expectations... the fact that I'm still confused with girls flirting/being cutesy with me still needs to be readjusted.

Also, the Troll and Automaton need to stay the hell away from me and be gone from my life.

FOR GOOD!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on April 30, 2023, 02:51:58 PM
In other news.... I'm still healing, and so far.... the prognosis is good, and meeting expectations... the fact that I'm still confused with girls flirting/being cutesy with me still needs to be readjusted.

Also, the Troll and Automaton need to stay the hell away from me and be gone from my life.

FOR GOOD!

Don't jynx yourself -__-
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on April 30, 2023, 02:52:20 PM
In other news.... I'm still healing, and so far.... the prognosis is good, and meeting expectations... the fact that I'm still confused with girls flirting/being cutesy with me still needs to be readjusted.

Also, the Troll and Automaton need to stay the hell away from me and be gone from my life.

FOR GOOD!

Don't jynx yourself -__-

OI!  :finger:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on April 30, 2023, 02:55:21 PM
In other news.... I'm still healing, and so far.... the prognosis is good, and meeting expectations... the fact that I'm still confused with girls flirting/being cutesy with me still needs to be readjusted.

Also, the Troll and Automaton need to stay the hell away from me and be gone from my life.

FOR GOOD!

Don't jynx yourself -__-

OI!  :finger:

 :finger: :finger: :finger: :finger: :finger: :finger: :finger: :finger: :finger: :finger: :finger: :finger: :finger: :finger: :finger:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on April 30, 2023, 03:01:33 PM
http://youtu.be/uCeMZccDMA0
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on April 30, 2023, 03:05:16 PM
http://youtu.be/uCeMZccDMA0

Is that the best you can do?  :M

http://youtu.be/Etkws_5mexg
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on April 30, 2023, 03:06:48 PM
Why don't we all dress in drag and flip off Ron Desantis if he's the GOP nominee?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on April 30, 2023, 03:09:35 PM
Why don't we all dress in drag and flip off Ron Desantis if he's the GOP nominee?

http://youtu.be/gvwX20UQ2Yw
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on May 05, 2023, 04:34:15 PM
 :nerdy:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on May 13, 2023, 12:19:27 AM
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know my Dad died, but can't they just leave me the hell alone!?!?!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on May 13, 2023, 09:57:37 PM
I swear like a sailor, yet I'm not the sailor from the moon... I'm the sailor whose set foot in 8 countries, and 16+ states.... I'm the sailor who wants to explore, not be cooped up.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on May 14, 2023, 06:40:12 PM
  :flamer: TROLL & Automaton
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on May 14, 2023, 11:06:47 PM
TROLL & Automaton :litigious:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on May 18, 2023, 10:15:43 PM
Do I still go and find her, or do I wait until she finds me?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on May 20, 2023, 04:31:05 PM
Why are you testing me? In all honesty, why the hell are you testing me?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on May 21, 2023, 01:01:56 PM
Human beings, no matter if the Christians will accept it or not.... are biological machines. We are organic, we process information, we see, we hear, we feel, can taste, and smell many things... but in a way... when we make A.I. or machines that imitate humanity, that's all it is... an impression on what's previously in front of society.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on May 21, 2023, 01:43:53 PM
Also I'm afraid of the prospects of a new relationship because I'm afraid Troll will stalk the girl instead of just leaving me and "the girl" alone.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on May 21, 2023, 06:04:22 PM
 :trollface:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on May 21, 2023, 10:02:21 PM
:trollface:

:trollface: :trollface:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on May 22, 2023, 07:19:19 PM
:trollface:

:trollface: :trollface:

:trollface: :trollface: :trollface:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: DirtDawg on May 23, 2023, 06:37:25 AM
:trollface:

Try Moonwalking ...

:trollskull:








 :lol1:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on May 23, 2023, 07:23:42 PM
:trollface:

Try Moonwalking ...

:trollskull:








 :lol1:

Ok
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on May 29, 2023, 12:59:26 PM
Hiding in my mother's basement isn't very profitable... yet it's necessary when I'm avoiding people
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on June 07, 2023, 04:02:50 PM
I want to avoid group tonight, but knowing my mother she won't let me.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on June 09, 2023, 04:34:23 PM
I have two events on my schedule to attend to...

Singles/Young Adults and the Autistic Social Connection thing my old high school case manager started...

Turns out I'm one of the first generation(s) of her students to be represented  :nerdy:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 01, 2023, 02:38:58 PM
I'm 33 years old, and I feel old .___.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 04, 2023, 06:48:47 PM
I'm 33 years old, and I feel old .___.

Dude... you are old
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 04, 2023, 06:49:55 PM
I'm 33 years old, and I feel old .___.

Dude... you are old

 :grrr:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 05, 2023, 11:40:34 AM
I'm 33 years old, and I feel old .___.

Dude... you are old

 :grrr:

And now for something completely different:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DzIevdR3cDM
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 05, 2023, 02:45:59 PM
I'm 33 years old, and I feel old .___.

Dude... you are old

 :grrr:

And now for something completely different:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DzIevdR3cDM

 :orly:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: odeon on July 05, 2023, 03:56:30 PM
You're a kid, basically. :)
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 06, 2023, 12:58:37 PM
You're a kid, basically. :)

A kid who basically doesn't want to be lonely all the time :(
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: odeon on July 18, 2023, 11:59:05 AM
You're a kid, basically. :)

A kid who basically doesn't want to be lonely all the time :(

Here's hoping you won't be.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 22, 2023, 12:35:50 PM
You're a kid, basically. :)

A kid who basically doesn't want to be lonely all the time :(

Here's hoping you won't be.

thanks
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 22, 2023, 08:45:51 PM
I guess I can actually use the moniker "Weirdo who lives in his mother's basement" literally now. Especially since Dad is dead, and Mom and I as well as my birds, dog, and cat are the only residents of the house.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 22, 2023, 08:46:37 PM
I guess I can actually use the moniker "Weirdo who lives in his mother's basement" literally now. Especially since Dad is dead, and Mom and I as well as my birds, dog, and cat are the only residents of the house.

Also Mom says she likes my tastes in films, and is glad I don't enjoy the pure drivel that's being spewed lately.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 22, 2023, 08:47:10 PM
I guess I can actually use the moniker "Weirdo who lives in his mother's basement" literally now. Especially since Dad is dead, and Mom and I as well as my birds, dog, and cat are the only residents of the house.

Also Mom says she likes my tastes in films, and is glad I don't enjoy the pure drivel that's being spewed lately.

Even the Netflix exclusive films would be considered drivel?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 22, 2023, 08:47:57 PM
I guess I can actually use the moniker "Weirdo who lives in his mother's basement" literally now. Especially since Dad is dead, and Mom and I as well as my birds, dog, and cat are the only residents of the house.

Also Mom says she likes my tastes in films, and is glad I don't enjoy the pure drivel that's being spewed lately.

Even the Netflix exclusive films would be considered drivel?

Yeah... it's 40/60 on Netflix, you have no idea if it's good, eh, okay, or pure shit.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 22, 2023, 08:48:49 PM
I guess I can actually use the moniker "Weirdo who lives in his mother's basement" literally now. Especially since Dad is dead, and Mom and I as well as my birds, dog, and cat are the only residents of the house.

Also Mom says she likes my tastes in films, and is glad I don't enjoy the pure drivel that's being spewed lately.

Even the Netflix exclusive films would be considered drivel?

Yeah... it's 40/60 on Netflix, you have no idea if it's good, eh, okay, or pure shit.

Which is why I prefer to have physical copies of my films thank you very much  :nerdy:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 22, 2023, 08:49:41 PM
I guess I can actually use the moniker "Weirdo who lives in his mother's basement" literally now. Especially since Dad is dead, and Mom and I as well as my birds, dog, and cat are the only residents of the house.

Also Mom says she likes my tastes in films, and is glad I don't enjoy the pure drivel that's being spewed lately.

Even the Netflix exclusive films would be considered drivel?

Yeah... it's 40/60 on Netflix, you have no idea if it's good, eh, okay, or pure shit.

Which is why I prefer to have physical copies of my films thank you very much  :nerdy:

Also to the 4 guests who are reading this thread... tell me about your mother, was she a nice lady?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 22, 2023, 09:38:27 PM
I guess I can actually use the moniker "Weirdo who lives in his mother's basement" literally now. Especially since Dad is dead, and Mom and I as well as my birds, dog, and cat are the only residents of the house.

Also Mom says she likes my tastes in films, and is glad I don't enjoy the pure drivel that's being spewed lately.

Even the Netflix exclusive films would be considered drivel?

Yeah... it's 40/60 on Netflix, you have no idea if it's good, eh, okay, or pure shit.

Which is why I prefer to have physical copies of my films thank you very much  :nerdy:

Also to the 4 guests who are reading this thread... tell me about your mother, was she a nice lady?

They left :(
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 26, 2023, 05:03:18 PM
I guess I can actually use the moniker "Weirdo who lives in his mother's basement" literally now. Especially since Dad is dead, and Mom and I as well as my birds, dog, and cat are the only residents of the house.

Also Mom says she likes my tastes in films, and is glad I don't enjoy the pure drivel that's being spewed lately.

Even the Netflix exclusive films would be considered drivel?

Yeah... it's 40/60 on Netflix, you have no idea if it's good, eh, okay, or pure shit.

Which is why I prefer to have physical copies of my films thank you very much  :nerdy:

Also to the 4 guests who are reading this thread... tell me about your mother, was she a nice lady?

They left :(

Is it true about Eris? Because I haven't seen or read anything new from them in awhile
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 26, 2023, 05:04:09 PM
I guess I can actually use the moniker "Weirdo who lives in his mother's basement" literally now. Especially since Dad is dead, and Mom and I as well as my birds, dog, and cat are the only residents of the house.

Also Mom says she likes my tastes in films, and is glad I don't enjoy the pure drivel that's being spewed lately.

Even the Netflix exclusive films would be considered drivel?

Yeah... it's 40/60 on Netflix, you have no idea if it's good, eh, okay, or pure shit.

Which is why I prefer to have physical copies of my films thank you very much  :nerdy:

Also to the 4 guests who are reading this thread... tell me about your mother, was she a nice lady?

They left :(

Is it true about Eris? Because I haven't seen or read anything new from them in awhile

I'm afraid so  :'(
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on July 30, 2023, 06:14:47 PM
I guess I can actually use the moniker "Weirdo who lives in his mother's basement" literally now. Especially since Dad is dead, and Mom and I as well as my birds, dog, and cat are the only residents of the house.

Also Mom says she likes my tastes in films, and is glad I don't enjoy the pure drivel that's being spewed lately.

Even the Netflix exclusive films would be considered drivel?

Yeah... it's 40/60 on Netflix, you have no idea if it's good, eh, okay, or pure shit.

Which is why I prefer to have physical copies of my films thank you very much  :nerdy:

Also to the 4 guests who are reading this thread... tell me about your mother, was she a nice lady?

They left :(

Is it true about Eris? Because I haven't seen or read anything new from them in awhile

I'm afraid so  :'(

While we're at it... here's a music video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2US4QcF3UvM
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 01, 2023, 01:56:38 PM
I guess I can actually use the moniker "Weirdo who lives in his mother's basement" literally now. Especially since Dad is dead, and Mom and I as well as my birds, dog, and cat are the only residents of the house.

Also Mom says she likes my tastes in films, and is glad I don't enjoy the pure drivel that's being spewed lately.

Even the Netflix exclusive films would be considered drivel?

Yeah... it's 40/60 on Netflix, you have no idea if it's good, eh, okay, or pure shit.

Which is why I prefer to have physical copies of my films thank you very much  :nerdy:

Also to the 4 guests who are reading this thread... tell me about your mother, was she a nice lady?

They left :(

Is it true about Eris? Because I haven't seen or read anything new from them in awhile

I'm afraid so  :'(

While we're at it... here's a music video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2US4QcF3UvM

I still find the Japanese Music Videos more creative... then again, the equality of creativity from both Japanese and Korean Media is impressive.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 01, 2023, 01:57:52 PM
I guess I can actually use the moniker "Weirdo who lives in his mother's basement" literally now. Especially since Dad is dead, and Mom and I as well as my birds, dog, and cat are the only residents of the house.

Also Mom says she likes my tastes in films, and is glad I don't enjoy the pure drivel that's being spewed lately.

Even the Netflix exclusive films would be considered drivel?

Yeah... it's 40/60 on Netflix, you have no idea if it's good, eh, okay, or pure shit.

Which is why I prefer to have physical copies of my films thank you very much  :nerdy:

Also to the 4 guests who are reading this thread... tell me about your mother, was she a nice lady?

They left :(

Is it true about Eris? Because I haven't seen or read anything new from them in awhile

I'm afraid so  :'(

While we're at it... here's a music video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2US4QcF3UvM

I still find the Japanese Music Videos more creative... then again, the equality of creativity from both Japanese and Korean Media is impressive.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2cz4SODFwc
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 04, 2023, 02:55:15 PM
Troll's baby daddy added me on Facebook
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 04, 2023, 02:56:05 PM
Troll's baby daddy added me on Facebook

And that's a good thing? How the hell is that a good thing???
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 04, 2023, 02:56:44 PM
Troll's baby daddy added me on Facebook

And that's a good thing? How the hell is that a good thing???

He's much of a victim of her stupidity as I am... so why not make amends?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 04, 2023, 02:57:17 PM
Troll's baby daddy added me on Facebook

And that's a good thing? How the hell is that a good thing???

He's much of a victim of her stupidity as I am... so why not make amends?

Just be careful
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 05, 2023, 03:34:08 PM
Troll's baby daddy added me on Facebook

And that's a good thing? How the hell is that a good thing???

He's much of a victim of her stupidity as I am... so why not make amends?

Just be careful

How careful do I need to be???
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 05, 2023, 03:36:01 PM
Troll's baby daddy added me on Facebook

And that's a good thing? How the hell is that a good thing???

He's much of a victim of her stupidity as I am... so why not make amends?

Just be careful

How careful do I need to be???

You already know the answer to that question
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 05, 2023, 07:12:54 PM
Troll's baby daddy added me on Facebook

And that's a good thing? How the hell is that a good thing???

He's much of a victim of her stupidity as I am... so why not make amends?

Just be careful

How careful do I need to be???

You already know the answer to that question

 :agreed:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 05, 2023, 08:41:01 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 06, 2023, 06:03:10 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 09, 2023, 02:43:26 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 10, 2023, 07:27:08 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(

Now I'm not happy -___- I'm depressed as HELL!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 10, 2023, 07:28:07 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(

Now I'm not happy -___- I'm depressed as HELL!

Get out of your head when you go on Saturday, try to socialize with at least 3 people... if that doesn't work, then you're royally screwed.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 11, 2023, 01:52:04 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(

Now I'm not happy -___- I'm depressed as HELL!

Get out of your head when you go on Saturday, try to socialize with at least 3 people... if that doesn't work, then you're royally screwed.

Also, don't get confused with why she looks at all of your stories.... also, don't explain openly on who "she" is... because only a select few would know.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 11, 2023, 08:08:45 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(

Now I'm not happy -___- I'm depressed as HELL!

Get out of your head when you go on Saturday, try to socialize with at least 3 people... if that doesn't work, then you're royally screwed.

Also, don't get confused with why she looks at all of your stories.... also, don't explain openly on who "she" is... because only a select few would know.

 :LOL: okay
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 14, 2023, 01:26:57 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(

Now I'm not happy -___- I'm depressed as HELL!

Get out of your head when you go on Saturday, try to socialize with at least 3 people... if that doesn't work, then you're royally screwed.

Also, don't get confused with why she looks at all of your stories.... also, don't explain openly on who "she" is... because only a select few would know.

 :LOL: okay

I can't do tasks on my own as I thought... I need support, I need accountability.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 15, 2023, 06:27:33 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(

Now I'm not happy -___- I'm depressed as HELL!

Get out of your head when you go on Saturday, try to socialize with at least 3 people... if that doesn't work, then you're royally screwed.

Also, don't get confused with why she looks at all of your stories.... also, don't explain openly on who "she" is... because only a select few would know.

 :LOL: okay

I can't do tasks on my own as I thought... I need support, I need accountability.

You'll get there... just don't annoy others in the process
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 17, 2023, 01:32:23 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(

Now I'm not happy -___- I'm depressed as HELL!

Get out of your head when you go on Saturday, try to socialize with at least 3 people... if that doesn't work, then you're royally screwed.

Also, don't get confused with why she looks at all of your stories.... also, don't explain openly on who "she" is... because only a select few would know.

 :LOL: okay

I can't do tasks on my own as I thought... I need support, I need accountability.

You'll get there... just don't annoy others in the process

Florida Sucks!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 17, 2023, 01:32:50 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(

Now I'm not happy -___- I'm depressed as HELL!

Get out of your head when you go on Saturday, try to socialize with at least 3 people... if that doesn't work, then you're royally screwed.

Also, don't get confused with why she looks at all of your stories.... also, don't explain openly on who "she" is... because only a select few would know.

 :LOL: okay

I can't do tasks on my own as I thought... I need support, I need accountability.

You'll get there... just don't annoy others in the process

Florida Sucks!
:facepalm2:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 17, 2023, 07:34:32 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(

Now I'm not happy -___- I'm depressed as HELL!

Get out of your head when you go on Saturday, try to socialize with at least 3 people... if that doesn't work, then you're royally screwed.

Also, don't get confused with why she looks at all of your stories.... also, don't explain openly on who "she" is... because only a select few would know.

 :LOL: okay

I can't do tasks on my own as I thought... I need support, I need accountability.

You'll get there... just don't annoy others in the process

Florida Sucks!
:facepalm2:

Does anyone want to play Germany or Florida?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 18, 2023, 01:08:48 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(

Now I'm not happy -___- I'm depressed as HELL!

Get out of your head when you go on Saturday, try to socialize with at least 3 people... if that doesn't work, then you're royally screwed.

Also, don't get confused with why she looks at all of your stories.... also, don't explain openly on who "she" is... because only a select few would know.

 :LOL: okay

I can't do tasks on my own as I thought... I need support, I need accountability.

You'll get there... just don't annoy others in the process

Florida Sucks!
:facepalm2:

Does anyone want to play Germany or Florida?

Uh.... NO!!!!!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 19, 2023, 12:39:26 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(

Now I'm not happy -___- I'm depressed as HELL!

Get out of your head when you go on Saturday, try to socialize with at least 3 people... if that doesn't work, then you're royally screwed.

Also, don't get confused with why she looks at all of your stories.... also, don't explain openly on who "she" is... because only a select few would know.

 :LOL: okay

I can't do tasks on my own as I thought... I need support, I need accountability.

You'll get there... just don't annoy others in the process

Florida Sucks!
:facepalm2:

Does anyone want to play Germany or Florida?

Uh.... NO!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slGYJfPtW7c
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 20, 2023, 02:59:05 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(

Now I'm not happy -___- I'm depressed as HELL!

Get out of your head when you go on Saturday, try to socialize with at least 3 people... if that doesn't work, then you're royally screwed.

Also, don't get confused with why she looks at all of your stories.... also, don't explain openly on who "she" is... because only a select few would know.

 :LOL: okay

I can't do tasks on my own as I thought... I need support, I need accountability.

You'll get there... just don't annoy others in the process

Florida Sucks!
:facepalm2:

Does anyone want to play Germany or Florida?

Uh.... NO!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slGYJfPtW7c

 :o WTH is going on!?!? I'm so freaking confused :(
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 20, 2023, 07:44:16 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(

Now I'm not happy -___- I'm depressed as HELL!

Get out of your head when you go on Saturday, try to socialize with at least 3 people... if that doesn't work, then you're royally screwed.

Also, don't get confused with why she looks at all of your stories.... also, don't explain openly on who "she" is... because only a select few would know.

 :LOL: okay

I can't do tasks on my own as I thought... I need support, I need accountability.

You'll get there... just don't annoy others in the process

Florida Sucks!
:facepalm2:

Does anyone want to play Germany or Florida?

Uh.... NO!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slGYJfPtW7c

 :o WTH is going on!?!? I'm so freaking confused :(

 :dunno:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 25, 2023, 02:04:45 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(

Now I'm not happy -___- I'm depressed as HELL!

Get out of your head when you go on Saturday, try to socialize with at least 3 people... if that doesn't work, then you're royally screwed.

Also, don't get confused with why she looks at all of your stories.... also, don't explain openly on who "she" is... because only a select few would know.

 :LOL: okay

I can't do tasks on my own as I thought... I need support, I need accountability.

You'll get there... just don't annoy others in the process

Florida Sucks!
:facepalm2:

Does anyone want to play Germany or Florida?

Uh.... NO!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slGYJfPtW7c

 :o WTH is going on!?!? I'm so freaking confused :(

 :dunno:

Moving on... I'm having a hard time communicating with one of my Aunties at the moment... especially when they don't know English well enough :(
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 25, 2023, 02:08:17 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ94zflNqn4

RADWIMPS is one thing... the fact that the Cubbies are one fire is another.

I'm happy ^__^ just need to relax a bit :(

Now I'm not happy -___- I'm depressed as HELL!

Get out of your head when you go on Saturday, try to socialize with at least 3 people... if that doesn't work, then you're royally screwed.

Also, don't get confused with why she looks at all of your stories.... also, don't explain openly on who "she" is... because only a select few would know.

 :LOL: okay

I can't do tasks on my own as I thought... I need support, I need accountability.

You'll get there... just don't annoy others in the process

Florida Sucks!
:facepalm2:

Does anyone want to play Germany or Florida?

Uh.... NO!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slGYJfPtW7c

 :o WTH is going on!?!? I'm so freaking confused :(

 :dunno:

Moving on... I'm having a hard time communicating with one of my Aunties at the moment... especially when they don't know English well enough :(

She's a Pakistani national whose father used to be an Iman. Her family has connections with mine, which makes our families basically "Family anyways"
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: renaeden on August 25, 2023, 10:29:28 PM
Nesting text boxes are a no-no because it can cause site problems. Just post regularly, yes?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 26, 2023, 03:54:08 PM
Nesting text boxes are a no-no because it can cause site problems. Just post regularly, yes?

Okay  :hide:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 26, 2023, 04:04:29 PM
A-sha Dry Noodles you'll need the following:


following instructions until you get what you want out of it.

Add some variety such as hard-boiled eggs, veggies, and meat toppings (possibly shredded?)

Yeah should do it ^__^
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on August 30, 2023, 03:05:59 PM
I feel like Old Boy definitely needs a rewatch from me.... there was a few things that seemed off from my first viewing.

Also Park Chan Wook did it better than Spike Lee did with their adaption.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 02, 2023, 04:32:36 PM
In all honesty, if life is so hard and all that other $#!+ than here's a thought.... DON'T TREAT PEOPLE LIKE TRASH!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 05, 2023, 04:29:47 PM
Pain level is at least a 74% Any higher, and I would be screaming obscenities at the window.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 08, 2023, 01:23:00 PM
Stop posting shit about the "FRIENDZONE"! God Damn it -___-
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 08, 2023, 07:08:15 PM
http://youtu.be/GivkxpAVVC4?si=xaBOh9HJhHAAFajh
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 18, 2023, 12:48:15 PM
http://youtu.be/GivkxpAVVC4?si=xaBOh9HJhHAAFajh

Fix the link wiseass -__-
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 18, 2023, 01:11:54 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GivkxpAVVC4
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on September 21, 2023, 03:28:11 PM
Apparently, I'm traumatized by fat bimbos and automatons with low intelligence and a side of an EQ the size of a peanut.

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 03, 2023, 07:05:32 PM
Apparently, I'm traumatized by fat bimbos and automatons with low intelligence and a side of an EQ the size of a peanut.

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay... apparently I'm going to be tested for Multiple myeloma :(
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: conlang returns on October 04, 2023, 02:16:10 AM
good luck I hope it turns out okay
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 11, 2023, 05:00:59 PM
good luck I hope it turns out okay

thanks
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 12, 2023, 02:53:54 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cRpAHPFUKKM

Quote
Tell me about all your problems

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PyrLsA-9qso

I'm listening to my Opera Baba! SHHHH!!!!!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 13, 2023, 01:32:45 PM
 :popcorn: I'm wanting to watch my new movie(s).... Might make some Boba Tea for the occasion as well.
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Post by: conlang returns on October 14, 2023, 02:35:10 AM
I'm watching Daredevil on netflix.  Matt is actually really adorable
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Post by: Genesis on October 14, 2023, 04:47:16 PM
I'm watching Daredevil on netflix.  Matt is actually really adorable

He's a better Daredevil than Ben Affleck
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Post by: Genesis on October 20, 2023, 05:56:55 PM
It annoyed me when they took Daredevil off of Netflix because Disney/Marvel wanted to do their MCU rehashing shit to it, making it in leagues with the "MCU".
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Post by: Arya Quinn on October 21, 2023, 02:40:44 PM
I'm watching Daredevil on netflix.  Matt is actually really adorable

I agree.

(https://media.tenor.com/QDYsJUOOp1oAAAAC/daredevil-matt-murdock.gif)


I'm gay, not blind.  :zoinks:
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Post by: Genesis on October 21, 2023, 05:04:40 PM
How the hell is Trump a Moderate? Seriously Mom... how the hell is he a Moderate?

Oy Vey!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Arya Quinn on October 21, 2023, 06:59:21 PM
How the hell is Trump a Moderate? Seriously Mom... how the hell is he a Moderate?

Oy Vey!

Give it a few years, and due to the Overton window he will be.  :GA:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 21, 2023, 10:06:00 PM
^NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

Also need to let my field boss know that 24th and 25th I am unable to work :(
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Post by: Genesis on October 22, 2023, 06:23:00 PM


I want to play this over the intercom at Walmart as a revenge tactic... only I would probably get banned from the store

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hiRacdl02w4
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Post by: Genesis on October 23, 2023, 08:27:26 PM
^Half of the stuff I like to get is at that "store" -____-
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Post by: Genesis on October 27, 2023, 07:38:18 PM
Why was I pining over my ex? She's an unstable basket case -__-
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Post by: renaeden on October 27, 2023, 07:42:10 PM
Why was I pining over my ex? She's an unstable basket case -__-
It's probably better to look forward and not backward in this case. You have a life to live, you don't need her or her friend.
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Post by: Genesis on October 27, 2023, 08:58:16 PM
Why was I pining over my ex? She's an unstable basket case -__-
It's probably better to look forward and not backward in this case. You have a life to live, you don't need her or her friend.

Mom said the samething
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Post by: renaeden on October 28, 2023, 08:28:16 PM
Trust your mom. She knows the most about you (I think).
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Post by: Genesis on October 28, 2023, 09:06:26 PM
Trust your mom. She knows the most about you (I think).

She knows more than I realize... she probably knows about some of my "habits" :-/
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Post by: Genesis on October 29, 2023, 02:40:06 PM
Quote
and now a word from one of our sponsors:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=59Hj7bp38f8
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on October 31, 2023, 09:07:52 PM
What's the one thing that is Tomi Lahren's weakness?

How the hell am I supposed to know??? She's chaos to the EXTREME!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 01, 2023, 01:33:02 PM
What's the one thing that is Tomi Lahren's weakness?

How the hell am I supposed to know??? She's chaos to the EXTREME!

In other news.... I find out the results of my bone marrow biopsy I had to do. I'll keep you guys posted
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Post by: Genesis on November 01, 2023, 10:53:16 PM
 :bigcry: :bigcry: :bigcry: :bigcry: :bigcry: :bigcry:
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Post by: Genesis on November 01, 2023, 10:53:41 PM
:bigcry: :bigcry: :bigcry: :bigcry: :bigcry: :bigcry:

I have to wait until Friday :(
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Post by: renaeden on November 02, 2023, 12:11:51 AM
:bigcry: :bigcry: :bigcry: :bigcry: :bigcry: :bigcry:
I have to wait until Friday :(
That's cruel, them making you wait extra days. :hug:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 02, 2023, 11:55:26 AM
^Not as cruel as my old shrink who was a pompous ass
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 03, 2023, 01:18:57 PM
Hello, Guest who is reading this thread.... are you the Troll or the Automaton? Because if you are, please go to heaven make a U-turn, and say sayanora to my grandmother.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 03, 2023, 07:51:46 PM
No cancer detected... though I am going to be closely monitored as a side precaution.
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Post by: conlang returns on November 03, 2023, 11:13:34 PM
congratulations
 :grouphug:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 04, 2023, 01:58:35 PM
One of these days, I'm going to come up with a Purple Duck and annoy the anti-vaxxers and martyr parents with it.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 05, 2023, 02:42:15 PM
just realized that I previously had 8,008 posts...

and in numeric forum converted to the alphabet it's the word "Boob"

-_- sheesh
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 06, 2023, 01:12:51 PM
CUBBIES!!!!!!!!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 10, 2023, 06:08:06 PM
You know that guy who talked to himself in a whole thread?

Yeah... I'm that guy
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Post by: conlang returns on November 10, 2023, 10:17:07 PM
You know that guy who talked to himself in a whole thread?

Yeah... I'm that guy

I just figured this was your thread for posting updates in and venting.  Maybe other people think so as well
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 11, 2023, 12:38:19 PM
You know that guy who talked to himself in a whole thread?

Yeah... I'm that guy

I just figured this was your thread for posting updates in and venting.  Maybe other people think so as well

It's better than monologuing IRL and annoying my mother
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Post by: Genesis on November 14, 2023, 11:06:50 PM
Hello Guest whose reading this thread.... why haven't you signed up for this site yet? I promise we won't bite
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 14, 2023, 11:07:12 PM
Do you like pie?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 16, 2023, 03:47:39 PM
Do you like pie?

Enough with the damn pie!!!!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 21, 2023, 09:50:05 PM
Listening to Smashing Pumpkins right now... why? BECAUSE I CAN!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on November 28, 2023, 10:19:32 PM
I feel stupid
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Post by: Gopher Gary on November 30, 2023, 08:04:46 PM
:hug:
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 01, 2023, 01:35:00 PM
:hug:

Thanks... now I feel better because of a phone interview I need to do for a job I applied to because Mom told me about it. (a positive thing to be honest)
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 05, 2023, 06:36:48 PM
A little birdy told me the guy who killed my father's lawyers is trying to delay the prosecution as much as possible.

Why?  :'(
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 08, 2023, 11:56:03 AM
WHY DID I MESS UP!?!?!?! ALSO *whispers* how am I supposed to "cope" with an 11:30 pm to 7:30 am shift?
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 12, 2023, 02:35:38 PM
I think I'll cope with it just fine... I'm too much of a night owl anyways
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 14, 2023, 11:32:17 PM
I took my anti-anxiety pill, now I'm going to put my headphones on to drown out my depression episodes while getting ready for bed.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on December 24, 2023, 03:41:33 PM
That lady who knew my father told me there are two sides to a story (No shit Sherlock!) I just don't find you creditable because of myself going through a gaslighting situation where I was painted to be what she was doing to her soon-to-be ex-husband. So yes lady, shut the hell up and you ain't no Mother Theresa, you're a deillusional wannabe martyr whose obviously narcissitic and mentally ill with her open obsession with her Catholic Identity.

I don't mind the Catholics to be honest.. it's just those that weaponize their faith Protestant, Catholic, Jewish, Muslim, Whatever need to seriously group a pair and shut the fuck up.
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Post by: Genesis on January 09, 2024, 09:27:46 PM
That lady who knew my father told me there are two sides to a story (No shit Sherlock!) I just don't find you creditable because of myself going through a gaslighting situation where I was painted to be what she was doing to her soon-to-be ex-husband. So yes lady, shut the hell up and you ain't no Mother Theresa, you're a deillusional wannabe martyr whose obviously narcissitic and mentally ill with her open obsession with her Catholic Identity.

I don't mind the Catholics to be honest.. it's just those that weaponize their faith Protestant, Catholic, Jewish, Muslim, Whatever need to seriously group a pair and shut the fuck up.

Awkward :-/

So far the night shift isn't as brutal as I thought... just different, a bit quiet with a few sides of Yahoos in their corners. No matter if they're a Jaybird, JJ, Dutch Guy, and Kermit's Best Friend you'll often be bound to meet the interesting ones on the night shift... especially when you're one of the many caregivers taking care of them.
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Post by: Genesis on January 29, 2024, 02:39:36 PM
According to the Wise Mormon Lady, I need to regain the power in my life that was taken from my manipulative ex and her pet troll.

How the hell am I supposed to begin? Seriously! Damn it :(

Even though I have a weird prejudice with Mormons, she is one I still consider a good friend.
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Post by: Genesis on January 29, 2024, 03:02:17 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WIQx5d6apto

This always gets to me for some reason... I keep picturing myself as Winston in 1984
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Post by: Genesis on January 31, 2024, 02:21:39 PM
I just don't understand why stupid people flock in large groups... does anyone know why?
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Post by: Genesis on February 07, 2024, 02:14:14 PM
I just want to scream, only because MAGA is a bunch of dumbfucks who can't comprehend reality correctly.

I know what it's like to not comprehend reality... but with MAGA, they cannot, and I repeat COPE!
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Post by: Genesis on February 09, 2024, 05:25:28 PM
If any of the bots who are reading this thread are connected to my parent's religious social circle, please kindly BUGGER OFF THIS FORUM!
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on February 12, 2024, 12:41:55 PM
 :hyke: :hyke: :hyke: :hyke:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K4xLi8IF1FM&
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on February 12, 2024, 12:43:21 PM
Excuse Bot....

what's so fascinating about this thread?

It's just the perseverating fits of an autistic man who finds normality boring.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on February 20, 2024, 12:31:08 PM
Why do I hate myself so much? :(
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Post by: Genesis on February 21, 2024, 12:10:04 PM
Why do I hate myself so much? :(

Might explain that added on weight
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Post by: Genesis on March 14, 2024, 12:08:26 PM
It's a weird day after all
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Post by: Genesis on March 16, 2024, 12:48:00 PM
Setting out my medication for the rest of the week... just need to find a way to communicate to my boss that I can't make it in on Wednesday because of a Dentist Appointment. Of course the Dentist appointment is one train ride to the opposite side(s) of the train tracks.
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Post by: Genesis on March 26, 2024, 09:39:55 PM
To the guest who was reading this thread just right now.... how do you like your eggs? Also, what's your pie? (Don't say Pie Flavor because I will literally screech like an owl that my chihuahua would growl.
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Post by: Genesis on April 10, 2024, 06:49:30 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lT_GHXBdHhs
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Post by: Genesis on April 10, 2024, 07:08:51 PM
I remember when the troll kept trying to say: "You Stupid Asshole!" in Spanish, yet what she was really saying was something so vile and inappropriate that a little Mexican granny would smack her for foul language inside a Church.
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Post by: renaeden on April 11, 2024, 02:09:07 AM
These are people that don't deserve your effort to think about.
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Post by: Genesis on April 11, 2024, 04:48:06 PM
These are people that don't deserve your effort to think about.

Agreed .____.
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Post by: Genesis on May 02, 2024, 01:21:30 PM
There's a song I kept listening to in High School called History by Joseph Arthur. I liked the live acoustic rendition of it... but the studio version of it is just as good:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h0c7VxByz2w
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Post by: Genesis on May 05, 2024, 02:58:55 PM
Apparently my Cubbies just beat the Brewers 5 to nothing. I'm going to go watch the highlights before my appointment with Pat
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Post by: Genesis on May 08, 2024, 06:33:43 PM
I'm just a loser, a fat loser who isn't attractive enough (nor confident) to meet the right person.

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Post by: renaeden on May 09, 2024, 05:26:35 PM
I wonder what your psychologist has to say about this opinion of yourself. Have you told her?
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Post by: Genesis on May 09, 2024, 06:37:23 PM
I wonder what your psychologist has to say about this opinion of yourself. Have you told her?

He knows about my overthinking... this thought, not so much -__-
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Post by: Genesis on May 09, 2024, 06:55:09 PM
I'm too harsh... I'm lonely, yet I am too harsh :(
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: renaeden on May 09, 2024, 07:10:28 PM
I wonder what your psychologist has to say about this opinion of yourself. Have you told her?

He knows about my overthinking... this thought, not so much -__-
Sorry, I thought Pat was a woman's name. So Pat is short for Patrick.

Ok, maybe you could tell him your thoughts about yourself. I used to think similar - I had really low self-esteem.
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Post by: Genesis on May 10, 2024, 05:50:18 PM
I've had ups and downs... yet in all honesty, that's okay.
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Post by: DirtDawg on May 11, 2024, 04:48:46 PM
I wonder what your psychologist has to say about this opinion of yourself. Have you told her?

He knows about my overthinking... this thought, not so much -__-

Maybe, next trip, come up with a simple question to ask. Possibly create a context about a pet or something lovable? Get something going for a set of discussions.

But expose this to one who has more to work with outside of your fear factors.
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Post by: Genesis on May 11, 2024, 07:41:04 PM
I wonder what your psychologist has to say about this opinion of yourself. Have you told her?

He knows about my overthinking... this thought, not so much -__-

Maybe, next trip, come up with a simple question to ask. Possibly create a context about a pet or something lovable? Get something going for a set of discussions.

But expose this to one who has more to work with outside of your fear factors.

Fear factors I seem to notice is being wrongly accused, girls actually liking me, weird attention, bikes, rooms with multiple mirrors, icy areas, etc. Yeah... I got a boat load
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Post by: DirtDawg on May 11, 2024, 10:51:08 PM
I wonder what your psychologist has to say about this opinion of yourself. Have you told her?

He knows about my overthinking... this thought, not so much -__-

Maybe, next trip, come up with a simple question to ask. Possibly create a context about a pet or something lovable? Get something going for a set of discussions.

But expose this to one who has more to work with outside of your fear factors.

Fear factors I seem to notice is being wrongly accused, girls actually liking me, weird attention, bikes, rooms with multiple mirrors, icy areas, etc. Yeah... I got a boat load

Yes and there is more to them than a view from the inside.
That's why I agree with Reneaden whole heartedly.
I'm certain you've tried to imagine how it is from outside of being you. That's hard to do. Takes time.

But definitely share these notions with someone you trust.
How is the worst it could be?
They don't understand?

Well, you're already there.
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Post by: Genesis on May 12, 2024, 08:14:17 AM
It's not hard to understand really... it's just the only ones that do are my mother, my sister, and my therapist.
Title: Re: Internal Emotions Overloading (Reader Discretion Advised)
Post by: Genesis on May 13, 2024, 01:11:35 PM
My friend has a type... and it's comical to me.... because that girl he's "dating" from Georgia looks exactly like the troll. Though she's a sweetie and not a cut throat bitch like The Troll herself. That I can give him credit for.
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Post by: Genesis on May 15, 2024, 10:09:19 PM
I got to meet Genesis for the first time today... she's too cute, didn't cry or get fussy at me at all. I think she liked me?
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Post by: renaeden on May 16, 2024, 01:10:17 AM
I got to meet Genesis for the first time today... she's too cute, didn't cry or get fussy at me at all. I think she liked me?
Well you both have something really cool in common. :)
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Post by: Genesis on May 16, 2024, 05:40:50 PM
I wish people were clear and not so purposefully vague. I always hated that -___-
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Post by: Genesis on May 16, 2024, 05:48:43 PM
Oy Vey -___-
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Post by: renaeden on May 16, 2024, 08:33:03 PM
Nonautistic people can be like that. And they call US the puzzles.
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Post by: Genesis on May 17, 2024, 04:54:13 PM
Nonautistic people can be like that. And they call US the puzzles.

Exactly!