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Start here => Free For ALL => Topic started by: StupidOldMan on June 25, 2013, 07:32:54 AM
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it would be so funny if she lost her job, her home, her car, her everything...............
destroy her.....cos she is nothing
nothing i tell you!
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I forgot about this guy. He posted LadiKapitann's cell number over and over after stalking her and asking her for money.
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Was this a sock of Buttcoffee??
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No it was madmick.
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Mick hated me since day 1, and day 1 was almost a decade ago .__.
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Quite why the devil did you go gravedigging for this crap?
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Sometimes, it's fun to dig deep into the site, and find old conversations. It's
the big advantage of fora over social media.
While you're down there, it makes sense to pull up memories and share them.
I remember doing this with stuff that was even before my time, back when I had that
kind of time to spend on fora.
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A guest was viewing it and I noticed it had zero responses.
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Lady K, aka Miss New Zealand, never had a car or a job or any of that shit around that time period.
She made it all up.
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LadiKapitan is black, MissNewZealsnd is white. Different pictures.
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Sometimes, it's fun to dig deep into....
Now memories of SG come to mind. :zombiefuck:
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Yes she had those things, he had her doxx got her mortgage and car loan as well as her cell number. MissNewZealand is someone else. He called her cell phone. She was scared.
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I vaguely remember them both. They were not really my bag at all.
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I didn't really notice the troll, ladikapitan struck me as a bit snooty, didn't strike me as a fuckup or a bad person, just a bit..attitudey. That said, I've been known to give people a bit of an earful myself if they act like dicks.
Currently temp-banned on another forum for it. Real wanker though, he had it coming. Asked on a harm reduction/drug forum about an old ass, antique sedative he'd been put on, chloral hydrate, and I took the time to share what I knew about it, and all it took was for me to say that if he drinks any alcohol at all, to make sure to limit intake very carefully, and slowly discover exactly how it interacts and at what degrees and at what amounts, SLOWLY, since mixing GABAergic depressants halfarsedly can be a quick way to the grave, and the fucker went off on one, ended up getting an unofficial warning the first time, but then he did much the same thing, saying some pretty damn obnoxious things, got banned for a week after saying to him, more or less 'oh, right, so given you are behaving that way yourself, it's acceptable to you, fine then...' and giving him a whole lot worse. I forget exactly what I said but soon as one of the mods clocked it I got banned for a week.
Worth it in that case, guy was being a real fucking dick to those trying to help him, who have bugger all obligation to, and take their own time to try and assist him. Although still, if someone wants to be an asshole, it should be fair enough to treat them as one. No?
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Lady K was active on another forum where she admitted that the car, job etc. were made up. She is a young lady with serious issues. I don't know for sure if she was Miss NZ.
She has also posted photos of herself that were not her. I have seen a pic of her and she wasn't hideous or anything like that, it was never shared openly.
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I didn't really notice the troll, ladikapitan struck me as a bit snooty, didn't strike me as a fuckup or a bad person, just a bit..attitudey. That said, I've been known to give people a bit of an earful myself if they act like dicks.
I never do that :angel: :P
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Wasn't she active on AFF at some point? I seem to recall that being the place. It would make sense since aside from spectrumites and that other place after AFF imploded thanks to Queen Bitch losing her shit, it's the only other one aside from one that kinda fell through whilst in the prototype phase, that would have been hosted by my ex/stalker with me and Al as the other people involved in the project.
I have a hunch that the lady in question, Heretic from AFF, just wasn't that much of a people person. She really isn't, hell, she's less of one than I am, which is rather saying something since I pretty much forget there ARE people around a lot of the time until I bump into one in meatspace.
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Lady K was active on AFF and also caused drama on AFN, where at one stage she became "Lady Mauser". She was in therapy and after she got banned at AFN she came back with a big mea culpa and admitted to a bunch of stuff she had made up. Then she went mental again and left for good. Apparently her therapist was pleading with her to quite forums for good because it was fucking with her head so badly - that part I actually believe. Someone did track down who she was in real life, they didn't share the details on the open forum but she was an average looking young black woman.
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Al-bloody bollocks you don't you lyin' bastard :D
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Al-bloody bollocks you don't you lyin' bastard :D
:laugh:
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Lady K was active on another forum where she admitted that the car, job etc. were made up. She is a young lady with serious issues.
Sounds like my type. How young?
Mmm....probably old enough to actually be here. Never mind.
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You dirty old bastard.
That said, I've probably done worse (albeit dragged into the beginning of that one, but not, I confess, unwillingly)
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To be fair, when I've toyed with younger than 17, I've found them too lacking emotionally to go forward.
It's not a rule, and only from limited personal experience, but something that worries me
about dipping too low. Seems odd to me, because I felt like I haven't really changed much
since memories begin.
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Lady K was active on another forum where she admitted that the car, job etc. were made up. She is a young lady with serious issues. I don't know for sure if she was Miss NZ.
She has also posted photos of herself that were not her. I have seen a pic of her and she wasn't hideous or anything like that, it was never shared openly.
She lied about her name and those things, but later by accident got a job with the guy who sold her her used car by chance. She was obsessed with a classmate and wanted to be like her. She was working on her masters.
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14 is the youngest I've ever been with, and I was sort-of half-joking about the dirty old bastard bit, given I've done what in the eyes of many would make me a monster.
That said, I HAD just been in an awful relationship, and she DID make her wishes rather plain. By nearly knocking me out cold, using me to smack a tree trunk then sticking her tongue down my throat.
Love of my life, actually, we didn't really care that I was 19 or so at the time, she just came over, dragged me off and it went from there. It was 'come willingly, or in the back of a car boot' sort of a come-on on her part, so there was no question about her NOT wanting to be in the relationship, real gorgeous girl, smart, funny, warm, absolute stunner, and a complete and utter perve, we just got talking after she'd introduced herself, once she'd let me come out for air again, and we found that we got on brilliantly.
I just wish I hadn't screwed things up, she told me she'd cheated, once, and I ran. I've hated myself ever since for it, most fucking stupid decision I ever made. I'd willingly trade the remainder of my life for just long enough to raise a strong, happy family with her, or even another week by her side, we got on that well. Never known anyone like her. Wasn't her that was the one too young and headstrong, too quick to act, it was me. Worst mistake, ever. And coming from seeing a few of MY mistakes, thats saying something.....
If the genders had been reversed though, I'm not sure it'd have gone down so well, because she'd probably have raped me on sight, that said, someone THAT hot, I'd probably have let it happen and refused to leave.
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Arbitrary age boundaries don't make sense. Any boundaries should reflect the physical and emotional
maturity of those involved.
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I just wish I hadn't screwed things up, she told me she'd cheated, once, and I ran. I've hated myself ever since for it, most fucking stupid decision I ever made. I'd willingly trade the remainder of my life for just long enough to raise a strong, happy family with her, or even another week by her side, we got on that well. Never known anyone like her. Wasn't her that was the one too young and headstrong, too quick to act, it was me. Worst mistake, ever. And coming from seeing a few of MY mistakes, thats saying something.....
Reminds me of myself and my ex wife. We parted ONCE, prior to marriage, divorce, ect, when I threw her out
for a one-time affair. I couldn't take being without her though. Maybe she couldn't either, since she ended
up living with another one of my exes (the psycho one), whom I was pretty much assured to see.
I don't regret that at all.
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I agree. There would be those are mature/aware enough to decide they want to be in a relationship with someone from their early teens, presumably individuals exist who would be so even below that, although I personally wouldn't go there, I mean shit, the world record for a pregnancy is something like five years of age (no shit, not ADVOCATING such behaviour, its repugnant, merely conjecturing that the hormonal changes that would biologically neccessarily have taken place to permit reproductive capacity in the physical, biological sense of producing a living progeny, would presumably influence secondary sexual characteristics also.
And there are those who would never be able to, unless they find exactly the right sort of person, the one in a hundred or more chance of the guy not being an exploitative asshole.
What matter to me most, is that it is consensual, and so before the fact, at least, in how I conduct myself towards others, and that it's a partnership of equals, intended to further the greater good of the pair.
I have a guess as to that possibly being why I have little to no reservations about what lengths I am willing to go to to protect or if too late, strike back at a loved one, because a lot of mine, couldn't do so for themselves, as I don't rule out getting with spesh-as-fuck girls, autie or otherwise, just so long as they WANT to be with me, and that I make sure I word anything in a way that isn't going to be mistaken, for such people, relationship-wise, I go the extra distance to make sure that there is no unilateral advantage on my side.
As for my ex fiancee, I panicked and told her it was over, we stayed friends, for an all too short time, after the last relationship I was in at the time (one of only twice in my life I've ever cheated, both when young, the first time being more or less a relationship which hadn't really even been set solid, hours, in my last spazz school. Not something I'll do again, to anyone, not that type, to think 'grass is always greener on the other side', the second and last time was when I met my former fiancee, I wouldn't call our first meeting cheating on the girl I was with at the time, since that was actually forced on me, and I never even saw it coming until the tree hit me and some smoking hot kanner's chick had just shoved her tongue down my neck, but in going along with continuing it after, I did. Although in my defense, there, I had already decided to cut and run from the NT, because it was something that I HATED, I mean, literally, she'd ring my phone and I'd feel like I just contracted norovirus after eating mexican food. And basically only reason I stayed as long as I did, was because I didn't want to let her down hard all the same. Ended it the next time I saw her, and would have regardless.
Didn't want to get burnt twice. It's only looking back, that I know now I would give anything to take that rash decision back. I loved her so damn much, at the time, that I couldn't even see it for the intensity it was, not quite anyway, obviously, I knew I lived for her, that much was obvious to me, but the depth to which the compatibility ran, it was something I've only ever come near to feeling for since, once. Well, once with someone who actually knew about it and dated, the other, either doesn't know, because I've never said a word about it to her, kassiane S, aka 'rettdevil', or, being the smart lil cookie she is she worked it out spazz or no spazz, and just decided not to say anything about it.
As for my ex fiancee, I'm pretty damn sure we'd have ended up back together, I'd have forgiven her very quickly, most people no, her, I'd have given the second chance she deserved. Only thing was, and here's the real gutripper, I got locked out of my msn messenger acct that I used to talk to her, could never get back in, my other means of arranging contact was by phone, but stupidly, I'd not written her number down on paper. I had it on my mobile, which I got nicked, after some pikey bitch got me drinking with a couple of her pikey tosser mates, probably planned something all along. So I abruptly, and involuntarily lost contact, and with her living in a far off part of the city outskirts, I had no visual map to guide me, I relied on her knowing where SHE lived, and meeting in the middle of town, or at a predetermined met tram stop, getting back on and returing to her own place with her, so I COULDN'T just go and seek her physically, and I presume the same likewise.
It's the worst thing, that ever happened to me, in my entire life, making that stupid hot-headed fight-or-flight response-dictated decision (flight, of course, as I would have quite literally, given my own life in exchange for hers, and the very idea of raising a hand to her in violence, I couldn't have done it, I'm just damn glad she wasn't into the BDSM scene, because I physically COULDN'T have done it, even at her own insistence, it's just something weird we had. I'd have stepped into the path of a bullet for her in the hopes it'd be a hollowpoint and lose most of it's inertia in killing me, to give her time to get away, but to actually hurt her, I could no more do it, than I can change the colour of my eyes by willpower alone.
But we got forcibly parted, from being friends, the contact links were simultaneously severed, or nearly so, and I had no way TO beg her forgiveness for my rashness. (yes, I do know that the fault at the root of the problem was not mine own, but all the same, she just had an effect on me. Crack...could take it or leave it, same goes for heroin, but that girl, she was just...something else entirely. It was spooky, she just had some sort of effect on me I can't explain.
I mean, I'd just seen her batter a guy to the ground with steel toe-capped combat boots, a petite 14yo knocking the living shit out of a built, older guy, in sheer fury at getting in between the two of us, before we'd even first met, and then using me to try and beat a tree trunk to death....normally, no matter who or what, that would trigger an automatic fight-flight response, immediate violence likely, but her...I couldn't even bring myself to think of it.
I might well have popped a few paintballs upside her arse, since we met at a spazz group organized paintball game, but I probably didn't even shoot for her, despite it being a free for all, and the rest of the autie/aspies running through the woods, no organization, no squad leadership, whilst I headed in the opposite direction and started firing from a prone position after applying camo facepaint, and being dressed entirely in woodlands camo gear (old house staff at my last spazz school as ex SAS, I've actually got his beret somewhere, as well as a real good combat camo coat, in woodlands/jungle patterning, both gifts from him) and took up a great position right at the far end of the free-for-all, right out of sight, and picking targets off with single aimed shots)
Shit, it was the ONLY argument we EVER had. Not once, that I can recall, had we ever fought, even had a difference of opinion worth voicing, save for one thing I said I couldn't do right then, right there, in the place we were at the time, as it could land me a jail sentence and probably having to stab people daily to avoid BEING stabbed, and that wasn't an argument, just me telling her I couldn't risk doing a certain something in public in front of onlookers, due to the age differential, didn't bother either of us, but others would see fit to have locked me up and thrown away the key.
If it hadn't been for the three events happening one very rapidly after another, first the breakup, and then the losing my email/messenger acct. and getting jacked by pikey dickends and losing my phone, we'd probably have been married from the moment it became legal. I'd already got an engagement ring for her, shit, it didn't even take us a week to know we were for each other.
Just...fuck. Fuck life and karma right in the southern one-eyed chocolate starfish with a rusty razorblade nailbomb and call me Mariae, Christus mater, worst fuckup on my part ever.
Including the kinds that involved firing a grenade launcher down a tunnel, whilst standing in the end, not realizing as a kid the shockwaves would rebound and knock the stuffing out of my senses, or covering much of the back lawn in a blazing infernal greenish-blinding white fire and MASSIVE clouds of white acid fumes from glassware that cracked during a distillation of several hundred grams of white phosphorus at and above it's boiling point.
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Lady K was active on another forum where she admitted that the car, job etc. were made up. She is a young lady with serious issues. I don't know for sure if she was Miss NZ.
She has also posted photos of herself that were not her. I have seen a pic of her and she wasn't hideous or anything like that, it was never shared openly.
She lied about her name and those things, but later by accident got a job with the guy who sold her her used car by chance. She was obsessed with a classmate and wanted to be like her. She was working on her masters.
Thanks DFG, I hadn't heard any updates from her since she admitted that she had made a heap of things up and swore off forums for good on the advice of her therapist. I'm glad to hear that things were looking up for her.
She was kind of a drama llama at times, but I always got the impression that it was purely a defensive thing. And she wasn't pro-level drama llama like some.
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I have to admit, I wish Aliengirl/anya was still around, from AFF. I think I'm going to have to get on to her and see if I can drag her ass over here.
Anyone remember her? activist, really sound lass, and damn fine too :D
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I have to admit, I wish Aliengirl/anya was still around, from AFF. I think I'm going to have to get on to her and see if I can drag her ass over here.
Anyone remember her? activist, really sound lass, and damn fine too :D
I remember her. I like her.
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Hard not to.
I've still got her number somewhere, I'll have to check up on her see if I can get her to come over here. Not spoken to her in too long. Probably one of my favourite people from AFF, she just isn't someone thats easy to dislike. And her accent is hawt too.
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When was AlienGirl active on AFF? Was it before 2009, or after?
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They killed my Thermian. :(
The angel angel angel angel
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They killed my Thermian. :(
The angel angel angel angel
:-(