Friendship regret

[Jesse]

I can make friends and then when I'm about to meetup I chicken out and sabatoge the whole thing.
Its because I'm afraid. I guess, No Skills, interpersonal relationships are more complex than a math equation.
If you have been out of the loop like I have you cannot have meaningful real life friends
See first sentence

Anyone else expeiriance this?

[Bastet]

Because you're a pussy. I think deep down you may feel you deserve to be alone and friendless.  At least I did a long time ago I used to feel that way about myself. Just make an effort. It isn't like it will be the end of the world if it went sour.

[Jesse]

I'm a pussy? maybe. I know one thing, Someone who clearly doesn't have many friends shouldn't be telling others how to go about making a friend. Or do you have friends outside in the real world ? Correct me if I am wrong.

I think, you are bitter.

[Bastet]

I do. Quite a lot more than you do. I visit them, they visit me. You have been out of the loop for a long time, i see. I always had friends offline, i was just always shit at keeping in touch with them. I am better about it now. I was lonely because i would feel introverted and noit want To leave the house. I'd eventually get lonely and feel in a rut. Im also prettier than you. 

[Jesse]

Your always here so how can you be visiting them and they visiting you? Maybe you guys hang out around the computer.
Interesting. I don't care about your looks, You are one thing I am not. Fat

[Bastet]

I am not ugly like you. I also lost weight.  You do realize I have a smartphone? Herp derp.

I go to film school and learn web design. Rage is my boyfriend. He chased off MLA. He'll likely be online Tuesday to confirm this. You are a slow one.

[Jesse]

Of all the things to lose, you should have lost your personality disorder.
People with borderline personality disorder for instance think they are more important than they really are.
and have fake boyfriends. amongst liking someone one minute and hating there guts the next, dramatically.

seems to fit. 

Are you maor beautiful than you really are? 

[Bastet]

Of all the things to lose, you should have lost your personality disorder.
People with borderline personality disorder for instance think they are more important than they really are.
and have fake boyfriends. amongst liking someone one minute and hating there guts the next, dramatically.

seems to fit. 

Poor Richard.   he has a personality disorder. That explains it.

[Jesse]

Rage isn't your boyfriend. It doesn't appear that you have lost weight, (exaggerated self image) and you in dramatic fashion like someone one minute and hate their guts the next.

Most people with personality disorders like to shed the light off of themselves, for fear of people figuring them out.

seems like what's going on here

[Bastet]

Rage isn't your boyfriend. It doesn't appear that you have lost weight, (exaggerated self image) and you in dramatic fashion like someone one minute and hate their guts the next.

Most people with personality disorders like to shed the light off of themselves, for fear of people figuring them out.

seems like what's going on here

Bwahahahaha!!!

Are you sure you didnt replace the alcohol with street drugs? You just pulled some random dx out of your enlarged anus. How...clever....

[McGiver]

Richard you have to give life a chance.  Put forth effort.  It's worth it.

[Jesse]

Are you sure you didnt replace the alcohol with street drugs? You just pulled some random dx out of your enlarged anus. How...clever....

No I didn't just pull it out of my ass. I have a sister with Borderline personality disorder, I've been witnessed to it a lot.
And you sound just like her

another thing, they like attention so I should stop talking to you.

[Jesse]

Richard you have to give life a chance.  Put forth effort.  It's worth it.

True. but I keep getting stuck, which isn't so bad I guess but in that moment of friend sabatoge or shortly there after it, I have regrets.

I don't know how to break this nasty cycle.

[P7PSP]

Richard try going to gem/rock shows and posting on a forum dedicated to the subject. You have learned a lot about gems/rocks and other rock hounds will respect what you have to say about it once they see a few of your posts or ftf discussions on it. When I discuss something I know a bit about, like guns, there is no concern about what to say next.

[Bastet]

Are you sure you didnt replace the alcohol with street drugs? You just pulled some random dx out of your enlarged anus. How...clever....

No I didn't just pull it out of my ass. I have a sister with Borderline personality disorder, I've been witnessed to it a lot.
And you sound just like her

another thing, they like attention so I should stop talking to you.

I am not your sister. You are brain damaged and hallucinating. See a shrink. I only reacted to your retardation.  I felt bad I hurt your feelings then you tried to act all hard like you don't care. You do care.  Now I don't feel bad. Night.