are you angry with me?
I'm going to sit under a rock and not post here again.
I already said I'm not good at explaining things at the moment for other reasons which I thought I had made you aware of.
You know what, I'm not. Maybe sometimes my words are more formal than are needed. I read and write contracts for a large part of the day. Maybe I write black and white sometimes.
If you want me to explain publicly (when I've already said I'm not good at explaining things at the moment) then I will.
I have other things going on at the moment, some of which McJ knows, some of which nobody does.
The reason I said I would sit under a rock was tongue in cheek as in "oh fuck, I can't write anything that anyone understands the point of at the moment, I'll be quiet"
my bad.
i had regrets after i posted it. but left it there for transparancy. i know you aren't mad at me. i am mad at me for asking such an emo question.
Emo is OK...although you are part of the anti emo task force...
It's good to see you self flagellate once in a while.
it is just that i need to prepare better.
when i used to call a girl (when i was a teen) that i liked, i had a whole list of things we could talk about already prepared. seems like i really want to talk to you, eclair, but i get tonguetied.
